Goodbye

Today the day is already
Over
And I can’t believe
How fast it ended

The sun had gone down
Also very fast
And I saw the beautiful sunset
It took my breath away
Also

And suddenly the night arrived
And I was already tired
So I went to bed right away

I had laid down in my bed for
The night
Also, I had shut my mind off
And I had closed my eyes

Chances
It all takes a brave man to take it,
A lot of people missed it,
A few who cares to believe it,
But no one ever dare to try and take it's chances
Chances to stop for a while and take time to what has missed.
Chances to forget those old scars that hurt you and have faith in love again.
Chances that the past has it's own story to learn to improve and live on what's today.
Chances to gain trust after every mistakes and lies.
Chances to gain back the love than saying you'll give up.
Chances to be open, when someone is there to listen.
Chances to hear what was felt and learn to understand.
Chances to live life merrily rather believing with some principles That made you weak.
Chances to take a change on what you usually know.
"Chances"
Many people love and willing to take it's risk,
But fear of having a lot of doubts than taking risk,
Takes no where but all what if's.

I had to change my life around
Because I was a pessimist kind of men
For along time
Eventually I got tired of it
And I decided to change to optimistic
And I felt much better by doing ithatt
Because by now I have optimistic view off things
I no longer fight with people
Because that is not a good thing to do
I had to change my life around
I learned to control my temper
I had a bad temper before
I had to change my life around
I was even in jail once
And that was bad for me
Today I am more mature
And when there is a problem I try to solve it in a nice way
I need to speak up
I can’t stay silent
When people are hurting me
I need to say stop you are hurting me
I had to change my life around
And I am never alone anymore
I have people that comes to visit me
And I am grateful for that
I had to change my life around
I had to plan my life better each day
I had to change my life around
By learning to save money
Because I used to spend money like water
I had to change my life around
And learn to trust people
Because maybe I didn’t trust people enough
I had to change my life around
Before I believed that it was ok to be alone
But it is not
It is very sad when I was alone
I had to change my life around
Today I have friends
And I decided that I am going to keep the friends I have
I had to change my life around
By learning to write my feelings down on my computer
I had to change my life around
I got rid of my fancy life that I was living before
But today I live a simple life
And that is all I need
I had to change my life around
By having to learn to love myself
Before I could even love others
I had to change my life around
And learn to pray more often
Because I never prayed enough
For myself and for others
I had to change my life around
And try to look good when going out
Because it is important

Here you will find my words of encoragement
To you
Please don't give up the things that you enjoy
Doing for me
I want you to carry on living your life every
Day
Also remember that you must pray to God
And God will answer all your prayers
Also pray for the countries that are in war
So that they can have peace
Because that we want them to have

I  need to learn to
Get along with people
Because I feel that
My so called friends
Don’t get along with me
They are always making
Me mad
That is what I must tell you
Friends that I hate
Also friends can you please
Just respect me
Because I am not asking
Too much
Friends I am also very religious
And I am always praying for my
Father
I know friends that you
Could not care less about my
Father
But I must tell you that
It was my father that made you
With his holy hands
Many years ago
Also you tell me that you hate the earth

***** men
Is me
I need to *******
My *****
Because they
Are ***** now
Also, it is a lot of work
To ******* my *****
I truly enjoy *******
My *****
Every single day
Morning, afternoon, and night
I started to *******
When I was 15 years old
Back then I was
A teenager
Nobody thought me
How to *******
I thought myself how
To *******
And I had enjoyed
Very much *******
I hold the head of my *****
Because the ***** was there
Then I put my *****
Back inside my underwear
And the *****
Comes out from my head
Of my *****
Into the underwear
It felt so good to have *****
Underwear
In the mornings I change my
Underwear and I put a
Clean underwear in my *****
It is not grouse to *******
It is a natural thing to do
Today I am
59 years old
And I am still
*******
It is good for me to *******
I love every minute of that
I will never stop to *******
All the men that had saw
My *****
Told me that I had
Beautiful *****
And I was very happy about
That
I must continue to *******
Every single day
I also know lots of men who
******* their *****

Looking up at the stars
During the Summer
Nights
I spend the nights
Looking up
At the stars
And it is so beautiful
To see all the stars
Up in heaven
The stars are shining
Very beautiful
During the Summer nights
At the Summer nights
I go late to bed
And I also wake up late
Because I need to have more
Sleep

Chances
It all takes a brave man to take it,
A lot of people missed it,
A few who cares to believe it,
But no one ever dare to try and take it's chances
Chances to stop for a while and take time to what has missed.
Chances to forget those old scars that hurt you and have faith in love again.
Chances that the past has it's own story to learn to improve and live on what's today.
Chances to gain trust after every mistakes and lies.
Chances to gain back the love than saying you'll give up.
Chances to be open, when someone is there to listen.
Chances to hear what was felt and learn to understand.
Chances to live life merrily rather believing with some principles that made you weak.
Chances to take a change on what you usually know.
"Chances"
Many people love and willing to take it's risk,
but fear of having a lot of doubts than taking risk,
takes no where but all what if's.

What don't you like about me?
Is that because I believe in God?
Why shouldn't I believe in God?
Is there anything wrong with being a
Christian?
Because I was born a
Christian
What don't you like about me?
Is that because I am on a diet?

During the Summer night
I stay up late
Every single night
So that I can
Glaze in the sky
And see that beautiful
Harvest moon
Shinning in the lake
And I also see
Some stars shining in the sky
I must say that the moon
And the star
Leave me breathless
And when it is midnight
In the Summer I go to bed
And the next day I wake up
At 3;00 PM

I am wondering if the war will ever end
I am wondering if those that have aids can be saved
I am wondering if the corruption in the third world will ever end
I am wondering if the poor people will ever be feed by somebody
I am wondering if the young women will ever have healthy babies
I am wondering if the people will ever pray to God
I am wondering if the people will ever pray for each other
I am wondering if the poor people will ever get an education
I am wondering if the people will love each other
I am wondering if the people will use a ****** when having ***
I am wondering if we will ever save the wild life
I am wondering if we will give our offering to God

Thy world
Father I just love
To belong to you
Thy world
Where all the Christians
Belong
Also father
All the Christians are praying
To you today
They are not forgetting
To pray to you today
They are all different
Because you had made then
All different
In you image
Many years ago
Also we are happy
To live in thy world
A place that should be
Peaceful but that is not
Because there is lots of
Violence
And that is what we hate
Father

The poverty is going out of control
Blame it on Rio
And the rich is getting richer everyday
Blame it on Rio
The drug dealers make money selling drugs to people
And that is a disgrace to Rio
Blame it on Rio
The corruption is what makes people rich in Rio
Blame it on Rio
The poor doesn't have any rights
Blame it on Rio
The poor can't afford to go to school

I am grateful
That my father
Keeps me alive
Every single day
Here on earth
I could never live
Without my father
If I didn't had my father
In my life
I don't think
I would be able to face
The struggles that I
Am going
Through each day
I struggle with
Sugar It is very hard
To control
The amount of Sugar
I use every day
In my oatmeal
The other struggle for
Me is my weight
I don't want to end up
Having a heart attack

God's love is all I need every day
To take away the pain
I feel
The pain that I feel is my broken heart
That so many people broke it
God I am also crying of pain
That pain is not going away on it's own
I feel that it is hard to describe the pain
But I know God you will take my pain away
I feel that you are going to cure me today
And give your love to me
Because I have none
To give to people
And if you care about me please make that miracle right now
By mending my broken heart
If you want God you can punish those that broke my heart
God you
I leave it up to you to decide

Stop being sad
Because God will
Remove the sadness
From your eyes
My friends
And I  also know
That you can always
Count on me
Friends I am telling
You the truth
I will never let you
Down friends
Because I know that
You need me
In you daily life
And I will be there
Available for you
Day or night
So friends I am telling
You the truth
Have I ever lied to you
Friends?
No I never lied to
You once
So you can trust me forever
I know if I told you lies
I would be only hurting
You friends
So I know that lies
Doesn't get me
Anywhere

Stop being sad
Because God will
Remove the sadness
From your eyes
My friends
And I  also know
That you can always
Count on me
Friends I am telling
You the truth
I will never let you
Down friends
Because I know that
You need me
In you daily life
And I will be there
Available for you
Day or night
So friends I am telling
You the truth
Have I ever lied to you
Friends?
No I never lied to
You once
So you can trust me forever
I know if I told you lies
I would be only hurting
You friends
So I know that lies
Doesn't get me
Anywhere

My love, your love, his love, and our love
Are all different from each other
Let me tell you about my love first
My love is very weak
Like the baby
That had just been born
Today
Your love
Is very strong
Like the thunder That is going on in the sky
Right now
His love
Is very special
Because he is giving
It to us right now

The souls of white folks
Have died today
And the white people
Are waiting for
Our God
To revive our souls
Because we need our souls
Alive

Ask me if I love myself
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I love my God
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I ever try to commit any crimes
And I will tell you no
Ask me If I ever try to take my own life
And I will tell  that I never did it
Ask me if I am happy with my life
And I will tell you that I am
Ask me if I am mad
And I will tell you that I am
Ask me if I am grateful for the things I have
And I tell you that I am
Ask If I pray to God
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me if I want to cry
And I tell you no
Ask if I have any friends
And I tell you that I have
Ask me if I love my friends
And I will tell you that I do
Ask me why I am so mad
And I will tell you that people made me so mad lately
Ask if I will control my anger
And I will tell you that I will try
Ask me if I lost people in my life
And I will tell you that I did
Ask If I ever lied to any body
And I will tell you no
Ask me if I am happy being the men God made
And I will tell you that I am

A confession: I love you
A wish: To be with you
A vow: Your happiness
A dream: To have you forever
An emotion: Our first kiss
One goal: A life together
A request: Please love me
A reminder: I will love you always
All this because: I love you so much!

It is a wonderful wonderful world
That our father made for us
With his holy hands
Before he made
The human beings
Also after he
Made the wonderful wonderful world
He made the human beings
With his holy hands
And place the human beings
To live in the wonderful wonderful
World
And the human beings
Said to my father
Thanks for making the
Wonderful wonderful world
And we are also exploring the
Wonderful wonderful world
And we have seen
The beautiful lake
That my father made
It with his holy hands
Also there are people
Swimming in the lake
To keep then cool
From this extremely
Hot day

We are lucky that
That we could spend
One beautiful day
At the ocean
You suffer from asthma
So do me a favor
And do me a favor
Take one last breath
You lungs will be clear
With the air from the
Ocean
The air of the ocean is pure
There is no pollution
In the ocean
And in the city the air is polluted
Because there are lots of factories
And cars polluting the air

God your still mine
Even when I worship you
God your still mine
Even when I live with depression
God your Still mine
Keeping me alive each day
God your still mine
Even when I pray that the world live in peace
God I pray that the war will end one day
God we need to re unite the world
We need to love you more

The vice of an angel
Every night in my sleep
I hear the voice of an angel
The voice of the angel
Is very mild
And the angel
Is telling me that
I should not trust every body
Because that would be
The wrong thing to do
I tell my angel that he
Should not worry
So much about me
Because I have some
Good friends in my life
That I can trust a hundred percent
My friends had never hurt me
By calling me
Sun of the *****
Because I would be very upset
With my friends
Also I must tell my angel
That my friends have lots of
Respect for me
Also my friends respect my religion
And also my friends respect my race
I tell my angel that it was my
Father that  had made me
In to the men I am
And I am so happy being the
Men I am
If it wasn't for  my father
I would never exist
Also I tell my angel
That my father
Had placed me
Me here on earth to
Live with his children also
Because I am the oldest child
Of my father
I also tell God that I live
By my father's rules
And also my father
Have some restricted rules
And I never sin anymore
But I had sin in the past
And I also had been
Punished by my father for sinning
Angel I never bother to read my father's bible
Because I never had any interest in it
Also Angel I already heard my father
Preach the bile
And I must tell you that  my father
Does a good job preaching
Angel every night I go to bed early
Because I have to follow my sleep pattern
Every single night
Angel I never stay up late
Because that would mess up my
Sleep routine
Angel I wake up very early in the morning
Every single day
But I must tell you that I am always tired
When I wake up in the morning
I never sleep in  the mornings because if
I do that I will never sleep at night
Angel I want you to know that I suffer
From depression for a long time
I hate to take my medications for my
Depression
But if I want to be well I need to take
My medication every single day
And I must tell you angel that I never
Miss a day
Angel I also pray for my father before
I go to bed
And my father answer my prayer
Every night
Angel I am so happy that I have freedom
In my life
And I don't take freedom for granted
Because I know that It was the
Veterans that gave me my freedom

The black dog is now going for a walk
With his owner around the block
But I hope that his owner understand that the black dog feels the cold also
And doesn't stay out too long with the black dog
Because the black dog might freeze
And the snow is no good for the dog's feet
Because they hurt the dog's feet

Beloved Angel Mother
Gave birth to her beloved children
On February 15
And that was 15 years ago
Also at that time she was very young
Besides being a ****** still

When I look into your eyes
I see the river that have some salmon
Also, I can see the people fishing in this river
This river is beautiful
The people will clean the salmon
And then they will barbecue the salmon
If you are coming to the river you will smell the smell of food
The sky is blue without any clouds
And the sun is out today

The sky is always blue in the city of beggars
There is not much green in the city of beggars
There are buildings being built so fast in the city of beggars
In every corner that you encounter
The city of beggars are growing so fast
And in the city of beggars lives 30 million people
The air is not that good in the city of beggars
Because of the factories and the cars
The city of beggars never sleep
The noise goes on 24 hours a day
It is not safe to walk in the street of beggars
Because you can get robbed and killed at any time of the night or day
The traffic is chaotic in the city of beggars
Thanks God there is no snow in the city of beggars

Are we still there?
Praying to God
Every night before
We go to sleep
Yes friends
It only takes a few minutes
To pray to my God
Also, you can ask in you
Prayer for my God
To give you some health, peace,
And a stress-free life
Because your friends live
A stressful life
Every single day
That you live here on
Earth
Also, you don’t live a peaceful
Life friends
Because your life is in a turmoil
Friends
Also friends you no longer
Live a healthy life
You suffer
From bad arthritis
In your legs and back
My friends
Also friends you must
Remember that our bodies
Are also fragile
Friends another day is about
To end now
The sun went down
Friends right now
And friends you saw
The beautiful sunset
Now friends it is already
Nighttime
And friends you can’t believe
How fast the night arrived
Also, my friends are going to
Bed now to sleep
They never stay up past their bedtime
So my friends go to bed early
Every single night
So they can get a proper sleep
Every single night
Now friends the morning has
Broken
And it is another day
Full of sun that my father
Brought to you my friends
Friends you had taken a peek
In the sky and there was no
Trace of rain
Friends, I must say
That you are very lucky with
The weather
Also friends you will have
Lots of days without rain
Friends remember
That you should enjoy the
Summer
Because the Summer
Is ending soon
And also friends my father
Will end the hot weather
Then my father will bring
The Fall for you
Also friends you will be
Having the cold days during
The Fall
And friends it will be the
The right time to put the Summer
Clothes away
And friends now is the time
For you to wear your Winter clothes
That will be your flannel shirt
And also wear the top part of you
Long johns and also the bottom part
Yes friends the trees are now changing
The color from green to gold
And some people are raking
The dead leaves of the trees
My friends
And also some people
Are placing the dead lives
Inside the garden bags
Yes now the trees are
Already bare for
The winter
Friends today is the
The day that we are going to change
The clocks
One our back
Also, the Fall ended today
Friends
My father brought the
First they of Winter today
Now the days are shorter
My friends
And it gets dark by 5:00 pm
My friends find it very depressing
And I don’t blame them

Friends
All are we saying
That life is though
And we never sad
That life is a bowl of cherries
We have lots of responsibilities
In our lives now that we
Are adults
We always need to look
After our health
Because some adults
Have bad health
Because they smoke a Joint
They are destroying there brain
Others have drunk beer and wine
Like a fish
Yes they have a drinking problem
Also they are destroying there liver
Others have heart problem
And also they have to have oxygen
Others have asthma
All are we saying
That it is time to quit our bad habits
And try to get rid of the bad habits
All are we saying
That we need to pray for our father
Every single night

I have tried
So hard to find
A soul mate
That would walk
Beside me
In my entire life
But so far
I wasn't able to
And I also find
That it is a difficult
Task for me to do

You
Can't go on like this
Forever friend
Something has to change
You can't go on like this
Forever friend
Expecting me to pick up your tab
Every time you run out of money
You are using me for your own benefit friend

Anjo da Guarda
You woke me up today
And you whispered in my ears
I love you
And I started to cry
You anjo da Guarda had wiped the tears from my eyes
With a Kleenex
Anjo da Guarda
I love you also
Anjo da Guarda
At night, you tack me in bed
And you watch me sleep

Imagine if we didn't
Had any violence in the world
Imagine
If people would have some respect
For people
Imagine if we could just love each other
Imagine if we didn't had any racism
Imagine if we could pray for each other
Imagine if we could mind our business
Imagine if we could just live in peace
Imagine if we had more education
Imagine if there was no people
Starving in the world
Imagine if there wasn't people dying in
The world of Aids
Imagine if there wasn't any child abuse in the
World
Imagine if there was no **** in this world
Imagine if we could learn to forgive people
Imagine if we could just pray for each other
Imagine if there was no protest in the street
Imagine if there wasn't prostitution in the streets
Imagine if there wasn't people suffering from
Depression in this world
Imagine if the homeless would sleep in shelters
During the Winter
Imagine if no body would bully people
In the school
Because people that are bully
Commits suicide
Imagine
if people learn to trust each other
Imagine
If people would not blame other
People for there mistakes
Imagine
If people could support
There friends in there lives
Imagine
If people would stop judging people
Imagine if people stop bullying
People in the school
because people that gets bullying
In the school commits suicide
Imagine if we could learn to trust
People
Imagine if we had good friends
That we could trust
Imagine
I f we could pray for each other
Every single day
Imagine i
If there was no more child
Abuse in the world
Imagine
If there was no more
Prostitutes in the street
Imagine
If there was no more
Drug dealers in the streets
Selling illegal drugs
And getting fast laundry money
Imagine
If people would not mess there lives
With street drugs
Because they would get addicted
With streets drugs
Imagine if we could
Stay sober forever
imagine
If we could
live in peace with our friends
Imagine
If we had faith in God
Imagine
If we could love our self
First before loving others
Imagine
If we would stay sober forever
And not drink any alcohol
Because we would be destroying our liver
Imagine
If we had no pollution in the air
No body would have asthma
And allergies
We would not have dead fish
In the Ocean
Imagine
If the fishermen could fish lots of fish
And sell to the local people here on earth
Imagine
if there was no disease here on earth
There would not be sickness here on earth
And people dying
Imagine
If we had more educated people here on earth

We are too young
To die now my Father
Please Father keep us
Alive every single day
Here on earth
We have a life in front of us
To live
And the life we are living
We are going to live every
Single day we hope
We are happy Father
That you gave us
A beautiful life to  live
Here on earth
Also Father
It was you that made
Us in you image many
Years ago
And had placed us on
Earth to live
And we already got
Used to live here on
Earth
We don't live alone here
On earth
We also have friends
That you created than
In you image
A few years ago
And our friends
Also are happy
To be living here
On earth

God, I will give my life back to you the day I die
God, I will give myself back to you the day I die
God, I will give my sins back to you the day I die
God, I will give my money back to you the day I die
God, I will give my sickness back to you the day I die
God, I will give my love back to you the day I die
God, I will give my spirit back to you the day I die

There is nothing
To hide
Between me and you
Me and you have
Good friends that we can
Trust
Also our friends never mistreated
Us
And we both are very happy
That they also have respect for us
They respect our race and religion
Also our friends accept us the way we are
We don't need to change anything in us
Because we are just fine the way we are

I can't leave
Because I am waiting for God to come
And kiss me at midday
That kiss sweet
Who cares for me my God
I know you care God
The air feels fine
Here outside
I am dealing with God know
Can't you see
I am busy with him?
Once I open my ear
I heard your gentle words
The little flowers that
Are planted in the neighboors garden is called daisy
I haven't got a woman yet
I am not interested in it
Deep down I am a good person
I am a good hearted man
The answer that you always give me is
Don't worry
Everything will be fine
As long as I am here walking with you
Guiding you along with me
You tell me you have nothing to fear
You assure me that nothing bad is going to happen to me
When your gone
I will love you the right away
I believe that somethings are better left undone
When you are just too tired to do it
The rain fals like water from the sky
Hear, soul and song is what I am hearing
somebody playing that tune in the guitar
I recognize it because I heard it a thousand times before
I never run wild
I am too old for that
My younger days are over
I want to know what I am doing wrong
Please tell me God
What kind of man I am?
A man with feelings
A man who thinks of others and not only himself
I am gaining control of my life God
I am not loosing it
God is my empire
My home is like heaven to me
God
If you could just understand that
It is where my heart is
I am not always brave God
You have to understand that
I never lied to you
I never lied to you
I have to plan for my future
I have to stop feeling sorry for myself
And take some action
The nights are cold now
Amd when I sleep I think of you
And every day when is midday I know I will see you again
Having a good friend is important to me God
And that good friend is you
The next day at middday I heard the rain
It was coming down hard
I quess we just have to stay inside today
It is fine with me
Saturday I am going away
And I will board the midnight train
And when midday comes no matter where I will be
you will always be there with me
And by your side I will always be
In the morning I look out of the train window
And I see that the train
Is passing by the indian shores
Moving skies I see
They are bright today
Not a clooud in the sky
God I might be fooling myself
Sometimes I don't think I am being honest to myself
Inside my eyes I see that bright light
It is called the sun
The more I see it the more I like it
I am wearing my silk shirt
And my dresspants
And my dress shoes
I do it because I want to feel good and be presentable to others
I will lift up my hands towards your comamdmemts which I love
And I will meditate on your statue
Teach me oh God the way of your statue
And I will keep to the end
Give me understanding that I may keep your law
And observe it with my whole heart
When I think on my ways
I turn my feet to your testimonies
At midnight I rise to praise you
Though the cord of the wicked ensnare me
I do not forget your laws
I long for your salvation
I will sing a joyful song to you God
God I know that my eyes don't lie
To you
You see me
A tired man
God please take my anger away
Please don't tell me where the sun goes
I demand a better future from you
Please make sure I get all this pain and all this sorrow
Out of my life
How many thoughts must I think?
When will I learn to laugh again
And be me?
What can money bring me?
Only comfort
What violence can bring me
Pain and shame
I am the one that have to live with it
What Loneliness brings me sadness
What Issolation brings me
No hope
God I carry no gun loaded with bullets
I don't owed one either
There is a whole new wide world for me
Waiting to be discovered by me God
God your so good to me
Music can heal me God
And put happiness in me
God I have no strings atached to the mobsters
I will show the world that I care about God
I had finally arrived the next morning in Montreal
It was early in the morning and the sun was shining in my eyes
My eyes was getting sore from the sun light
I boarded the taxi and drove to the hotel
When I got there into the hotel I checked in
And went to sleep
I needed a rest badly
I didn't even unpacked my suitcase
I am having more faith in God now
Shadows shadows
Stop me from being a mad fighter
And turns me into a man
Step step up
This is the change
For step up
And be a man
And stop the brutal fight
And learn to control my emotions
I know God that you will help me with that
My heart quivered with a silent of anxiety
Even if I was banished to the darkest place
My love will never let be a lonely spirit
Because God will brighten my world
And the darkness would end
God I will give a chance to life
To pray
To listen to your loving kind words
To listen to the sound
I will give myself a chance to see the flowers that you made it grow
In the parks for everybody to see
You have grown it with your holly hands
God today is the day for me to built a better tomorrow
It is my only chance and hope
That you have given me
And I am going to use it
I am not going to waste it
Because God I want to built a better tomorrow
I will not think about my failours
But I will think about my acomplishments
God
I won't put myself down any more
God thank you for this day
And this day you are here walking beside me
At Night I enjoy looking at the stars
It takes courage for me to be the best I can be
It takes strength for me to conguer the world
It takes strength for me to surender when a bad tought enters my mind
It takes time for me to decide in what I want
It takes time for me to fit with the crowd
It takes strength for me to surrunder to my anger
What lies before me are small matters
As it is promised by the wind
As it is tender in my heart
As it is written in the sky for me and everybody else here on earth to read it
Love makes all things possible
Love is hope's shining star
Faith sees my day shining through
God a song is no song until I sing it
God yesterday was history
God tomorrow will be a mistery that waits for me
Today God is a gift that you gave me
Precious memories tender memories
Could comfort me next time I am in sorrow
Giving me a reason to look towards tomorrow
I can recall a word or deed
From an anuxpected source
That helped uplift my spirit
As I travelled on life's course
So I will never dwell on my troubles
Of a cross I had to bear,
Search deep withim my heart
And find sweet memories there
My life is full of mixture
Full of sunshine and rain
But memories of sunshine I can keep
Memories of rain I can let go
because I find it so sad
I will not quit even if things didn't work out for me God
Because there might be something that is better for me
I will wait for something else to come
It won't be the end of the world

You try to talk to her in words
And you can't get across to her
Why?
What is wrong with that woman?
She is being so rude?
Maybe she doesn't like me
Or maybe she is
Ignoring me
Why is she  doing that
I don't know
But she might be deaf
I could be wrong or right

We gone berserk
My father
We don’t know why
It is very sad to know
That we just had
Gone berserk
Our fiends
Don’t want to know
About us anymore
They abandon us
And it is sad
To be without friends
And we feel that
We are paying for it know
Also the friends that
Had abandon us
We will never see it
Anymore
Father can you
Understand that
We are not happy
With that situation
Because we are just
Alone now
And in isolation

Life, what is the life?
That many of us complain about it
That many of us refuse to take
Better care of our selves
Life,  what is the life?
Is it a gift?
Or it just happen by coincidence?
No way Jose
This is not true
Because you have all the facts
Wrong
Someone gave life to you
And in order to do it he had
To sacrifice his
It is our master
Remember this people

Goodbye Dad
I am heart broken
That I have lost you
So fast
I can't stop crying
Yes I could never believe
That you had to part so soon
But deep down
I could not stand to see you
Suffer every day
Battling you disease
I tried to make you
Comfortable
Also I had to be strong for you
And it is very hard to do
Yes you lost you battle
And at the same time
It was hard to see  you leave
This earth
But at the same time
I must understand that
You are in a better place them me
You are living a new life in heaven
Without suffering
Dad go ahead
And rest all you want
Yes darling daughter
You still have a life to live on earth
Ahead of you
Please daughter live your life to
The fullest on earth
Yes daughter heaven holds a place
For you
Daughter do me a favor
And pray for me every night
Also I will be watching you down
From heaven
You can't see me anymore
Because the earth is far
From heaven
Also I am weaving goodbye
To you daughter
From heaven
You can't see  me waving goodbye
To you
Yes daughter one day
When you die
You will came to heaven
And you will see me in
Heaven
And in heaven we
Will meat again
Some day
Daughter of mine
In this difficult time
For you
I must say that you were
Brave
Now it is the time
To greave daughter
I can't  tell you
How long you must grieve
And I know that
Everybody greaves different
From each other

We are here for you our Father
Praying every single
Night before we go to bed
Father you are
The one
Who made us
In you image
Many years ago

Brother, you are a lot older than me
You have a wife and a son to look after
You have MS. That makes it harder to walk
But you walk anyway with crutches
You have also to work to pay the bills
We communicate by email
We were both born a Christian
Brother, I pray for you every day
Have I ever told enough that I love you?
Brother, I even miss you

All are welcome
In the house of God
Everyday
All are welcome
To worship God
Every Sunday morning
During the morning and evening service
God also invite us to his table for communion
We share a meal with God
Also we eat the gluten free host
And then we also drink the wine

Then there is you
That died on the cross
For my sins
And you had created
All the human beings
With you holy hands
Father I believe in you
And I also trust you
My father
I been living here
On earth for 56 years
And I am already used
To the earth
I must say my dear father
That I just love living on earth
My father you had given me
A simple life to live
And I never ask you to
Give me a luxurious life
My father I am very happy
With my simple life
And that simple life
I live here on earth
Every single day
My father I am not a rich men
Because If I was a rich men
I would have been a slave
Of my money
I live my poor life
With very little money
And money only buys me comfort
And nothing else

God have mercy upon me
I am not perfect God
God have mercy upon me
I try to obey your rules that you made
And I never broke anyone
God have mercy upon me
God I need some healing
Can you heal me
God have mercy upon me
I never smoked in my life
I have healthy lungs
God have mercy upon me
I never stole anything from any one
God have mercy upon me
God give me some energy
Because I am running out of energy
God have mercy upon me
I never did any street drugs
God have mercy upon me
I never took my own life
I have no right to do that
God have mercy upon me
I pray for peace to the world
God have mercy upon me
Please never let me starve
God have mercy upon me
Please feed me God
Please feed me God
God have mercy upon me
God I don't want to de young

I am you men
My father
That you had
Created 58 years  ago
And placed me on earth
With other strangers
That are living here on earth
Father it is too bad that
The earth is over populated
With people
Yes father the strange people
Also have the right to live
Here on earth
Also Father
I am not living on earth
Without friends
I have some good friends
That I have known for 58 years
Also my friends treat me with respect
Also I respect them
Also my friends accept me the way I am
My friends know that I have a anger issue
They are helping me to learn to cope
With my anger
And I can say that it is working well

Anyway I am going to sleep now
Because it is getting late
And I hate to stay up late
During the night
Anyway I will do what I can
To improve my health
Because I just don't have
Any good health anymore
I never stay all night
Past my bed time
So I go to bed early every
Single night
So that I can get a proper sleep
During the night
I will sleep all through the night
Tomorrow will be another day
And I hope I have a good weather
I don't want to see any rain tomorrow
But if it rains I will sleep in tomorrow
Because I am always waking up tired
Every morning
Which I just hate