Pai eu quero te amar
Forever
Because you also love
Me forever
Without limits
Pai you had crerated me
In you own image
Pai you made in to
A white men
And I am so happy
To be a white men
Also pai
You gave me gray hair
And brown eyes
Pai you tell me that
I am a beautiful men
In you eyes
Also pai I am happy
To be you son
Also pai I am proud of you
Because você fez eu
One Christian
And when the day comes
For me to die pai
Eu vou esta pronto
To die
Obrigado pai
Para me deixar viver
Ate I end up old
Quando eu dormo a noite
Eu vou sonhar com você
Pai
Pai eu tenho boms amigos
Que ten respeito para min

Let children be children for once
By leting them play
Where is safe
And by leting them know
That you will protect them always
Because you are their parents
Let children be children for once
By allowing them to show their love for you
Because you are their parents
And please tell your children that you love them
Because that is what they want to hear

Surprise surprise surprise
I am one of my father’s children
I am not the youngest one
I am my father’s oldest child
Aldo my father’s  young children
Are  also my brothers
And today they are teenagers
Yes how fast they are growing
I still can’t believe that
Yes one day they will be no longer
Teenagers they will be all adults
Like me
Yes my father made us many years ago
With his holy hands
And we were just babies many years ago
We also know that we are loved by our father
And we also love our father
Many years ago when we were babies
Our father had been very busy looking
After us all day and night
He feed us baby food that was home made
Buy him
Also he had to change our diapers all the time
And that was a horrible work that our father
Had to do
Also our father had to give us all babies
A bath in the bath tub
Then in the afternoon our father had
Put us in our cribs so that we all could
Have our naps
Because babies needs lots of sleep
And at 6 pm all the babies wake up
And get feed again because that is a
Time that they get hungry
And they need to have there dinner
And is our father that feed us
Some baby food that is home made
By our father
And to drink they get some fresh milk
Also my father put as at 8  pm in our
Cribs to sleep for the night
3 months later we had been baptized
By our father
With the holy water
And we never had cried once

Regresa a my

My beloved father

Because I want you

To cure me from

My depression

Now it is Winter

And during the winter

I feel very depress

My father

Also you never

Give me a day with sun

During the winter

All you give me

Is the grey sky during

The winter

The grey sky

Makes me feel

Very sleepy

And also I can’t stop

Yawning all day

If I sleep during the day

I wont sleep at night

All the snow comes down in January
From the sky to the ground in January
And when I look outside my window
I see the Winter wonderland
It is incredible how fast it comes
Down from the sky
To the ground
Also we get snow in
When the snow comes down
In January
And sometimes we get 15 centimeters of snow

I will rezar for myself first
Because I have a mental illness
And I need my father to
Cure me from my mental illness
Because it is very hard for me to live
With a mental illness
Also I had been diagnose with depression
A long time ago
And I also take medication for my depression
Every single day
Night and day
I never miss a day
Taking my medication
My medication are narcotics
Also every night I go to sleep early
So I get a proper night sleep
Every day I get up at 4 pm
And I also get out of bed
Feeling tired
I don’t go back to sleep
Because if i do that I won’t sleep
At night
So I never do that
Now I am going to rezar for
The people that are dying of aids
I wish that my father would cured then
But I don’t think that is possible
Because it is my father
That owns our lives
We don’t own it
Also I never forget to rezar for the countries
Over seas that are in war
Also eu vou rezar
For the poor people that lives in shelter
During the Winter
Also I will rezar for the people that are in
Exile

Holy spirit
You live inside of me
And I am so happy that
The holy spirit
Is alive in me
I hope my holy spirit will
Be alive for me forever
Also the holy spirit brings
Peace to my life that I need
Every day in my life
I could never live without the
Holy spirit
People don’t wish me dead
Because I don’t want to die yet

Life has begun
For a woman
Who lost her virginity
After she gave
Birth to a healthy baby
The baby was indeed
A gift from God to them
Now they became the
Parent of a beautiful baby
Yes the baby had cried
His mother had breastfed him
Then he fell sleep
In his mother's arms
She was holding him
And she didn't wake him up
She let him sleep
She didn't made any sound
She kept quiet
Not to wake up
Her baby
Yes they are very proud of there
Baby
They had a baby boy
That is what they wanted badly

Love remains
The property
Of my father
And our father
Had given us
All his love for us
Without limits
Also it was
My father that
Had made us many
Years ago
Today we are a adult
And we have a lot of
Responsabilities
We must look after
Our health every single day
Also we must look after
Our hygiene every single day
And also our father
Had given us some clothes to wear
It is all casual clothes
And not designer clothes
Because my father doesn’t have much money
And he purchase the clothes at a second
Hand store
There is nothing wrong from purchasing clothes from
A second hand store

I will slow down my thoughts
Because my thoughts are moving fast
I  don't have bad thoughts
On my mind
I  will never hurt myself or anIybody else anymore
Because I am getting tired of it
I will let people live their life
And I will live mine
People I know that you got to live your life also
People I got my own problems to solve
Not alone but with the help of my friends
People I need to think positively
People I never think negative thoughts
People I hope you understand that I am a human being like you
I can't believe it is only November
The sun was shining today
It is a perfect day to go for a walk
People I know that God will forgive me for the bad things I done
Now it is the time for you to forgive me also
God I am always forgiving myself for the bad things I do
God I have a book to write my thoughts down
And I do it every day
By filling every page of this book
God I know that actions speaks louder than words
God I know the consequences of my bad behaviour
God I have my own battles to fight
People I must fight my battles alone
I feel that I will win those battles
People when I speak to you I promise that I will tell only the truth
I will not lie to you people
People your friendship is very important to me
People I don't want to lose you
Because I would be lonely
And I don't want to be alone
People I appreciate everything you do for me
People you were there when I was sick
People I am so happy that I got your support in my life
People please don't abandoned me now
Because I need you in my life
People when you are sick also I will be there for you
People I will try to control my anger
Before it gets out of control
God deep down I am a good person
People I love for who you are
And I accept the way you are
People my depression got much better
People I don't feel depress the way I used to feel
People I am so happy to be alive every day
And it is God that keeps me alive every day
People I want to worship God every day
People I want to pray for peace now
Because we need peace now
People I don't want to live forever
Because I know that God is in charge of my life
It is God that rules my life and not me
People I am not getting any younger
I am older now
People my youth days are over
People I never drunked in my life
People I will stay sober
People my childhood days are over
And when I was young I had asthma
People I am not the one who tells one thing and do the other
People I never put things off in my life
People can you pick me up when I fall
People if you see me sad can you cheer me up
People teach me to love people
Because I need to know how to love people
People I need to take care of my health
People I can't live without health
People it is time to say good bye to you
Because I am going to bed
People all the trees are bare now for the winter
And winter is on its way
People the birds had migrated now for the winter
And it makes me so sad
Because I won't hear them singing again
People I already traveled to Europe
And I saw many beautiful places
People I live alone in a place I love
People I don't have much money to spare for the poor
Because the money I have I need for myself
To buy food and pay my rent
God I closed my eyes and I meditate every morning when I wake up
People I want to share my poetry with you all
People I don't drink coffee anymore but I drink tea
People I don't know if I will be here
People I  am already planning for tomorrow
People I already suffered so much in my life
With my depression and my diabeties
People I need to take medication for my depression or diabeties
If I want to be well
People summer is now resting
And we will see it next year again
Also the birds will return and they will sing their symphony
There will be lots of sunny days during the summer months
People I must tell you that I love when the birds sing their song
People I always show remorse when I do wrong things
People don't call me crazy because I am not
And it hurts me very much
People please pray for me
And ask God to heal me
People please understand that I don't want to die now
Because I am so young
God please guide me where I am walking
People if I die some day I hope that you all will be there
People I know that you worry a lot about me
And I worry about my life
People we  are never alone because God is always there for me
Today the sun went down already and I saw the beautiful sunset
That took my breath away
People I never accused anybody of anything
I never had called people a thief
People I want to get better each day with my health
People I take good care of my hygiene
Because I don't want to smell badly
I also wear clean clothes on my body each day
People I have my own style of clothes
You may not like my style of clothes
People I will talk slowly when I talk to you
So that you can hear what I am saying
People I want to be heard
People I already made so many sacrifices in my life
It was very hard to do
People I am now sleeping all through the night
And I don't wake up in the middle of the night
The next day when I wake up
I feel rested
People when I sleep I also snore very loud
People I will speak up for myself
Because I need to speak up
When I get angry I must tell people that I am angry
Will people understand that I am angry?
God so many people broke my heart so many times
God I want to ask you to repair my broken heart
People I have so many feelings
And I feel that I have to let my feelings out
When I speak
God I don't judge any body
So I don't want to be judge
God I am always worried about what people thinks about me
God I should stop worrying about what people think about me
God I will continue living my life the best way I can
People we need to love each other and not hate each other
People we need to have respect for each other
People sometimes it is hard to pass the time
There are days that the time past so fast when I am having fun
Friends I am missing you because I haven't  seen you for so long
God I need to be feed now because I am starving
So don't forget to feed me
God I am lost for words
Right now
God all I need is to be with you
God wash my eyes so that I can see clearly
People God will give us peace every day
God I can't get enough of your love
So please God give me more love
So that I can give to those that I love
People I know that you all love me
And I want to thank you all for loving me
God I want to climb the mountain during the winter
And I want to see the blue sky with no clouds
The evergreen are covered with snow
And God I want to tell you that it looks beautiful
A new morning has broken
And I am so excited about it
Just being alive
Breathing that air that is filling up my lungs
My heart is pumping that blood all over my body
People please show your  love to me
God I want to celebrate my life here on earth
God I am not ashamed of my mental illness
God if I had to do the same for you I would my God
I would give my love and a kiss to you
God tell me why life is so complicated
Because it is so complicated
People no matter where you are I will be waiting for you
I know you must follow this path that will take you some place
God I been dreaming away tonight
The only thing I want to do is dream tonight with you God
Because I am so in love with you my God
People I have some self esteem
And myself esteem is very high
People I have recovered from my depression
And I am feeling fine with lots of energy
Now I just have to live my life
To the fullest
God I will not play game with people's feelings
Because that is a dangerous thing to do
God I let you down so many times
And I want to say sorry for doing it
God please understand that I am not selfish
I don't think only about myself
God if I had to choose between peace or war I would chose peace
God the war have killed so many innocent children
We lost so many children already
God I know that you can perform miracles
God I seem all the miracles that you do for the people
God I know that you can't put a price on life
People when you love somebody you should love them all the way
People no one can live without love
People never tell somebody that you hate them
Because that is a bad thing to do
People you need to learn to relax
Because when you are relaxed you will feel better
God love gives me the right to be free
I am living on the edge
And I am saving all my love for you God

Heal the world
By saving the whales
That swim in our oceans
Because the oceans
God gave to the whales
So they could be free
But they are no longer
Free
Because the poachers
Are killing the whale
They cut the fins of
The whale
And throw the whales
Bach in the ocean
That is a disgrace
Soon the whales
Will be endanger
Species

The best in me
I am a loving and
Caring person
Also, I don’t live alone
Here on earth
I live together here
On earth
With my friends
Also my friends
Are also Christians
Just like me
Also, they always pray
For my father
In their prayer
They ask God
To give them some health
And peace in their lives
Because they no longer
Have good health
They also have now
Celiac
That is a terrible disease
They are also limited
To the things they can eat
Father, I am always praying
To you
And in my prayer, I ask
Him to bring the sun early tomorrow
Because I just love the sun
Also friends it is now Summer here on earth
Yes friends thank god the Winter is over
For now
Friends, I must tell you that I never got used
To the Winter
Also, I don’t like the Winter friends
Because it is very long
And also friends we don’t get any sun
During the winter
We only get the horrible grey sky
The grey sky is also very depressing
For me friends
Also, it puts me to sleep
I can’t go back to sleep now
Or I won’t sleep at night
So I keep awake
And I also find it very hard to keep wake
Because the grey sky puts me to sleep

Endless love
My father gives to me
Every single day
That I am living here on earth
Also I just love
To receive endless love
From my father
I know that I am lucky
To have a father
That loves me so much
I also love my father
Yes I have told it
To my father
Why should I keep
It a secret from him
Also a long time ago
My father had
Made me in his image
He gave me gray hair
And also brown eyes
My father tells me
That I am a beautiful men
That had made me
That is my father opinion
I have a different opinion
I think I am a very ugly men
Also my friends tells me
That I am also very handsome
I can argue with my friends
About how think
I don’t think I am a handsome men
Yes friends we have a good
Friendship going
And we know each other
For a long time friend
Since childhood
Yes friend we have a good
Life her on earth
So all we have to do
Is lived
That is the beautiful life
That our father had
Given to us many years ago
Also our father gave us
The gift of health
And fried thanks good you
Are healthy
You never drunk any alcohol
Yo have been sober
All you life
And you don’t smoke street
Drugs because you would be
Ruining you life
Friend I am a Christian
And I will die as Christian
Yes friends we have nothing
To worry about
Because our father
Is keeping as alive
Every single day

When I going to calm down
I don’t know when it is going to happen
Only my father knows
Because I am loosing my cool
And it is making people angry
Eventually I know that I will
Lose some friends
If I continue do to that
And they will tell me to live
My life alone
And they will also live there
Life alone

Would you cry if you saw me crying ?
Yes i have been sad today
Because I am having  trouble sleeping
I am tossing back and forth in
My bed
And it is driving me crazy
Please understand that
I wish I could fall asleep now
But I just can’t
I know that will be a sleepless
Night
That I hate so much
Also I just can’t function without sleep
Please understand that sleep is very important
To me
Would you cry if you saw me smiling that beautiful
Smile that is so contagious
Would you cry if You saw me praying for my
Father
Would you cry if my friends have abandon me
Would you cry if you saw me daying any day
Would you cry if I shared my poems with you
Because they might you feel very emotional

Nica’s dream
Have beautiful dreams
Every single night
When he sleeps
In his warm and
Cozy bed
Nica’s dream
Is all different from
Each other
Sometimes Nica
Dreams with
His friends that
Have died before him
And even now he still
Grieving the loss of
His friends
That have died
15 years ago
Nica misses
His friends that past
Away
Now his friends
Are living in heaven
And also they will be
Resting in peace
Forever

She is
Coming out from the past
And she is having trouble accepting the future
Because she knows that she will have to adjust
Her life to the future everyday
By living her life to the fullest towards the future

Knocking at my door in heaven

Knocking at my door in heaven
Was all the angels that went
To earth and they were busy
With the dead people that
Had past away today on earth
They carried the dead people
To heaven
When they got there
The angels had knocked in heaven’s door
And the father had opened the door
And let the dead people in heaven
And when the dead people arrived in
Heaven they went to have a rest
There friends that stay behind on earth
Went to there funeral and they
Payed there last respect for them
None of the dead people
Had suffered anymore in heaven
They were resting in heaven
In there bedroom
Sleeping in there brass bed

Anjo da guarda
You look after me
Every single day
By making sure that
I have plenty to eat
Also I never starved
Once in my life
Also when I go to sleep
My Anjo da guarda
Tack me in bed
Than he wait for me
To pray to God
Also God answer my
Prayer right away
Also my
Anjo da guarda
Watch me sleep

A universe of thoughts
He has inside
Of his mind
And also he is always planning
His life every single day
By doing different things in his life
He love his life that my father had given
Him after he had made him in his image

Shirley
You are like
A sister to me
I am your voice
Because I want to speak
For you
So let me be your voice
Also I hope no body
Will mistreat you
Because you deserve to be
Treated with respect
Shirley
I am you eyes when you
Can’t see
When I will see you
Every morning
I want you to smile
For me because
I know that you have
A beautiful smile
And smile is the best
Medicine there is
Shirley
I feel that you have
Been blessed by your God
That had made you with his holy
Hands
We also know that God gave you some
Feelings
Also Shirley
When you sleep at night
In you cozy warm bed
I hope you have
Some dreams
About the people that
Are in you life
Also You are not alone
Shirley
Because you have in you
Life people that loves you
Please remember that always
Shirley
You will never starve
Because you sister
Will be feeding you
Every single day
Shirley
You are been loved
By you sister
Shirley
Live you life to the fullest
And please don’t waste you live away
By sleeping in during the mornings
Because if you sleep in during the days
You won’t sleep at night
Also Shirley
Every year you will get older
We can’t stop that
Because God made you life
That way
Shirley you will age gracefully
Every year
Shirley
You won’t live forever
You will die some day
And we hope that you
Will be ready
When God comes to take you
To heaven
Where you will live in heaven
A new life
Shirley
I will never forget to pray for you
Also
I will have to be strong and carry on
Also we hope that you will be resting
In peace in heaven

Never mind
Father I will continue
To pray for you
Never mind
I don’t want to live
My life alone
Without friends
Never mind
I will show my respect
To my father
Never mind
Because I don’t want
To mistreat my father
Because he would hated
To be mistreated by me
Never mind
I have good friends
That have lots of respect for me
Also they acccept ne the way
I am
And I am very happy that
They accept me the way I am
Never mind
My friends will never hurt me
Because I had built my trust
On my friends

My friends
Are all the time
Telling me
There mentiras
And I am getting sick
Just hearing there mentiras
They tell me that
God doesn’t care if we forget
To pray for him
Right away I know that is
A mentira
Because I know that
God want us to pray
Every single night
Before we go to bed
And if we forget to pray
To God he is going to
Have to punish us
And I know friends
That you won’t like that
Also friends you must
Understand that God
Is very restricted with
His rules
Mentiras my friends
You tell me that
We don’t have to live
By God’s rules
And I must tell you
That is wrong
God want us to live
By his rules every single
Day
Mentiras
Friends you tell me
That we should not have
Any faith in God
And that is a bad thing to say
Because it is a must that
You have faith in God

Be my witness
Friend
I have sin
A thousand times
Also friend
I am feeling guilty
Friend
Also friend you tell me
That was the worst thing I did
Also I am not happy
With myself
I also wonder if my
Father will forgive for
That

Pai eu quero te amar
For always
I hope you will be happy
Knowing that
Pai eu quero te amar
The whole life
And you can believe me pai
Because I am not telling you
Pai any bulshit
I am telling the truth
And that is not a lie
Pai
Also pai obrigado
For keeping me alive
And safe here on earth
Also pai I must tell you
That I never give up
I take it
Easy on my life
I try to do the things
That I must do
Pray to you
Every single morning

I can't leave
Because I am waiting for God to come
And kiss me at midday
That kiss sweet
Who cares for me my God
I know you care God
The air feels fine
Here outside
I am dealing with God know
Can't you see
I am busy with him?
Once I open my ear
I heard your gentle words
The little flowers that
Are planted in the neighboors garden is called daisy
I haven't got a woman yet
I am not interested in it
Deep down I am a good person
I am a good hearted man
The answer that you always give me is
Don't worry
Everything will be fine
As long as I am here walking with you
Guiding you along with me
You tell me you have nothing to fear
You assure me that nothing bad is going to happen to me
When your gone
I will love you the right away
I believe that somethings are better left undone
When you are just too tired to do it
The rain fals like water from the sky
Hear, soul and song is what I am hearing
somebody playing that tune in the guitar
I recognize it because I heard it a thousand times before
I never run wild
I am too old for that
My younger days are over
I want to know what I am doing wrong
Please tell me God
What kind of man I am?
A man with feelings
A man who thinks of others and not only himself
I am gaining control of my life God
I am not loosing it
God is my empire
My home is like heaven to me
God
If you could just understand that
It is where my heart is
I am not always brave God
You have to understand that
I never lied to you
I never lied to you
I have to plan for my future
I have to stop feeling sorry for myself
And take some action
The nights are cold now
Amd when I sleep I think of you
And every day when is midday I know I will see you again
Having a good friend is important to me God
And that good friend is you
The next day at middday I heard the rain
It was coming down hard
I quess we just have to stay inside today
It is fine with me
Saturday I am going away
And I will board the midnight train
And when midday comes no matter where I will be
you will always be there with me
And by your side I will always be
In the morning I look out of the train window
And I see that the train
Is passing by the Indian shores
Moving skies I see
They are bright today
Not a cloud in the sky
God I might be fooling myself
Sometimes I don't think I am being honest to myself
Inside my eyes I see that bright light
It is called the sun
The more I see it the more I like it
I am wearing my silk shirt
And my dresspants
And my dress shoes
I do it because I want to feel good and be presentable to others
I will lift up my hands towards your comamdmemts which I love
And I will meditate on your statue
Teach me oh God the way of your statue
And I will keep to the end
Give me understanding that I may keep your law
And observe it with my whole heart
When I think on my ways
I turn my feet to your testimonies
At midnight I rise to praise you
Though the cord of the wicked ensnare me
I do not forget your laws
I long for your salvation
I will sing a joyful song to you God
God I know that my eyes don't lie
To you
You see me
A tired man
God please take my anger away
Please don't tell me where the sun goes
I demand a better future from you
Please make sure I get all this pain and all this sorrow
Out of my life
How many thoughts must I think?
When will I learn to laugh again
And be me?
What can money bring me?
Only comfort
What violence can bring me
Pain and shame
I am the one that have to live with it
What Loneliness brings me sadness
What Isolation brings me
No hope
God I carry no gun loaded with bullets
I don't owed one either
There is a whole new wide world for me
Waiting to be discovered by me God
God your so good to me
Music can heal me God
And put happiness in me
God I have no strings atached to the mobsters
I will show the world that I care about God
I had finally arrived the next morning in Montreal
It was early in the morning and the sun was shining in my eyes
My eyes was getting sore from the sun light
I boarded the taxi and drove to the hotel
When I got there into the hotel I checked in
And went to sleep
I needed a rest badly
I didn't even unpacked my suitcase
I am having more faith in God now
Shadows shadows
Stop me from being a mad fighter
And turns me into a man
Step step up
This is the change
For step up
And be a man
And stop the brutal fight
And learn to control my emotions
I know God that you will help me with that
My heart quivered with a silent of anxiety
Even if I was banished to the darkest place
My love will never let be a lonely spirit
Because God will brighten my world
And the darkness would end
God I will give a chance to life
To pray
To listen to your loving kind words
To listen to the sound
I will give myself a chance to see the flowers that you made it grow
In the parks for everybody to see
You have grown it with your holly hands
God today is the day for me to built a better tomorrow
It is my only chance and hope
That you have given me
And I am going to use it
I am not going to waste it
Because God I want to built a better tomorrow
I will not think about my failours
But I will think about my acomplishments
God
I won't put myself down any more
God thank you for this day
And this day you are here walking beside me
At Night I enjoy looking at the stars
It takes courage for me to be the best I can be
It takes strength for me to conguer the world
It takes strength for me to surrender when a bad tought enters my mind
It takes time for me to decide in what I want
It takes time for me to fit with the crowd
It takes strength for me to surrunder to my anger
What lies before me are small matters
As it is promised by the wind
As it is tender in my heart
As it is written in the sky for me and everybody else here on earth to read it
Love makes all things possible
Love is hope's shining star
Faith sees my day shining through
God a song is no song until I sing it
God yesterday was history
God tomorrow will be a mistery that waits for me
Today God is a gift that you gave me
Precious memories tender memories
Could comfort me next time I am in sorrow
Giving me a reason to look towards tomorrow
I can recall a word or deed
From an anecpected source
That helped uplift my spirit
As I travelled on life's course
So I will never dwell on my troubles
Of a cross I had to bear,
Search deep withim my heart
And find sweet memories there
My life is full of mixture
Full of sunshine and rain
But memories of sunshine I can keep
Memories of rain I can let go
because I find it so sad
I will not quit even if things didn't work out for me God
Because there might be something that is better for me
I will wait for something else to come
It won't be the end of the world

Today I had a boring day
Because it was raining outside
Very hard
Also there was
Thunder and lightning
I never turn my computer on
When there is lightning and thunder
Today I decided to sleep in for a
Couple hours

Inferno
Father i am inferno
With a bad cold
Now it is Winter time
And it is crazy
Because the weather
Keeps changing
I am resting in my bed
Because I am inferno with a bed cold
Also I am having a hot toddy
And the hot toddy is *** with lemon and honey
I am hoping I get better
I just cant stand to be inferno
When I drink the hot toddy I sweat like a pig
But they say it is good to sweat
I just hate that
With the passion
Now I am inferno like a dog
For breakfast I eat soda crackers with tea
Then I sleep all day because I am inferno

Virginia blues
She is a beautiful girl
In the mornings
She puts on her
Makeup
I must say she is
A beautiful girl
That was made
By my father also
With his holy hands
And I just love
To see a girl
Wearing makeup
It is always awful
To see a women
Without makeup
Because her skin
Is white and pale
Like cottage cheese
And you also will be
Able to see her wrinkles
Yes Virginia
Also have depression
Like me and she is not
Alone on that
But she has to do
Best she can
Looking after her health
And going to bed
At her regular times
So she can get her
Proper sleep
Also she must know
That she needs
7 hours of sleep a day
In order to function
Properly
Also she still young
And she still have
A life to live
I hope she loves her life
Also she needs to
Have some friends
In her life

Destino
Father let’s talk
About my destino
Today
I want to know
Everything that you
Can tell me about my
Destino
I am looking
Forward
To live in the future
Now
And I hope that I don’t
Make any mistakes in my future
Because I just don’t want to suffer
Anymore the way I suffered
In my past life

No dia de hoje
i was up early
Enjoying the last days
Of Summer
Because the Summer is ending
I can't believe how fast the
Summer is ending
Soon I won't see the birds
Anymore because they
Will migrate south for the winter
No dia de hoje
the clocks already had changed
One hour back
And I gane a few hours of  sleep
And that was something that I needed badly
At night it was raining hard
I heard the lightning and thunder
While I slept in my cozy bed
i hate the noise of the thunder and lightning
It hink by tomorrow morning the rain will stop
And the sun should be out
Again
It was also the end of  September
When the young people return to school
Also the days are shorter now
It gets dark at 5 pm
The hot weather is over now
And the cold weather is here
Now we started to where the Winter clothes
And put away the Summer clothes
Today I will not go out anywhere
I will catch up on my sleep
And I will wake up at 3;00 PM
Then I will have my shower
I will also rub the bar of soap into my
Skin
When the shower is over
I will dry my body with the bath towel
Then I will put a clean pair of pajamas
Also I will do some work for my God

Desisti
To have you
As my friend
Because you just don’t
Care for me
And I care for you before
But you never kept you word
For me
Desisti
To pray for you
Because you don’t care
About praying for me
Desisti
To have somebody that
Is so selfish in my life
And doesn’t think about any body
Else
Old friend please go and live
You own life
I am ending our friendship
Now
Before you hurt me more
I don’t care if you end up
Lonely
Without friends
I will also live my own life
I have no problems making friends
Old friend
Because I treat people with respect

Não tem muito sentido lutar
Against you enemies
Because they are always insulting you
And that is terrible that they are doing it
You should get rid of you enemies fast
Go and tell then good bye
And tell then to go live there lives
And you are going to live yours
Also you don’t want to live in isolation
Because you are going to be very lonely
And you can choose the people
You want to be friends with
You
You should take you time
When making new friends
I hope that they will treat you
With respect
And also accept you the way you are
There is nothing wrong with you
You don’t have any problem with you
Behavior
Don’t forget that you are responsible
For you behavior
You want friends that are poor
Like you
They are poor when it comes to money
But rich in spirit
And also you wish that you friends
Are grateful for having all the things
You father gave then
Many years ago
Also be happy with the friends you got
You have to work ******* you friendship
So that it will last a long life
Also you have to live you life
To the fullest every single day
That you are living here on earth
Also it was you father that made you
And you friends in his image

You are my sunshine in the sky
You are my ocean
Full of whales
You are my dreams
Of tomorrow
You are the tree that is growing
Here on earth
You are that beautiful wild flower
Inside of my heart
You are the rain that is watering that beautiful wild flower
That is inside of my heart
You are the mountains that I climb each day
With pride and joy

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Anjo da guarda
You woke me up today
And you whispered in my ears
I love you
And I started to cry
You anjo da guarda had wiped the tears from my eyes
With a Kleenex
Anjo da guarda
I love you also
Anjo da guarda
At night, you tack me in bed
And you watch me sleep

Abraços e beijos
I give it to my father
Because my father loves
To receive
Abraços e beijos
Also I want to see
My father happy
Every day
Also I am one of my
Father’s child
I am not the youngest
Child
I am the oldest child from
My father
I already lived my youngest life
58 years ago
Now I am one adult
And my father gave me lots of
Freedom in my life
So a could life a life full of freedom
Every single day here
On earth
Every day I plan my life
And I live it the way I planned it
Every single day
I have no right to complained about
My life to my father
Because he will say
I gave everything You needed in you life
You must life you life now to the fullest
Every single day
Child you only live once
Because I made life that way
And trust my child
You will not live forever
Also you will die some day
Here on earth

So I long to you
My father
Also father
I still remember
When I was a baby
Back then
You also father
Took good care of
Me
Every morning you
Gave me a bath
When the bath was
Finished
You dried my body
With the bath towel
Then you
You put another clean
Diaper on my body
Then you dressed me
In my baby clothes
After the bath
My father gave me
My breakfast
I had homemade
Baby food to eat
Then I drunk my
Fresh squeezed Orange
Juice
After lunch
My father put me
Inside my crib
For me to have
A knap.

There is
Something dark in me
That I don't like
At all
It is my dark side
That seems to frighten
Me
All the time
Even when I look at it

My father
I will survive
Through the winter
Also I will be looking
After my health
Every single day
Because I have some depression
Also I take lots of medication
For my depression
Every single day
In the winter I also go out
For a walk outside
Just so I can get some fresh air
Into my lungs
In the winter I dress warm
To go out
Because I can’t afford to be sick
With a flu
Yes the weather changes during the winter
Some days are warm and other days
Are cold

Attention
I live at home and not in a shelter
Attention
I don't have any money to give you
Sorry
Attention
I am the poet here at home
Attention
I always share my poetry with others
Attention
I am a happy person
Attention
I love poetry and poetry is my life
Attention
I am not gaga yet
Because my mind is very sharp
Attention
I love music
Attention
I love God also
Attention I am not gay
So please don't call me gay

Sonhos bonitos
I had last night
When I was sleeping
In my cozy warm bed
I had so many
Sonhos bonitos
Of my loved ones
That had die before me
I must say that I was sad
To see them die
And go straight to heaven
Yes I know that they had suffered a lot
When they lived here on earth

Lua cheia
Shining in the sky
During the  most
Beautiful Summer night
During the Summer I stay up
And at night
After dinner
I sit in my balcony
And I glaze in the sky
There in the sky
I see the
Lua cheia
That takes my
Breath away
I am feeling so grateful
That my father
Made the
Lua cheia
With his holy hands
Before he made
The human beings
Also when the clock chines
2 am in the morning
I go to bed during the Summer
And the next day I get up at 3:00 pm
Also I feel refreshed

Sonhos bonitos
I had last night
When I was sleeping
In my cozy warm bed
I had so many
Sonhos bonitos
Of my loved ones
That had die before me
I must say that I was sad
To see them die
And go straight to heaven
Yes I know that they had suffered a lot
When they lived here on earth

When I going to calm down
I don’t know when it is going to happen
Only my father knows
Because I am loosing my cool
And it is making people angry
Eventually I know that I will
Lose some friends
If I continue do to that
And they will tell me to live
My life alone
And they will also live there
Life alone

The peacemaker
My father made peace
With the people
That has a drug problem
And do street drugs
Also, my father is not happy
To see his people
Killing them selves
By smoking street drugs
Yes his people are now also
Addicted to street drugs
That is so ashamed
That is what my father
Thinks about them
Also his people
Are buying
Dugs from the drug dealers
On the street
Also, they are making lots of money
It is called laundry money
Also people please don’t gamble
With you health
The only people that are allowed
To end your life
Is my father, people
You just don’t have the right
To end your life
Also, you don’t have the right
To overdose on the medication
Yes people I must tell you
That you are lucky to be alive
Every single day here on earth
Also people you are going to
Die someday
When my father is ready for you
People, I must tell you that you
Are not going to die now
Because you still have a life to live

Can’t go on like these
Staying up all night
Working for God
Writing poems for him
Don’t forget that God loves you
For the person you are
After all he is the one
That made you in his image
And placed you here on earth to live
Yes Every night you work for God
WrItting poems
Using positive feelings
And negative feelings you
Throw away in the trash
For the Garbage men
To pick up every Thursday
In you drive way

Bless the Fall
My beloved God
Because you change the color of the lives
In the Fall also
From the trees
It is also breath
Taking

About me
I am somebody special
That was made
By my father
With his holy hands
A long time ago
And also along
Time ago
My father had
Placed me to live
Here on earth
I love living on earth
My beautiful life
Every single day
I  care about
The way my friends
Love me
Also my friends
Are my family
I trust my friends
And I know that
There will be always
For me
Even when I am sick
I just don’t like
Being sick
I try to take good care
Of my health
Every single day
Also, was my father
That gave me the
Gift of health
I also never had
Ruin my health
I don’t smoke
At all friends
So I have healthy lungs
Also friends I never drunk
Any alcohol
Because that would destroy
My liver
Friends I also have
Healthy liver
I made a promise to me
That I will stay sober
Forever

You are a dream believer
Friend
And every night
When you sleep in you
Cozy warm bed
During the night
You are dreaming
About different things
And you also can see it
Clearly and also vivid
Please dream believer
Don't stop dreaming
Because is like breathing
Also you can decide
If you are going to keep it
Private
And not share with anybody
Of your friends
I am not upset with
The decision you made
I am telling you
That you are allowed
To make  decisions on
Your own

About me
I am somebody special
That was made
By my father
With his holy hands
A long time ago
And also along
Time ago
My father had
Placed me to live
Here on earth
I love living on earth
My beautiful life
Every single day
I care about
The way my friends
Love me
Also my friends
Are my family
I trust my friends
And I know that
There will be always around
For me
Even when I am sick
I just don’t like
Being sick
I try to take good care
Of my health
Every single day
Also, was my father
That gave me the
Gift of health
I also never had
Ruin my health
I don’t smoke
At all friends
So I have healthy lungs
Also friends I never drunk
Any alcohol
Because that would destroy
My liver
Friends I also have
Healthy liver
I made a promise to me
That I will stay sober
Forever
Also friends I was born
A Christian
And I will also die
As a Christian
I am glad that
My friends have some
Respect for me
They respect my race
And religion
I am very happy about that
My friends don’t put me down
Because I just hate that
Father, I want to live my life
Until I am 80 years old
Can you let me live until
I am 80 years old
Please father
Can you do that favor
For me
Also friends
I am God’s poet
And also many years
Ago he had chosen me
To be his poet
I am very happy
To be my father’s poet
Every single day
I write poems for my father
I never take a day off
When the job is done
My father rewards me
For a well-done job
Yes friends I have a sharp
Mind
And my mind still working
Fine
Also, my father made the four
Seasons for me to live in
Now I am having my Summer
That my father had given to me
I just love the Summer
During the Summer
I go for walks around the block
To get some fresh air
Into my lungs
At the same time
I hear the birds singing
Their tunes
I enjoy hearing the birds
Singing their song