I am not being good to myself
I must admit
Today
Again I wet my bed
And I was up at 3 am
I have to do laundry again
That is insane
I am spending lots of money
When I do my laundry

I had a wrong impression
Of him
But after I meet him
He sounded like a nice men
I must say that I like him a lot
We talk about lots of things
I ask him how is life treating him?
He told me not so well
This is because
Mother nature don't want to give up
Even though it is spring
She send as more snow
That is a bad news
For us
We are not crazy about the snow

Mother Nature
Is being a big a *****
It is snowing again
It is also spring
And outside the weather
Is very bad
Because it is very cold still
Every day
Also the temperature changes
Every day
Last Sunday
It was -9
With the windshield factor
Yes I am that will warm up soon
I just hate the cold
I like the hot weather better
The birds are lot back yet
And I still miss them
The trees have their buds out
I finally notice today
When I was out walking

Today there is
Nothing but grey sky
Later on is going to rain
I have been walking
For 1 hour already
I am not made of ice
I am made of
Flesh and bones
Also it is very cold out there
It is -9 with the windshield effect
I miss the sunny days
During the spring
I also missing the vitamin d
That I need so bad
Now is time to check my blood
With the glucometer
My reading was normal
The glucometer never lies
Now it got dark inside my house
It is time for me to turn the light on
Inside my house
And inside my house is now bright
And the night is here
I must say that I am feeling tired
AIready so I am going to try
To go to bed early today
I am not sure about the weather tomorrow
Yes I hope to be up early tomorrow
Also I left all the windows open
So I could air my house
And I also will be awaken
By the birds

We will come us we are
And meet our Father
Face to face
We feel pity
For those that are
Destroying there health
We don't think they have
Anything better to do than smoke street drugs
What a waste of life it is
Also they are buying street drugs
From the drug dealers
Yes they are making lots of money
Selling drugs
The people that are smoking street drugs
Are killing themselves slow
AIso they are addicted to drugs
We don't even think about
Having to bury them
In the grave yard
In the cemetery
Yes it will be a sad day
For us
Yes they also will die young
We just hate that so much
Also we are going to grieve
For a long time now

Dope man
You say that smoking dope
Is your hobby
Also you spend lots of money
Buying dope in the street
From the drug dealers
That is a bad thing that you are
Doing
You are killing yourself slowly
Also by now
You became addicted to dope
Yes dope man
You won't be around much longer
Also you belong to a swimming team
You have to be clean
You can't have any sing of drugs
They test you *****
And if they find dope
You will be thrown out of the team
Yes dope man
You still very young
And you still have a life to live

She got out of the bed
And she begun to say thanks for this day
I am healthy also
She said it to the Lord
Now the day has just begun
And she is looking forward to spend some time with the one she loves
Without his health
There would be nothing that she could do
Health is so important she realizes that today
Is not something that you can play with it
Now the day has just begun
And the sun has risen early this morning
It is nice that she can see the sun rising up early
It lifts up her spirit
And it gives all the energy she needs
Now the day has just begun
And today she is happy with herself
Her home is her little oasis
She should be proud of her little oasis
Now the day has just begun
And she is living a busy life
When she has a busy life it makes the time goes by fast
It is better that the time goes by fast than slow for her
Because when it goes slow for her
The time drags on for her