You wrote me words of love so unreal ..
We spoke for hours on the phone ..
Had our movie knights online ..
Watching love stories to horrors ..

You getting mad at me for falling asleep ..
Me making excuses ..
If I had known what i know now I would stay awake longer ..
Laugh with you longer ..

In my dreams you are still my everything ..

R.B

Watching the rain come down ..
As thoughts run through my mind ..
You said we had forever ..
Made promises to me ..

The way you looked at me made me believe that tomorrow will be a forever ..
Your touch warm and tender ..
If I knew then what I know now I would've kept you closer for longer ..

You went away without warning ..
Without a goodbye ..
No explanation nor reason why ..

Questions running through my mind like a speeding car on the highway ..

My head losing control over reasons I dont know why ..
Your smile slowly fading away as time pass by ..
I hold on to them as hard as I can ..
But I find myself looking at a photograph where you smiled ..
Just to keep that memory alive ..

Hearing your voice in a few second voice note left the day before it all ended ..
Did I not hear the fear in your voice ..
Was I to busy not hearing you needing me ..

But I know that you are smiling down on me now ..
Even though i have a hard time remebering that beautiful smile ..
And the laughter of your voice lighting up the room ..
I know you love me from up above even more now than you did before ..

R.B

Loving you in anger ..

I met you as a friend ..
We joked around had a few laughs here and there ..

We got into one another more and more each day ..
We spoke everyday, couldn't wait for my phone to ring ..

Its was a saterday night ..
The moon was blue and your smile sweet ..
I looked at you as you were speaking seeing every movement your lips made ..
Wanted to kiss them so bad ..
My heart was beating so fast ..
You looked at me and smiled softly ..
I stood up wrapped my hands around your cheeks and kissed you softly ..

We were good together .. Until you stopped coming around ..
You stayed away like the rain in drought my heart longing ..
Tears kept rolling ..
Heart was broken ..
Asking myself why?

Then anger came taking over ..
I'm fine I'll show her ..
Keep telling my self I can do this ..
She will miss me ..
I will refuse her ..

But the minute i saw her ..
Everything changed ..
It wa|

R.B