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isabella3 Mar 2021
Every time another candle
Was added to the cake
She made a wish
When she was 10 she wished for a puppy
When she was 11 she wished for a new bike
When she was 12 she wished for a more makeup
When she was 13 she wished for a boyfriend
When she was 14 she wished to be loved
When she was 15 she wished to feel
When she was 16 she wished to be dead
None of her wishes came true
Until she realized on her 16th birthday
That for the very first time
She didn't need to wish
As she stood on the roof of the building
Tears crawling down her face
Sobs escaping her voice
She whispered under her breathe
“happy birthday”
And let the darkness finally pull her away
isabella3 Mar 2021
her
When I met you
We clicked
We synced
Were were meant to be
You said you loved me
And only me
You were mine
I was yours
Until you stopped texting me good morning and goodnight
Until you cancelled our dates to stargaze on the roof
Until our late night deep talks turned into occasional small talk
Until you stopped saying “i love you”
Until you found “her”
The one who's puzzle piece fit yours just a little bit better than mine
We gradually turned into strangers
Because you found “her”
I used to be “her”
And so did the “her” before me
And so will the “her” after
But there is no “her”
Because none of them will be just right
isabella3 Mar 2021
I look out your bedroom window
And I watch you
I watch you do your homework
I watch you read your favorite book
I watch you paint your masterpieces
I watch you wright your ravishing poems
I watch you call your friends
I watch you listening to music
I watch you sleep at night
I watch you change your clothes
I watch you do everything
I wish I didn't watch you
I feel guilty
I feel sick
But I can't help it
I'm addicted to you
I'm obsessed with you
I need you
Even if you don't need me
isabella3 Mar 2021
My hair is thinning
My bones are weakening
I'm cold all the time
My period went away
I'm so immensely dizzy
My skin is dry and yellow
I try my best not to faint
But the worst part is
I'm still not skinny enough
After every meal I skip
After every starve day
After everything I *****
I'm still too fat
There's still more weight
I'm still not empty enough
And I wonder if I ever will be

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