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1.3k · Jan 2021
Orchids
Esther Jan 2021
As the orchids grow, than I will see you again.
My beloved flowers.
Somethimes I get them from you, and somethimes
I get them for my birthday. You are away now, but
the time that the orchids grow you where back by me.
I will meet you and it looks like you never being away.
I always loved you. From the day that i have layed my
eyes on you, I whas in love with you. The flowers are
blooming now, the orchids grow. You where standing
before me and I whisper; you are back. Yes, I am you
said and you come to me and kssing my forehead.

Every time that I see orchids,
I think of you and me.
And what we meant for each other.
That delicate flower, the symbol of our precious love.
Every time that I see orchids, and their beautiful shape,
I must think on the wonderful times that we had together.
Yes, orchids are for us the flowers of love. For others are
it maybe roses, but not for us. And I'm so in love with
black orchids, they are my favourite ones. The orchid
a lovely elegant flower, when I see one, I think of us.
The orchid, that beautiful flower, symbol of our love,
I saw the orchids coming out of the ground, a sign that
you where coming back, and the first one that came out
where my favourite ones, they where black.
438 · Apr 2021
A lost soul
Esther Apr 2021
A lost soul I will be,
wondering where to go.
Till I find my luck.
Felted the love around me.
The good vibes surrounding me
and I now it was something from heaven
that give me the strenght, the strongness,
that I need in my life.
I'm grateful and humble for it.
Because it will give me what I needed
to survive.
286 · Apr 2021
The sun for example
Esther Apr 2021
If you being at the dark
and can't find your way out.
Just look at the sun,
and choose,
that you will be like that.
Shinging your lightness,
to help yourself and others,
shining so brightly, the darkness
getted blinded by it.
187 · Apr 2021
Searching
Esther Apr 2021
Searching for answers,
Question where no one
has really an answer for.
Life can be so complicated,
like the patterns on the wings
of butterfly's

But there's life for, to find
that out. Why we are here,
what's the reason for our
existance.
Is it so important for us
to reach a certain goal.
Ain't it much more important,
that you find happiness and joy
in your heart and soul.
88 · Jan 2021
Where do we stand
Esther Jan 2021
Where do we stand now, you and me.
Is is real love, is this meant to be.
Or does this all going wrong, because of your
own insecurity's. I whish that things happen
in another way, that we both have the trust in
each other, to speak out our love for the other.
It looks like we have a lang way to go. It looks
more like a kind of struggle, between the two of us.
But I hope that it will turn out right. I'm in love with
you for a while now, and my love for you only gets
stronger.

I don't know how it feels for you, but i'm to insecure
to walk to you, and ask how it is between the two of us.
And it seems like that you also don't come to me. It ain't
like that we are coming much further this way, maybe I should
write you a letter of the way that I feel for you, and maybe you
get the courage to come to me. Yes, i'm going to do that, we will
wait and see. There must happen something. Otherwise our love
for the other maybe get less or bleading dead.

And I wanted to be with you and knowing you so badly.
And I hope that you wanted that too, I hope that there's
a future for me and you. We are living in insecurity, that's
why I want to write you a letter, to make things clear, about
my feelings for you. I will wait and see what it's doing to you,
I think that we are meant to be, maded for each other.
I have a crush on you, for me there will be no other.
88 · Jan 2021
We will meet
Esther Jan 2021
Once we will meet.
It's in the back of my mind.
Once we will meet, because you are
one of a kind. And if we met, it would be
so special. Two bonded souls that come together.
will be together as one. Finally we can look at the other.
And we can read our feelings for each other.
Will it be just as strong and intens as it feel right now?
Or will it be totally differently and there's nothing left
between the two of us? You will never know.

That the reality is totally differently from what you had
in mind. It's always a guess, but than at least you have
clarity abouth the things that was holding you so busy
all the time. Than you can judge about the things. Than
you will know for yourself if you really fit with each other.
Or it just will seem like a blur. You are with your both feets
on the earth again. Now you know how someone really is.

Yes, once we will meet.
And than I will having the answers on my questions and
you also do. Than you have a good idea how it will be to
live together. If it will work out between the two of you.
And before that, it's all  a gues an uncertaincy's
We will see than believe. It's the best way you can think
in this case. Than you will know what to do. If this love
is real and true.
82 · Jan 2021
A sparkle
Esther Jan 2021
So lucky together,
It all just seem like a dream.
Whe where the perfect couple.
Nothing stands in our way.
Than there was that other woman.
She took you away from me.
And I was so desperate and had so much
griefe, i have cried for weeks.
I thought that I never get the old me.
That it will always staying this way.
Than I went on the beach, I was swimming
and the sky was purple an pink and the sun
was shining into my face.

And than I get a sparkle. a glimp of hope and happiness
inside of me. And than I know that I stil have the changes
and the opportunity's to open  new doors in my life. This
moment, it felt like a kind of rebirth. I was embracing life
again. And I did the things that I loved to do. And meet
new people along the way. And than I met you, Two souls
are we, that have the same colours and the same brighness
in it. It looked like we have knowing each other for so long.

We always are having long conversations with each other,
never a dull moment between the two of us. You are everything for  me.
My lover and my best friend. I'm so happy that we met, I can't imagine
a life without you anymore. I hope thaat you always will be mine.
Forever in love with each other, till the end of time.
81 · Jan 2021
The light in my life
Esther Jan 2021
You are the light in my life.
From the day that we met.
When I saw you for the first time,
and I recordnized you, we have the sae
colors and the same brightness in our souls.
I can't imagine a life without you.
If you leave I will be wounded, a wound
that never heals. You are just become a part
of me. You are make love to me so tenderly.
If I think about it I get thears in my eyes.

Your sweetness, your kindness, I love everything
about you. I hope that you always stay and I willing
to do everything to keep you by my side.
We are always open and honest to the other,
we have nothing to hide. I hope that It will always
stayin this way, you and me, we are one. You are tthe
sun in my life. You are the sun, that comes into my
heart somethimes.Than I t;hink I'm not worth it to be
with you and that you deserve better.

And I told you once and you hold me and say;
will you never talk that way again? Because you
are everything for me, you are my life. And I've
promised him that I not talk about it again.
We are still together.
Having a special bond with each other.
You are the one and only.
And I know for shure, that I never love
another.
79 · Apr 2021
Salty thears
Esther Apr 2021
You cried and I kissed you,
tasted your salty thears,
felted so close, so bonded with you.
Your thears are gone now,
and you getted to be the old you.
I treated you, with the deepest respect.
You are always around, when I needed
you so badly, it makes me grateful,
that I have the  honor, to know a person
like you. I tasted your salty thears,
the product of your doubts, grief, and fear.
thank you for letting me so close with you.
I only wanted you, and it will stay that way,
it's the truth.
78 · Jan 2021
So suddenly
Esther Jan 2021
So many questions that I had in my head.
Things that I wanted to ask.
Now you are out of my life and I don't have the change
anymore. It's an unfinished chapter of my life, that's the
way it is. But life goes on, and I doing my best to make
something of it. But I have still an unsatisfied feeling
about all of this. But you can't turn back the time.
We where so good together, you and me.
The same way of thinking, the same sense of humor.
Two different souls with the same lightness in it.
And colors that fit with each other. Everything felted
so good. Almost to good to be true.

And suddenly you left. I've been searching for you
everywhere, had so many sleepness nights. I do
everything I could but you don't come back to me,
an somethimes I am wondering where you will be and
if you think of me from time to time. My heart was so
wounded when you leave and now the wound is almost
healed. But I still felt the pain when I think of you. You
take a part of me with  you.

Now I must start all over again.
Maybe I will find a new love. But there will always be fear
in the back of my mind that it goes wrong, and that I feel so
much pain again. That will always be the risk that you take.
I try to believe in real love, I refused to give up. At one day
I will be together with someone, and being lucky again.
That's where I hold on to. Than I will find my soulmate,
and we will have a deep bond together. Our love don't
will be temporary, it will be forever.
78 · Apr 2021
Gifts
Esther Apr 2021
I noticed that he kindness
that as you hat your eyes has
showed me
It said more than q thousand
gifts.
The beauty inside
You ar kind and caring but above all,you love me
Material gifts are temporary,
but genuine feelings for the
other is aended by angels
and hopefully will lasts for
a lifetime
Better a year without presents
than a year without love. this
are the real gifts you hat makes
life worthy to live
75 · Apr 2021
Be mine
Esther Apr 2021
It felt so good,
being a part of your life,
you make a special moment
of the regular things in life.
You suddenly dissapeared,
just as soon as you where
coming that time.
I find it hard to forget you,
I thought, maybe some day,
it will happen, would you
be mine.
74 · Jan 2021
Good thoughts
Esther Jan 2021
I'm wondering, will I ever find my other halve? It's not an easy thing.
Someone who fittsw so well, like a hand in a glove. You always hope
for the perfect love. You have learned to live alone and you are getting
used to it. But the most beautiful thing is being together with someone.
Like two butterflies tasting the sweetness of life together. Walking the
path of life together. And never leave the other. Two souls filled with
love and brightness, thankfull that they found each other.
Yes, I hope it's going to worlk out that way. But I'm thankfull for the live
that's given to me and that I can do the things that I like to do.

I hope to find someone one day. Ain't we all longing for love.
I thank the heaven above. Something that lives out there, for the
protection that I get. And for all the love that I felt around me.
It feels like a priveledge that I experience it this way. Feeling a good
energy that's surrounding me. I have a good hope for the future, that
I can work on my goals. Finding my luck in the little things that can
make life so beautiful. Living in the here and now and not at the past.
And looking out for the future. The feeling that the best part of your life still has to come, and you can feel the exitement inside of you. Finding real love, a love that's meant to be. Together forever, me and you, a love that's true.
73 · Jan 2021
My safe harbour
Esther Jan 2021
I'd like to be with you.
You are someone I can lean on.
Trusted you blindly.
Knowing that I can trust you.
You are my safe harbour.
Being with you felt like coming home,
safe in your arms. You have always a listening
ear, it don't matter what the problem is, you always
try to give me some advice. I'm so glad that I have
you, you're one in a million, baby. So much patience
that you have with me you never get angry, you are
always so sweet.

Somethimes you must go away for your work for a while,
and than I felted so alone, I can't wait for you to come back.
If you would leave I will feeling so incomplete and I will
having so much griefe than. But I know that you don't leave me.
You are just loving me too much, I can hear it on your kind words,
and I can feel it in your touch. We are a good couple, you and me.
Doing everything together, like going on the beach and walking
there, hand in hand, listening to the sound of the waves and the
birds.

Or going to the woods at autumn, especially when it has rained, the woods
will smell so intens than, with all the dead leaves on the ground.
Yes, it's with you who I wanted to be, you are my safe harbour.
I will never leave you. It feels so good to have your arms around me.
I love the way that you look at me. And I love your kisses. I hope that we being together for many years, that we are growing old together, our love is for now and forever.
68 · Jan 2021
The wild flowers
Esther Jan 2021
I felt so bonded with you.
Two bright souls that we are.
It was written in the stars, that we
must be together. It has to be this way.
I love the tender way that you are touching me.
I love the way that you are looking to me, they
are speaking of so much love. I can see that you are
happy with me. I felted so save into your arms.
You are the one that i can lean on. You are my anchor.
Where I can hold on to. I know that you will never let
me down. We are soulmates, with so much love for the
each other in our hearts.

I don't know what I must do.
If I must live without you, I would felted so lost, than.
Our love is so authentic and so strong.
Like wild flowers in an open field.
They surviving any kind of weather.
Survive the heaviest storms.
And it's the same way with our relationship.
We have survived so many things, the two of us.
Somethimes we where bent, but never broken.

I hope that it always stay this way, that we are always
together, as strong as the wild flowers are.
With a love so pure and real.
Surviving every storm that comes in our lives,
we will only becoming stronger when we get out.
Yes, you will be my anchor, my anchor to hold on to.
And we are as strong as the wild flowers are, and we
always will be. We always stay together, you and me.
66 · Apr 2021
Touch
Esther Apr 2021
Live for the way that you are touching me.
I'm going to shiffer again, as I think on the
first time that you layed your eyes on me,
so intens.

I still feel your fingers on my skin,
even now, after you have left.
Feel your breath so close to my
lips, when you want to give me
a kiss.
There's no fight against it,
this must be love, and I embrace it,
a bliss from above.

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