So many questions that I had in my head.
Things that I wanted to ask.
Now you are out of my life and I don't have the change
anymore. It's an unfinished chapter of my life, that's the
way it is. But life goes on, and I doing my best to make
something of it. But I have still an unsatisfied feeling
about all of this. But you can't turn back the time.
We where so good together, you and me.
The same way of thinking, the same sense of humor.
Two different souls with the same lightness in it.
And colors that fit with each other. Everything felted
so good. Almost to good to be true.

And suddenly you left. I've been searching for you
everywhere, had so many sleepness nights. I do
everything I could but you don't come back to me,
an somethimes I am wondering where you will be and
if you think of me from time to time. My heart was so
wounded when you leave and now the wound is almost
healed. But I still felt the pain when I think of you. You
take a part of me with  you.

Now I must start all over again.
Maybe I will find a new love. But there will always be fear
in the back of my mind that it goes wrong, and that I feel so
much pain again. That will always be the risk that you take.
I try to believe in real love, I refused to give up. At one day
I will be together with someone, and being lucky again.
That's where I hold on to. Than I will find my soulmate,
and we will have a deep bond together. Our love don't
will be temporary, it will be forever.

You are the light in my life.
From the day that we met.
When I saw you for the first time,
and I recordnized you, we have the sae
colors and the same brightness in our souls.
I can't imagine a life without you.
If you leave I will be wounded, a wound
that never heals. You are just become a part
of me. You are make love to me so tenderly.
If I think about it I get thears in my eyes.

Your sweetness, your kindness, I love everything
about you. I hope that you always stay and I willing
to do everything to keep you by my side.
We are always open and honest to the other,
we have nothing to hide. I hope that It will always
stayin this way, you and me, we are one. You are tthe
sun in my life. You are the sun, that comes into my
heart somethimes.Than I t;hink I'm not worth it to be
with you and that you deserve better.

And I told you once and you hold me and say;
will you never talk that way again? Because you
are everything for me, you are my life. And I've
promised him that I not talk about it again.
We are still together.
Having a special bond with each other.
You are the one and only.
And I know for shure, that I never love
another.