Where is my mind today?
On another holiday?
Where is my mind today?
Fighting battles far away?
Where is my mind today?
Lost like a needle in the hay?
Where is my mind today?
In someone's unfinished portrait?
Where is my mind today?
floating somewhere in the milky way?
Where is my mind today?
In someone's dream while they're wide awake?

Your cold fingers are
Gripping my thigh
I can’t lie
I’m picturing
You
As another guy
As our fingers intertwine
He’s stuck In my mind
Manifesting what is left
Maybe I’m obsessed .

I can smell the alcohol on his breath,
the perfume on his chest.
I pulled my grasp away and threw my *** in the ashtray.
He looked at me wide-eyed, he doesn't notice me cry.
what am I doing here? while he has another woman's lipstick on his lips?
His hold suddenly grips, but his touch oh my god.
It's like a fishing rod, he can always seem to reel me back in and numb me with some cheap gin.
My love is too strong and I can't seem to move on,
I'm bound by this desire, it's heavenly.
I love him so extraordinarily.