My hope is that it will come to an end
My shame will melt away

Through my eyes you will see a kind soul
Someone worthy of your love
Worthy of your appreciation


Your words they cut so deep
Your eyes overlook me
But still I wait
for the day you will love me


When you do, you will see
See who I am
See what I am
And what I have been through
I have been telling you this,
I am worthy of your love.

But yet you dont see it
And so I waist at the corner
I have tried everything

Dont you get it!
I need you to love me first
prove your love
So that I can love myself!
So that I can be worthy.

I have nothing to prove.


In thier eyes I see mockery because they laught at me
They are so confident in thier thoughts toward me.
To them I will always be small and the least.

I know this
I know what they think of me,
I still stand my ground
and I say to myself
I have nothing to prove to them.


I hear them whisper, who does she think she is?
I see the eye roll, as though I am nothing
They constantly belittle me and make me small.

But still I have nothing to prove,

atleast not to them.

To prove something to them will mean that I have believed thier lies.

if I have believed thier lies
then I have nothing to prove to them
but everything to prove to myself.


So yeah, maybe I do have something to prove.