Is my love fictional
Then why does it hurt so much

I thought it was unconditional
Then why are you judging me so much

Are you being rational
Then why can't I find any reason as such

It definitely was not occasional
Only you rarely reached out to touch

What's the point of me being emotional
When you  don't dare to open your heart much

Is it necessary to be so cardinal
It makes me feel as free as in a trench

I am looking for a signal
Even if it is as light as a hunch

This is final, is it?
We had just started to feel like a bunch

I need to know for sure
Can I love you more

Oh! You are so right for my soul
Can I love you more

It makes me happy to love, if you feel the same
Can I love you more  

I ask for no more so
Can I love you more

Oh yes! I know it's hopeless...still
Can I love you more

For, loving you keeps me alive...so for my sake
Can I love you more

Will I ever get a chance to explain
To look into your soul and remain

Till then...till the end of time...and I ask one last time
Can I love you more

It's not me you say,
And refuse credit for my happiness

It's not me you say,
And make me fear my boldness

It's not me you say,
Who makes me explode with pleasure

It's not me you say,
But say you won't leave me stranded

It's not only me,
As I was starving for your friendship

It's not only me,
Or i would have continued to feel lonely

It's not only me,
For I wouldn't have risen like a phoenix

Only I know the you in me,
I cherish it love it and will never abandon it

It's not you, it's me
Who can only be thankful

For your presence is the key
To make my world wonderful

As I try to keep busy
Not missing you.. is not easy

My heart's wants me to rush to you
It goes in circles making itself dizzy

You might forget me it frets  
And blames me for being lazy

But somewhere in me there is a spot
That knows we are good and rests easy

For there is nothing else i wish
But to see you happy

So... Here I am trying hard not to miss you
But wishing....you too miss me like crazy

Can't you see all the antics,
That I do to catch your eye

I can't say I do it for you
For, you will move away leaving me alone under the blue sky

Will I do the same? If you were absent
I don't know...for you are omnipresent

It's is my fault that I love you and hesitate
Are you even aware of the havoc you create

I wonder if you will feel the vibrations
If I were near you and you were near me

Will there be magic will there be sparks
Will we put the whole world on fire

How many silent conversations will you have with me
I am all ears...you just have to speak  

All this must be a dream...  But how can it seem so real
Maybe, I am living in the hope that you will make it real

I see it follow me like a shadow
Ever silent ever patient

Always on the lookout
Tracking me like a GPS dot

Seems like it is waiting for me to rejoice
Waiting for me to make the foolish choice  

And in it comes with a war cry
Creating a mess till it sees me cry

My tears seem to act like a balm
To both of us as we return to our calm

I remind myself not to give in and act fine
For life has a ready spell to take away  the shine

Am I rewarded for this forbearance
Or is it all a misleading pretense  

Just when I think here is a blessing
Life takes the joy out with a sting

And yet I get up again from the pain
To stand tall as if it is my right to gain

I try a smile try a laugh even
Even attempt a weak indiscretion

Ready to face life ready to race life
For not doing so will leave me in a strife

How can you have such an impact on me
How can you not feel what I feel
Oh! how can you let me go
When you know.. you know..

This is crazy and blurry
My heart refuses to think
It just wants to get lost
No tears...no more tears...

Tomorrow will be different
I will be hurt again..
But who cares, today is mine
And so I say...I say...

Jump like sky is the limit
Ride the waves of emotion..
And when you fall free..
Just let go...let go.