Unreasonableness?
Ignorance ?
Selfishness ?
Stubbornness ?
Shortsightedness ?
Or
just
plain
stupidity?

What is it
that tempts people
to reject
the
only
possible
way
out
of
misery?

mutation! mutation!
faster transmission
what's about
the vaccination?
will it still
work?
or not?
will it work fast
enough?
or not?
then what?
what?

Philosophy but how?
Where do I start, where do I go, will I ever be there?
Uncountable terms.
Which (philosophy) language does my counterpart speak?
What is already thought?
Which questions have been asked and who has asked them?
Are there stupid questions?
Are there stupid answers?
Who judges it?
I  think I have discovered a treasure.
I want to investigate it piece by piece.

Shut up!
I said to myself
But only in my
mind
Shut up!
I said to myself
But it remained in my
mind
It didn't find the way
out
That's why
I
continued to
shout
about..
shut up!
shut up!
Shut up!

Surprise
I am releaved
Surprise
I have mixed feelings
Surprise
I didn't hear from you so long
Surprise
I remember everything again
Surprise
I am so sad
Surprise
I wish you wouldn't have
Surprised
Me

I thought I know myself
I thought I'm predictable

I thought wrong

Nobody and nothing is predictable

Isn't it exciting ?

Exhaustion
Corona Exhaustion
Pandemic Exhaustion
Lockdown Exhaustion
New Normal Exhaustion
Exhaustion