You hear me but you don't feel me
You look at me but you don't see me
You want me but you don't need me
You like me but you don't love me
       Your name is Happiness.

You don't hear me but you feel me
You don't look at me but you see me
You want me but I don't want you
You love me but I don't love you
     Your name is depression.
  
So I stay silent because I'm scared depression might hear me and give me a hug of comfort which is pills, blades and a rope.
All I'm asking is happiness to hear me.

Blue
Blue feels
When I speak, the birds stop to sing
My mind is darkened by the thoughts of suicide
I'm selfish
I'm foolish to think I'm worthless
That's if I'm worth it.
Hate, anger, depression, anxiety are my friends.
They keep me company. I try to hibernate in the sheets of happiness but they drain me back to the world of tears. Let me heal for a while
I might come back feeling loved.