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pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

I invited you platonically.
And what I said was true.
I’m not in the business of asking others to do what they can’t do.
But I would not lie,
I’d try to find some chartable avenues;
Because as I touch myself in certain spots
The name I think is you.

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Ferry Fella

Shaking hands struggling to
get him to his feet.
My heart pings painfully,
following the pull.
“May I help you?”
He agrees.
Reminded of my former days,
Grasping his soft, warm hand.
“I just need to get my feet under me.”
My heels slip on the ferry’s tile,
two others are urged to assist.
Wishing him well into the elevator,
my mind feels heavy until we dock.
Wondering who he used to be, and
how something so harsh can overtake a human

I’ll never understand some’s disdain for the elderly

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Rainier

Through the clouds, above the fog,
the greatest mountain to witness.
Around and around, this enclosed pod,
it starts to rain - it would.
A few lonely tears kiss my cheeks,
I’m proud, and brave, and alone.

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Potassium Sassium

I recall sitting at that wooden table,
The grain memorized by my fingertips.
I took a bite of a fruit once ripe,
Yet no longer and I began to gag.
For decades, I’d slander this slender snack,
Giving anything but a chance;
Yet today, somewhere new,
Surrounded by berries,
It happened to be my favorite part.

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Disconnect

Aware everyone experiences at
Different times, but there’s a clear
Divide between who has experienced the
Interpersonal turmoil of a loss that
Changes the fibers of your life and being,
Thoughtless others who will eventually see
I wasn’t sensitive or cold,
Only grieving a thing I wish they
Never had to understand, but will.

I want everyone to leave me the **** alone

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Sandy Surrender

You look up at the sky
and squeeze your eyes tight for a wish.
Not fame, nor fortune, dreaming for change;
you spot bathysidus.
Suddenly you realize the horizon you see is not.
You’re plenty deep, hundreds of meters,
you cannot see the top.
You claw and thrash at water,
your energy depletes,
Until a monstrous wave rolls in,
and shoves you towards the beach.
The sun has started rising,
and the moon suddenly feels far,
but not without time for you to pray
to the lonesome northern star.

pleblderblerbmerbcschrb Nov 2024

Restless

An eye for a lie
He went blind