You don’t deserve a love
That lets you feel down

Being with you
Hurts my soul

You cannot give someone something
If they are not in a position to receive it

I don’t want to live in a world where I can’t express my feelings
Talk about what bothers me
What makes me mad
Unsatisfied

We have a tendency to idealize the past
And believe that we can’t be happy anymore
We want the person that died
To visit us one more time
So we can take a glimpse at them for one last time
We want to relive moments
That meant nothing before
Sometimes we even feel like we disappeared
Our existence doesn’t make sense
We lack consistency and stability
We crave a certain peace of mind

It feels sometimes
Like it’s suffocating
Taking too much space in my mind
It’s becoming obsessive
I want more
And it is driving me crazy
I am not sure of my feeelings
Nor why I act this way
How do something
That I really wanted before
Feels like this
Like a destruction
Like something that exploded
And now I have to deal with the situation

I don’t need you
I am okay without you
You cannot shut me down
I have the right to talk
Whenever I feel like it