My heart stop I no longer breath, I’m dead this must be a dream. Wanting to wake up from this, tried fighting ****** fist. Waking up from the nightmare, looking for help but there’s no one there. Dead inside the, the pain I try to hide and all cuz of my pride.

I don’t belong in this world think I’m meant for the next, only thing that make me happy is sleep and ***, oh and my girl everything else I regret. I should just die and move on, just one shot and I’m gone, no one will know, heaven or hell where will I go, I guess only the future can show.

Beautiful like an angel but fragile like glass, I fell for you so fast our love will forever last. My babygirl my whole world the one I want always and the one I’ll love till the end of days. Even if you aren’t mine I’ll still think of you all the time but I know finding you was a sign that we are meant to be so please just say you belong to me.

Feel the devil grippin my soul, feel heartless and cold, no one to give me hug no one I could just hold. Walking on earth but it feel like hell, am I human or an angel that fall, one that lost its way, and lost its faith, just trying to survive today. If a fall angel dies does it go to heaven or maybe a place less pleasant, a place where ppl are beatin like peasants, and where their sins become a lesson. Hopefully I don’t found out, but sometimes I doubt I’ll go to heaven or hell, but who knows who can tell.