At the crack of night
When the bustling world snores
in deep slumber
When the darkness unveils
her seductive charm
Tempting the nyctophilias with her bewitching pleasures in silence
The white- apparelled monks met at their secret abbey
Chanting the verses of the joys of the unholy world
Sipping the intoxicating elixir of infinite happiness
Offering the sacrament of hedonism
When in the unknown silence of the night
They untie the garb of divinity
And wrap themselves in the shroud of their dark desires
And revel in the euphoria of their unimpeded whims
When they blow the clarinet of their unbridled freedom
When they pronounce the incantations of the joyous, magical world
When the night offers the chalice of wilderness
To conceal their transparency
They offer a mass of their reckless freedom
As the blackness gobbles the night
And roars its triumph in the air
Proclaiming its glee;
Guffawing at the daylight who makes
the humans to only fret and fume of their sick life
The lunatic monks slip into the celebrated silence of the night
And resurrects into a serene daylight
Donning the earthy robe of the guardian angels
Who set out to glorify the good
In the abode of god

The spring withered
In their nest of love now
The sweet perfume of their friendship
Permeated over their nest faded
With twigs of love and friendship entwined
The seven birds of myriad flock
Built a sturdy nest
Their sweet-toned chats sung
A euphony of springtime
They twittered their daily grind
Shared vivid delicacies seasoned with love
The manifold flavours of midday cuisines
Smeared with their rapport
Adorned their lunch tables everyday
While the butterflies twittered
The bees buzzed and hovered around
the corridors reverberated
with their clamour
Their clomping bustled the ears
The mundane days enlivened with their chitter-chatter
The garden of harmony soon transmuted
Into a bower of eternal spring
But now the trees turned barren
The green leaves of their pristine days
fell into a slumber of stillness
The autumn of emptiness crept in
Their nest swings in the breeze of silence
Awaiting the dawn of yet another spring

Silence rained between us yesterday
When the white clouds of our friendship suddenly turned heavy and dark
When the lightning of discord streaked us
While a thunderstorm of wordy clash occured
And a gale of emotions wavered our hearts
To fall as teardrops which whispered the agony of our hearts
When it deluged and drowned us
To be drifted in the painy showers
Of stillness .......

Now the cool, balmy showers of summer
Fail to chill their dispirited hearts
To drench their days with moistened love
Quench the thirst of the dead earth
Who breeds only soggy existence
Whose flaming hearts breathe out the sultry heave of
their forlorn hopes and dejected faith
They descend upon them with love and earthy fragrance of the tempted hopes in the air
But to not cast a spell on them with fresh inhale
To madden their desires to the infinite sky
To wander around in their whimsies
To lend their ears to your soothing, sweet melody
And fall slaves to your ravishing beauty
To lull them to your lullaby of your relentless love
To uplift their souls free from the shackles
Of the hassles of their drabbed days
To wander dreamy and unbridled
To dance and sing in the magic spell of the heavenly showers
To be immersed in.the cloudy evenings
With crispy crunches and hot sips
Their days were garbed black by a novel intruder
Who shut their dreams in a dungeon of fear
Shackles their faith and hope in darkness
Hence you fail to charm them anymore
To unleash the spell of your love in their lives
To revive their parched desires
To fill their days once again with the
Festive charm of life....

Shroud me in your womb
Where the embryo of life exists still
In its purity and serenity,
The untainted, unknown mysteries
Of the bewitching, unborn, world lies
A safe and warm abode to lie
Lullabied and lulled in
the rhythm of pure love
couched in the joys and holiness of
A carefree life in bounty
To unveil to the barren earth
Devoid of love, faith and hope
Bound in untold miseries and when life
is a tale of woe weaved in eternal fear,
a waning, distant hope for a resurrection
The barrenness of the present day life nauseates me to utter monotony and demands an exit
The intoxication of glittering, material desires
To dream of a bright life wanes,
As the pallid days reign the world,
The rise of dawn brings no peace,
But looming deaths and vain hopes
Of the remnants of the fearful existence
Sequestered lives in one's own refuge
I might wither and droop soon
Let me sink in the dark bowels of earth
Replenish and reborn from the earth's womb
into a free world donned in peace and purity
A wanderlust free from the
******* of worldly desires......

Some darknesses are eternal
Which does not see a speck of light
Bitter and awful than truth
Horrifying than a fearsome beast
Deadlier than the poison
Terrifying like death
Worse than a nightmare
Stumbling in vain for hope and revival
From the cage of bitterness
Is bleak and  blind
To dwell in thick darkness is scary
Where thorns of loneliness
****** you to bleed in agony
Where one would  be doomed forever
Bereft of the fragrances of happy life
Where the voice of void would only resonate in one's ears
When the armour of light stays obscure
Where the gloom of anguish only hovers around
Where the death throes would only sound
Between the gnawing teeth of darkness
It strangles us to death like a monster
Silencing us to our inevitable fate
To wear out slowly to one's destiny

The ebony clouds,the murky dusk trumpets their unison.        
The incessant showers of nature springs on their fervent love.
The rustle of leaves murmurs their collision
Atlast they coupled in ardent love.
The beetles pierced their silence in ecstasy!!!!!!!!!!!

She spumes,babbles,murmurs and clamours
Indeed a belle so enticing n astounding
The drooping branches of trees bows to touch her
But she becharms and beckons all to her infinite *****
The foliage bedecks her,twines her
Draped in silver robe,her hair dishevelled
She flows on to lure all to its boundless beauty

Perplexed,forlorn,tormented
I stood like a lost vagabond,
Suddenly a fog of darkness entwined me
Hauled me to a murky fen
Where eternal darkness prevails
Where illume hesitates to Access
The aching memories of my  grim,obscure past throttles me to nausea
They pulse with a keener sting, wriggles me to extreme agony
Oh! Let me be submerged in the perpetual blindness
For the deceitful,diabolic world does not allure me anymore
I longer wish to see the distorted,crafty visage of the world
For she entices the humans to perish
Let me not be bewitched by the ravishing charm of the uncouth world
Ah! The solitude and tranquility delights me to frenzy
Redeem me from this malicious world
I now seek refuge in the icy hands of death
To be entrapped in the eternal servitude of happiness

THe pursuit for my soul is futile.
When I lost the 'I' in me.
Where do I rove for it?
It ranged around like a rambler.
Striving to retrace its bygone past.
In quest for its ultimate abode of glory days.
Where in spring once it twittered as a bird.
Soaring high in the firmament and swaying on branches with its companions
When fluttered joyously as a butterfly with kaleidoscopic wings
When the beetles hovered around her to win her love
When life was all mirth and merriment
Ignorant of the awaited spiteful days ahead
To mutilate her joys to woes.
Oh!if those departed days could be reanimated;
Alas! Those splendid days have pined
Its angelic infancy(gratitude to wordsworth who coined this word)cannot be reiterated.
Its prime rosy youth cannot be reawakened
If those luminous days could rekindle my soul
But TIme is craftyand never allow us to revert to antiquity
It only grapples me with the gruesome present
And make me writhe.
Who can revive those yesteryears in this world?
It now realises that reality us crabby,yet a verity
Hence it retreated its steps,impregnated and replenished the 'I' in me.
The lost soul now the realistic me.-----

The fountain of eternal happiness -The Rain.
Dusky evenings with nature's abundant showers
fills the air with earthy fragrance,the hearts with the music of love
longs to range around with wings, by the caress of gentle, breeze
The hypnotic evening  beckons me to dance n drench in the shower of love----

The strangles of loneliness
Enslaves me now
Perplexed thoughts, solicitous core
My bleak existence flutters around me
Mutilated happiness,blisters of mockery;
Fetters of servitude, spurious relations,
The kaleidoscopic fragmented dreams displays a smoky life
Lumps of derision whips me
The supine state, the reiterance of life,
The nauseous, humdrum drudgery
Futile sacrifices of noble heart
Annihilation of sublime love
Crestfallen;The sequestered life allures me
I succumb to its wheedle
I realise the beauty of seclusion
It mitigates the sores of my agony, my bruises
Which pulse with a keener sting
It buries the pangs of love and scaffolds me from my wretched state
When one is while in mother's
Womb, secure n carefree.

In a delighted mood!!!
Waiting desperately for tht spring days of our bygone past
When we metamorphose into the real you and me
Awakening ourselves from our dormant past
Plunging ourselves into our yesteryears
Reviving the fragrance of our nectarous affinity
To be basked in the fervor of our love and friendship
Let the wine of ecstasy
Be overflown
Revel ourselves to the pinnacle of frenzied joy
Let the cloudburst stroke the earth and tattle with it
I plead the Time to hasten and race ahead
To fetch me the most awaited day
To meet my sweet friend
It rains in my heart too!!!!!!

Tried to mend the fragmented pieces of my favourite portrait
But cudnt coz one of them is lost
Each time I try to retrace its origin nature
It cannot be completed
When did u hide from me?
Where did u vanish?

The riddle of our friendship
Yet an unsolved puzzle
When u baffle me with whats n whys
I sit like a bewildered child trying to trace a way
Through the labyrinth of ur questions
You always revel n confuse me each time
When I ***** for a way out
Finally, fail to solve a way out
Then angry, irritated, defeated
When you claim sucess n smile
Iam yet perplexed the way
The maze of our affinity is unsolved

Amidst the boisterous downpour
We met on a desolated street
Your visage seemed a vague ,grim image
in  the reflection of silvery sprinkle
As the dusky evening cast its shadow and darkened you
The cloudburst chattered and sang in euphony to its ecstasy
It pierced through and clattered between our silent gaze at each other
The silhouette of crimson red evening  sky
Unravelled the blushes n flushes on my face
The row of trees on the street stood drenched, embarrassed and stared at us in amazement
They cast red flowers on the bed of soil
Draping the chestnut soil, bedecking it like a bride, with a red garb
I stood in silence, startled,wondering if it is an illusion
As we drew close, our eyes collided like lightning
The thunderbolts suddenly broke our silence roaring stentoriously
The puckish wind stroked my frizzy hair and strolled around
Us.
The rustle of leaves whispered to us the dawn of spring
Heralding the joy of nature, the song of  love
As I longed to see u more vividly
You suddenly vanished with the incessant shower
Leaving me in extreme anguish and despair.
Was our meeting a fallacy?
Or a reality, or an unfulfilled dream yet to be animated?

You and me
The riddle of our identity
The 'I' in You
The 'YOU' in me
Aren't we both one?
Then What is you 'n ' me?

Live with me
Leave with me!!!

Let me be  the  roses that bedeck the garland of your love
Let me feel the warmth of your soft palm that caress my forehead
Let me dabble in the cool showers of your balmy words
Let me be inflamed with the fire of your love and be burnt to ashes
Let me be thorned and feel the agony and sorrow in the pangs of your separation
Let me be immortal in the elixir of your perennial love
let me flow in the river of your love
To an endless journey till it reaches its destination
Let me be the clouds in your firmament which stretches far and wide, boundless
Let me be  immersed in the ocean of your fathomless love
For your love is infinite, perpetual and vast!!!!

I love to be basked in your madness
Coz my lunacy brims out in your warmth of love
Unbridled, ecstatic

Red or green, thin or fat,                                                             ­     
Fiery and hot, green and spicy,
You are highly inflammable and pungent
Indispensable, inevitable, around the world
people call you ‘chilly pepper’
When you put their mouths on fire
But paradoxically you mean ‘cold’
when you are really ‘hot’
Burning to every tongue, terrifying to think of,
Ineffable, incredible,
In spicy cuisines anywhere in the world
Burns but delights anyone’s heart and soul
who loves to be tangy and wildly in love with you
Flaming them persistently with your presence
Today when I spotted you being sprouted in my garden
Balmed by rain and nurtured by sunshine
I felt zesty amidst heavy shower in my courtyard
With joy over a long wait of your birth
Ever since I sowed you in my garden ***
To see you born, to be a unique flavor and taste
Not just for my cuisines in the kitchen
But forever and forever
To be the spicy seasoning of my life…….

Pierce me with the sword
Of your love
To be injured and bleed
To eternal slumber of love

Meld me in your infinite
firmament of madness
To drench the earth
As incessant, heavy shower of love
To ignite the earth in love

Let me drink the potion of your love to be intoxicated by you😍♥️

Lock me in your dreamy eyes to be a mirror of your soul in your fancy and in your fiery heart to be insane in love with you forever.....

Yesterday your memories strolled in my sleep
It embroiled my soul to journey the places
Where we met
And the dreams we weaved together
To flutter its wings and hover like butterflies
To resurrect the dawn of a beautiful day

Let us soar to the valley of love
where our souls would blend into one,
ensnared in  madness
and be immortalised in
the elixir of love forever

The waves of sorrow lash against me
As I stand deserted, forlorn
The waves foam.ashore the thorny memories
Of my afflicted yesteryears in agony
The sores of my grim past pulses with a keener sting
The solitude beckons me to its lap
It offers solace and refuge in its eternity
As I wait to embrace the solitude.
Suddenly the balmy breeze soothes and blows by
The fatigued sun is all set to merge with the sea
As it waves its hands to plunge in a slumber
Could I wish to see another daylight
Arising out of the sea with the day of hope and happiness?

Caged in the chamber of torments
The brutal ache tears my flesh,
Weakens my senses,
****** and pierces my veins on head
Constantly batters my skull,
hammer needles deep inside my head,
disbands my active thoughts to negate
Devastates my happiness,
Wreaks havoc on my tranquilty,
Stabs and bruises my inner soul,
Crams my heart with melancholy
Breaks my sanity and distorts my brain
At times impregnates my upper eyelids
Crawls through the veins around my eyebrows
Bangs on my eyes wriggling me with
Pulsating and throbbing pain
making me nauseatic
Hurling me deep into the sea of depression
To frown and fume with anger
But the chronic ache continues its callous play
Driving me berserk, exhausted, mournful
Succumbing me to the assaults of the chronic pain of the terrible headache
To be racked with pain in vain............

Fill your chalis with the wine of sweet kisses
Feel mad with the air of wilderness
To be wild in frenzy with love

Girdle me in your love
Encompass me in your soul forever
Henceforth we blend and incarnate into immortal love

I start my day at the early dawn
Not free to sleep as I wish
My mistress and master makes me moil
At the crack of morn to the silence of night
Fretting and burning my soul
To boil the water and keep them warm
I bewail in darkness when all rest
Boiling my inner soul on my harsh destiny
I work without grunt, as I have no tongue
To lament when they make me slog over and over
Aggrieved and bereft, iam careworn
Iam born to hew to travail
Though my creator made me worth a pearl
To be salable and find my path
In a classy and rich home
To be a mistress' beloved article
Only to labour my soul and boil over
To realise what I had been born for
Wish I could be heard while I simmer with  tears of my inner agony
Foaming and frothing my deep pains in boil
Only to wear out and cease to cry
My heart out in silence.

The broken plate

When my long-lived plate broke yesterday,
it broke my right to live with it forever,
it broke my heart to enjoy its exotic beauty ever,
It broke my desire to fall in love with it ever, whenever I look at it,
It broke all my dreams to eat up whatever is varied, colourful, yet luring always,
it broke my heart of mending the smashed pieces of hope
broke the revival of life to reincarnation.......

Concealing in the darkness,
Hiding in the silence,
Camouflaging in the impersonation,
I wish to assume a pseudonym to
be obscure in my ways, whims and            fancies,
To be unseen to all around me,
To be faded into oblivion of the thorny memories pestering me,
To be ignorant of the harsh realities of life
To be shrouded in the mystery of the world around me
To be sunk into an unfathomable,
Capricious and temptuous sea,
To be crouched in the sea bed
Lulled by the diverse marine species
To be lost and forgotten from the earthy
woes of a materialistic life,
To be devoid of the lucrative pleasures, the wicked world has to offer
To be amnesiac of the perilous kingdom of the filthy human monstors
Riding on the streets donning diabolic masquerades at night      
To hunt for lust, wealth, power,looting the innocent souls
To emerge powerful in the light of the world
I love to assume a pseudonym
To unleash the insane woman in me
To fly to the unknown valley of love
Teeming with myriad, gaily flowers
Opening their petals incensed with love
The nectarine lilacs, lavenders, honeysuckles, poppies enticing      
the buzzing bees always hovering around them to feed on
To be lovestruck in an exquisite and splendid moonlit night
To be possessed by a muse to be lunatic enough to pen endless poems of love
To blend with the mesmerizing beauty of the silent night
To gaze at the starry sky in its luminous  garb
To listen to the secret whispers of passionate love between the earth and sky
To swim in the secret lakes of love with my soul, to sleep under the boundless stars with him
To wander with the phantoms of the prophets of love
Echoing the valley with their undying love for their beloved
To be infused with their lunacy to be perpetually in love with the ****** life
To feel a real connotation for my existence in the diabolic world
Hence I wish to assume a pseudonym ever..
To live in the facade of invisiblity
To retain the aura of mystery...

Trapped in the maze of a spurned love,
Meandering persistently in the blind alleys of bleak memories,
Lost In the baffling passages of the agonies of disdain,
Wandering blind fold in the labyrinth of the  unrequited love,
built on undying sufferings and afflictions
I felt the need for a quest to seek a way out to exit
To be transported to a world of sanity
To be cured of the obsessive lunacy of enslaved love
To be alleviated from the pain of jilted love
The prolonged miseries and.untold perplexities
budding from the sadness of being ignored
The feeling of wothlessness and assaults by the wounds of repressed love
Misguided me on the winding ways of insecurity to the dead ends
The heart-wrenching pain of forsaken love to fall desperate
To entangle me in a web of hopelessness
To drive me insane to choke and wriggle
Either to die in sorrow on the fetters of love
To be subservient to the deprived love
Or yearn to soothe the heart-ache and breathe the air of freedom
By disentangling the pining entwined shackles of unbridled, fanciful love
To scram from the mesh and secede to limpid path....

The waves of sorrow lash against me
As I stand deserted, forlorn
The waves foam ashore the thorny memories
Of my afflicted yesteryears in agony
The sores of my grim past pulses with a keener sting
The solitude beckons me to its lap
It offers solace and refuge in its eternity
As I wait to embrace the solitude.
Suddenly the balmy breeze soothes and blows by
The fatigued sun is all set to merge with the sea
As it waves its hands to plunge in a slumber
Could I wish to see another daylight
Arising out of the sea with the day of hope and happiness?

Children; the droplets of love
showered on Earth from God's abode
dampening the barren earth
breeding flora in the arid, dreary life

Children; the tiny buds
blooming out into vibrant, gaily flowers
disseminating the aroma of their sweetness, mirth and charm all around.

Children; the foamy waves
Sweeping away the rubble of melancholy
surfing ashore the waves of delight.
Children; the diverse colourful kites
soaring high, unbridled
piercing into the boundless firmament

Children; the luminous constellation of stars
shimmering in the darkness of vicious world
They mend our broken wings of despair
festoon our bleaky visions with
myriad hues of bright dreams
spinning a unique fabric of life
Of unique shapes and patterns

Children; the spring of life
fostering lush foliage
chirping, singing the euphony of
melifluous song of peace
joy and love all around the world
Children; the perpetual harbingers of perennial happiness.
Trailing the indelible imprints of
God's miraculous, marvellous angels on Earth

The waves of peace stroke her feet now
Balms her to the shore of tranquilty;
Caught in the entanglement of solitude
Swayed by the slings and arrows of  outrageous fortunes of a miserable life
She sailed in the sea of turbulence
Wrecked into pieces by the storm of ill-fate
Of persistent misfortunes and hardships
But the sea as a saviour refuged her
In its abode of silence in darkness
It cradled her with its fathomless love
She felt its hands entwining to shield her
The din of the world out there beckons her
Reminding of her ******* to the material life
Bound by wealth, relations and commitment
Who doesn't know the fragility of worldly life?
The empty, barren life which is a monotony;
A servitude of persistent economic drudgery,
Slavery of fidelity in marriage, struggles of motherhood, battle of survival amidst subjugation and *******, the exploitation of naive and untainted people by the wicked souls.
Lashed by her own insecurities and fears
Of constant abuses , she shrinks into darkness, nurturing her bitter memories of the past when her feminity was slaughtered
She realizes that life is an endless labyrinth with no way out
An unsolved riddle with no clues
A language  she can barely understand
Caught in a maze of perplexities of harsh fate of life
She delved for a way of light, hope and peace.
She finally chose her serenity in the deep sea
In its eternity, unperished,uninhabited,
By the assault of the bustling, monstrous world
To lie in peace and happiness forever