Turned on by Pain?

Yeah... Same.

It's not a bad thing though, you know.

Pain takes you to that place, that most other people wouldn't go.

It's when you're down on your knees, that then you can see.

That space - the container, in which one can free fall... into ecstasy.

Asleep, yet not at rest
Awake, yet not alive
Welcome, to the in between

I am not order or chaos,
I am the process that mediates them.

I am not the dancer or the dance,
I am the expression they bring into form.

I am not the thinker or the thought,
I am the space in between.

I enter that space.
The abyss consumes me.

I am nothing, and everything.

Is this, what they meant by oneness?

Who are 'they'?

What is Oneness?