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Winter passed more slowly
Years ago
When it always snowed and the
Holidays seemed to linger

With salvation Army bells
Ringing out
At department stores displaying
Magic in their windows

And seeing those special houses
All decked out
With lit up trees, big holly wreathes
And Santa on rooftops sleighing

Then dreaming each night of that
Perfect Gift
Only I might open
Some snowy Christmas morning

I miss those holidays of
Long ago
When it always snowed
And the holidays lingered

But I no longer dream of that
Perfect Gift
Because I wake from winter’s slumber
Next to you Christmas morning
We rode a green metal glider
Neath an oak tree circus tent
In midsummer the moon watching
thru limbs that touched the ground
But I wasn’t really there

Just some man-boy clad in white
Denims, Jesus sandals and
Jersey Number 88
Yet I seldom played or prayed
Because I was never really there

And you, brighter than the moon
Painted secrets on the night sky
Of plastic princes and Vincent
Working with his knife
But I really wasn’t there

Grooving in your atelier
With Segovia, Mozart and
Dylan, biding our time until
The night of your gay Fall soiree
When I of course wasn’t there
"On Pascal’s proposition that the Laws of Probability
(and Jansenian Theology) make believing in heaven a smart bet"

If one would wager with Pascal,
Sublime scientist
Spiritual Ras-cal;
Then one must choose simply either or,
What lies behind life's final door;

Crafty gamblers hedge their bet,
Not really sure,
Not dead just yet,
They opt for the comfort of safety nets,
Waiting to parlay their final debt;

If the spinning wheel stops on bust
Then nothing’s lost to fateful trust;
But should it land on the predestined slot,
It’s winner take-all, the Big Jackpot

Seasoned gamblers ride sure things,
Seeing in this life
A chance gold ring
So plant their seed in early spring,
To pluck the fruit that summer brings;

No strangers they to **** and vermin,
They hearken to
A more Autumn sermon,
And ceding naught to cold iniquity,
Gain perchance, a winter Serendipity.
Blushing white blossoms
Aglow in the pale moonlight
Home is far away
Six am
manhole cover ghosts,
street urchins
answering the whisper
of tires on wet asphalt
in mid winter
not yet cold
as we say goodbye
in the back
of Dad’s Buick Eight
him wondering
who’s at fault
while you hold me
and watch
the urchins evaporate

— The End —