"A  day without mom"

"A day without mom"
is gray
even on a sunny day

"A day without mom"

People say pray,
her memory will stay
in your
mind.
I thought I could handle
Yet falling
behind

Where do i find

The Fight?
.
Even in my "darkest hours" my mom was the
light

i would

Follow.
People think i
wallow
I feel such pain i can't even
swallow.

Can I be saved out of the cement I
paved?

"A day without mom"
Is bleak,

all I do
Is
seek
for something to make sense but i feel so
weak.

They are long days.
Days that turn to days.
I  just living in days that hold no
meaning.
I am feening for her back. But the fact remains the same, she is not returning.
I vision her burning

to ashes.
Ashes to ashes dust to dust.
Was with me my whole life and gone like a gust of wind
How long does this pain last i believe it will be forever? Never did i think she would go.

A day without mom
It is so slow,
i miss the glow in her eyes.
Oh, how time flies.
I remember our goodbyes,
it couldn't have been written better.
Not in an essay or a letter.

2 fingers up the peace sign it was, as she put her fragile dying arm in the air. Inside i couldn't bear
. Yes i know we were not promised life to be fair.
I knew that was it the next day she wasn't there. She was….
Gone
Gone
How could this be, you said you would never leave me.

A day without mom
My rock and my shield.
I feel like a baseball game without any field.

I feel like i am done.
I feel like the sky missing the sun

I am so sad i could just curl up and die
I feel like a hurricane missing the eye.

A day without mom
Is a day not worth living?
I feel like a cooked turkey without it being close to Thanksgiving.

Her smile her smell. Her laugh her voice
I would have given her my liver if i gave that choice.

Because she meant more to this world than me.
I am a root without any tree.
I am the hive without a single bee.
Caged inside a cell dying to be free.
You see

My mom was the world she was my everything.
She was my light, even when i felt so low
Just to know she was there everything was alright.

A day without mom impossible to drink her away
.
I try to make sense of it all.
You mean she won't pick up the phone when i try to call.

I would do anything please god bring her back.
I feel like a broken heart without the attack
Why is the sky so black.

Depression is running through my body whatever do i do.
I'm so broken can't even put up a picture of you.
I don't have to.

I have you stuck in my mind you beauty your smile. You voice
the mom smell.
I know you're in heaven
but i am stuck in hell.

What happens when everything ceases to be.
You being everything
Mom
I am sure the rest would agree.

A day without mom.
A day without mom, i search for something

anything that distracts the fact.
That No Matter what i do you are never coming back.

You will be in my mind forever to the day.
And will keep your spirit alive with every word i say

My promise i will keep when i whispered in your ear.
Just because you are gone by my sight your beauty will never disappear.

A day without you mom
Was the day i feared every breath.
The moment you left
i couldn't bear
That my angel was gone

Forever…...