Having felt alive for one night,
having felt for one night,
the closest she had been to pleasure,
and then she clinged.

To that thought, to that man.
How can she not..
when the rest of her life is a cry.
her rest of her life is a miserable bubble.
Nightmare cannot describe it,
cause nightmare has an end.
She longs for the end sometimes,
but she knows the truth so well,
that she cannot let her unconcious takeover.
And now she s left in between,
battling on who s having the wheel.
but she s losing her will,
she has lost everyhting,
you, her hopes, her strength,
her smartness is not enough enough anymore,
the world is closing the door,
weak, weak and afraid
how can see pass through this raid.
all in her mind as were your feelings for her
glad she released you, at least you can move further..
her chains are golden, her smile will deceive you,
her eyes will tresspass you,
so full of yourself you ll let her understand you,
but she wont and that s her conviction,
not ever let others relieve your affliciton.

now you can see it all over,
she s battling herself,
in her dreams she still sees you,
i know youre there,
please appear..
or disappear
i dont know anymore
my mind is tired
of this endless war,
release me
you or this world.