To the top I did go, The evil seeds that I did sow, There was nothing that I could not do, It was God who I thought I was at this time, Wasted so much and cursed I did, The hole so deep that I have dug, The way back is only with love, Try as I may to forget this wretched time, From my hole I shovel the slime, From the top of heap to total despair, Flood back it does with memories of total destruction invade my mind, I ask of God this time that is now, Give me strength to carry on,