I smile and laugh because if the people that cared about me knew my real pain, they would be worried and I cannot burden them with my weakness. I'm the strong one. I do the saving, I don't get saved, I'm not supposed to be...
There's nothing worse, than the lump you get in your throat when you hear something that you really didn't want to hear and you have to pretend like its' fine.
you ever sit back and realize ur, not anybody's favorite person, you're just kinda there and then you get the sudden urge to distance yourself from everyone and be alone?!
Yeah, as a kid I used to think life Is moving so slow, I watch it go by Look out the window on my bus ride I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes I've always tried to control things In the end that's what controls me.....