I sit and wait
Wait for something change
I sit and wait
Wait for someone to help me find the way
I sit and wait
Wait for an entity to take my demons away
But why sit?
Why wait?
The universe won't put my chess board pieces in its rightful place
I'm the chess master
I'm the one that controls the moves i make
I'm the that only one that could perish the negative thoughts tormenting my brain
So why sit?
Why wait?
When you could stand and be in complete control of the road you take.

Life's and amazing entity
This cursed world which holds no peace
I keep fighting to change my destiny
But the darkness keeps creeping up on me
My brothers
My soldiers
Lay in the ground deceased
In this broken world we see
I wake up with hopes of change and victory
To the heavens i preach
And yet the light keeps fading
Further escaping my reach

Things happen for  a reason . Positive experiences push you to reach higher horizons.Negative experiences are "meant" Teach you lessons. "Meant" because as humans , many of us use negative experiences to justify our toxic behaviors. We use them as a reason to just be Ok with our lives. We focus on what happened to us rather than the lesson , and because of that we don't grow. So Here's a not so secret new flash , Life *****  but it could also be beautiful. We cant let our dark paths define us or alter our course. We need to understand that bad things will always  happen in this world and we can't allow ourselves to be consumed by them. What we can control are the good things. We could manifest our lives into anything we desire.  But it all starts with YOU. Be Yourself , Do what makes you happy , Face your Internal and external problems with courage , Analyze what negative experiences want to teach you and you'll see , That Life could be Truly Amazing.

Pain
An Everlasting feeling in my life
It's been in my life so long that I've grown rather fond of it
I welcome it like Trees welcome Spring
I first met pain as a child
He greeted me with a smile on his face and a few head stitches
Physical pain was my closest friend throughout my childhood
I remember the bruises , injuries and stitches my friend had me endure
Entering adolescence my bond with pain grew slim
We grew apart day by day
I knew physical pain like the back of my hand
But his company grew rather tiresome
I was ready to set pain free but pain valued our friendship
Our Brotherly bond which was at the brink of extinction
Pain knew it was the end of the road and sought to rekindle our bond
In his efforts he introduced me to a dark side of him that I've never seen
A side that would strengthen our bond once again
This side of him was called Emotional Pain.

"There are more Days than there is life"

Selflessness is a curse but also a gift .If you exert all of your energy catering to others you will know them more than you know yourself.

Today.
What is today's purpose?
Why are we here today?
Today is a chance
A chance to change
A chance to be better than yesterday
Yesterday
The past is yesterday
Who we once were is yesterday
The mistakes we have committed are yesterday
But not today
Today we learn
Today we grow
We Prepare for tomorrow
Tomorrow is the future
Tomorrow is unpredictable
Tomorrow is a culmination of of what happened yesterday
There is no Today without yesterday and and what happened yesterday will change tomorrow.

We try so hard to be normal by society standards that we hide who we truly are

We post pictures with fake smiles and deliberate upon catchy captions

We sacrifice our own opinions and thoughts , in fear of being different than everyone else

Life is too short to play a role , so stop playing by everyone else rules and form your own personal constitution.

Not everyday will be sunshine’s and  rainbows , but having patience and keeping a positive outlook will give light to the gloomiest of days.

I’m typing but I don’t know what I’m writing, that’s ultimately the story of life. An unknown journey with different twists and turns , that leads to both happiness and unavoidable despair.