Purgatory
I came here sooner than I thought I would I always knew I'd get here but guessed my 9 lives would become multiple subtle extras I could pay my way like I did in life but hell is here among us like fear it touches the most close and leaves alone who never  reaches they are sins though they are the things that burn holes and forests and mudslide the ****** exhausted souls withered and tried, the tube is coming but not for me ,not for me

As the fool I am breaks
A remorse
Cried
Tense
Anxious
Backless
Muddy
Then selfless then selfish
Meltingly decided
Mindless derided
Cold you are
As I am

You are your face you are your grace you are the stink inside the blinking mindless place
Remind me why and tell me who and ****** love this state of mind your in you know within it comes with sin who cares a **** I need it when I feel it man

A master of none
The wicked becomes
So own it like your life
It owns you
Do it a favour

Add up any more
Sweep the floor
Without crying
Can't spell lie in never had it
Morning comes with crushed pepper
******* blood like the grey contents
"When the wall changes Colour so will we"
We don't though
We ambush
Like *******

Saddled radio gutless disc jockey cutting strip
Mockery ironic crockery
Like Alanis doesn't know
Her **** from her elbow
Still give her a show none of us know
******* idiots all of u an me

Your face is as black as the yellow an gold your worthless deceit and your belly is cold as cold as the fallen and cold as they stand and the women the women the women are old

It's been a bloodstain it's been poison
Crushed tulips into my eyes, soft melodies come crazy like misogyny
And the desperate ****** fools come to you

I Edged made mud clams blood slammed thoughtfull Buhddas made your rudders claim slight only now
Encompassing mamas sin
Bow wow wow wow wow wow
Bow wow wow wow
You  only are a Demon

You know your ***** things
You know your ***** stuff
It's never here with me
It's never been enough

I deceive then leave my family
Approach crossroads
I take turns
I rush in
I dont think
I place algorithms o n thoughts
Gamble sink sunk?
Garish residue black and pink like
Skunk pillow talk
Just headlong
No thoughts to recommend
No advice to send nowhere
Oh this place ain't mine it's not
Ours

I'm so sorry all the time
Pre time life was not mine
So why Iam Sorry
Why I am sorry

Sleep on your hands
Be ready
Burn any sensation
Feel
Blood run

You messed it up today
If today is 15 years
So okay theres always tomorrow

On top of a mountain
A fountain
A shangrila I've been far
I have ,I swear it was wicked and beautiful
They always are
But beauty lies within ,the truest thing the best thing I've ever seen is love

Its blue and red
It has black as an eye
It hangs on a chain
Of silver and red
On a white leather chair
On a silver stand that grows from the ground but stops at a metre high

A beautiful rhyme
Makes my heart feel fine makes my soul delight in the time
Is it time time to time out time to time out time to out

Told

I Told you
He
I told youh

Let the soul train take the music
Let the heart ache take the pain
Cause tomorrow cause tomorrow
Comes the rain

I sit here
Getting  drunk
Like Dracula
NO like a skunk
Every one  apart from me knows
ME

As blood lost calms but demands
Its all in a moment
A ridiculous stance of demons
Like every Angel was coming just for you

This silky sleepy head
Has taken all the bread
And taken it away and taken all
Its taken all my dreams and all my terrors all my feArs and if you care for us don't try to walk away
Don't try to end this day ,Dont try to  end  this day

Or it's the best thing she's ever done
Letting me go
Letting me off
Or it's not

Needs itching this cactus this
This thing wants catching
This thing needs maximum
Attention this thing needs this
This thing needs this more than I need his or her's or worse
Or suddenly swept sweetly away
On the ship of the This Morning
Come for today'
Our blindness is bent
Come mother's take rent
Our blindness is bent
Come mother's take rent
So this is this the bliss the fortunate kiss that stole your heart away

So Her words
There nothing to me
Nothing Always
Nothing
Sliding nothing to me
Always nothing to me
And I bridge it
There nothing to me

The raindrops soak into my mind
And wet what was there
There was

Cant walk into the rain the pain is there like hair pulled out from my veins
Like stains
Like stains you ask me questions
I answer ****** mess
Yes ye yes
The answer is always and will be a guess

Broke spoken token's
Elizabeth awoken

You changed the rules
Your certain dominance
Becoming fools
Belonging to the cool
A sweetness a few of us would know
I was a chef deciphering tarts
Hanging on