ZARA! ZARA! he called,
not a single response.
ZARA! ZARA! he called again...
zara looked at his eyes, and went dead all his life..
he screamed as he hugged her,
as if she was going to "respond."
he screamed and kissed her,
as if she was going to feel.
this time,
he lay his head on her chest.
crying, crying, and crying
wishing for this not to really end.
but this time,
zara was for real..
she went dead and will never be back again.
as he was laying his head,
zara was still not there..
zara from up above,
sending tears through rains,
meaning to tell him.
meaning to show him.
meaning to tell him to stop, and realize what he has still not lost.
lightenings occurs
sound of thunder
they all are angers from zara:
"YOU DON'T ONLY MISS ME! BECAUSE I DO TOO. YOU DON'T ONLY MISS ME!BECAUSE I DO MORE THAN YOU DO! YOU DON'T ONLY LOVE ME! BECAUSE I DO MORE AND MORE! YOU DON'T TELL ME DON'T GO! BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT ME TO! AND AM SORRY I JUST DID AND YOU CAN'T BRING ME BACK! BECAUSE I AM ALREADY GONE! NOTHING CAN BRING ME TO YOU! ONE SHOT IN THE HEART CAN BRING YOU TO MY ARMS. AS I HAVE PROMISED THOSE ENDLESS, TIGHT WARM HUGS.."
he looked at the sky,
shedding tears,
gave a smile,
and send all his love to up above..
so she wont be lonely,
and feel the love he always promised he would give and for her to feel.  
He looked down, and kissed her,
looked at the sky...
and..
goodbyed her.
as he shed his last tears,
her shirt was a big drop of tears..  

-Mila

His hands were so smooth,
As we danced through the night,
Holding each other’s hands.

He rubbed them through my cheeks,
As we danced slowly.

He told me to open my eyes,
So I would know am not lonely.
As I got red of shy,
He told me to look at his eyes,
As I did,
He told me he loves me, and he would do everything just to have me.
He looked at me as am the only girl,
As I looked at him, I started to love him more,
Of how he cares and does it to have it all.
As time flew by,

I knew it. I knew it.

I knew it, it was just a dream,
When I woke up I had no one surrounding me.

As I started with my day,
I was as lonely as my dream,
Not having whom I love beside me.
-Mila❤

You don’t like what I write,
Because you don’t know what they all are about.
Don’t judge too quickly about them,
if you can’t tell where to start or where to end?
They might be rhythm-less poems,
but believe me they are all I got and all I preach for.
The writings I write might not be in your thoughts,
but believe me your thoughts is not what people care about.
I write what I see,
and
you judge too quickly.
I rhyme feelings together,
because I know they sound better one way or another.
You better sit silently,
read what I write,
and
listen carefully.
-Mila 🌹

"it's butterflies they have" they say
it's
Love,
feelings,
falling,
regret,
they talk about.
is it a different language they speak?
or it's just I don't understand what they mean?
I just don't understand what Love is
it's maybe not the right age,
or it's because,
I lost that part of me
that knew what "Love" means.

-Mila

oh Lord, oh Lord,
please do forgive me,
for whatever I have done,
that has crossed your limit,
that has brought you disappointment to you in me.

oh Lord, oh Lord,
please do forgive me,
for whatever I have done,
that has made you sad,
that you had so much faith in me,
that I crossed you limit,and didn't even say sorry.

oh Lord, oh Lord,
please do forgive me,
for ever giving you hope,
and then fail to the bottom.

oh Lord,
please do share with me the power for me to get up,
and make you proud,
make you happy,
to show you that I am who you once thought I will be.

oh Lord, oh Lord,
please do forgive me.

-Mila

different directions but still meant to be?
watching a movie brings allot to your mind,
you might watch it as a self define.
it's just you relate everything to your own reality,
maybe that's you or maybe it's not.
reality? it's never me it's always you.
it's that the more closer I get to you ,
the more farther you go,
the more I tell you I love you,
the more am scared to let you go and lose you.
(i don't even wanna have the thought)
losing you would be a nightmare,
losing me would be because of losing you,
of how deep i went to our long lasting love.
i wouldn't do anything to get you hurt,
but i would do it all to make you stay with me for the rest of destiny.

-Mila

she made lots of promises ,
but none of them were as strong as
"I promise I won't love anyone else but you."

as she promised,
he did too,
as time flew by,
her innocent heart stayed with him,
not knowing surprise!
it's time to let go of those promises,
because, boom!
he found a new one to love and to keep in his heart.

Which means by it's time to say goodbye
To all the words and promises you've kept in your heart.

-Mila

It was a beautiful day,
sending you locations all from my place..

We were just strangers greeting each other,
we didn't know where this would go,
until we saw no end at all.

Time flew by and we realized how close we became,
looking back int time and seeing how time flew by,
wishing for time to go back so I can slo-mo my whole life.

So I sped more time talking to you,
and to tell you every second how much I appreciate you.

Dear best-friend,
you're someone whom if I loose you,
I'll be losing my self with you.

I've always tried to catch my feelings from coming to greet you.
I've always tried to catch them so they wouldn't fall.

At first I really liked you,
then my heart started beating for you,
that's when I felt that me, myself, and I has fallen in love with you.

I never told you , because we were beautiful as friends,                  and I couldn't risk it nor could've predicted,                                          to tell how are we going to end...

-Mila

in the rain holding hands,
hugging and smiling,
wishing for this not to really have an end.

the rain drops on your cheeks,
slowly slowly fade away,
and your wet hair and your sparkly hazel eyes
is what keeps me not to look away.

i'm so jealous already, seeing you standing there
makes me wonder,
"how fast did I get so lucky?"
"what would i do if i see  you with someone else?"
i would cry inside, smile outside and tell them how lucky they are.

it's just my life is another life,
my smiles and happiness are all different,
my heart betas faster than usual,
my butterflies are more hype,
these all started when you came into my life.

i sometimes feel selfish,
but it's not my fault it's yours.
it's you who's the perfect one.
it's you,
who made me forget,
who made me love,
who made me fall,
and was there to not let me hit the wall.
it's always you, everything has always being you.
you are the one reason of my spirits to write.
without you, there is no love.
without you, there nothing for me to write about.
without you there is no word for me to rhyme.

-Mila

it's sad how one day they meant something to you.
it's sad how they still do.
but what's more sad it's that you wonder if they even remember you. they have been lying to you,
they have been ignoring you,
and then all of a sudden they act like they have always cared,
and there is nothing wrong with them,
and everything is okay you don't need to go away.

-Mila

I love looking at the stars with you,
wondering which one are you.
Looking at them as am looking at you,
telling each one that I love you.

-Mila