I often cry myself to sleep allowing my tears to saturate your presence,
Your soft, gentle assurance presses closely against my face,
Collecting my tears one by one, drip by drip, and moan by moan,
Sometimes my angry screams are stifled by your feathered casing,
Capturing those curses meant to reach bending ears,
I hug you ever so tightly, slowly suffocating my fears,
You never put up a fight, allowing my anxiety to melt into your body,
Calmness showers down on me, rocking me to sleep in your gentle arms,
I’m one with you, my dreams seep out through my cold sweat,
Whispering past secrets and future aspirations, that only you know,
Trust is your greatest possession, my words and thoughts are your prisoners,
Your familiar nature seeks no betrayal with me,
And there is nothing more reassuring than you,
my greatest sanctuary

Many nights I've longed for you, desperate tears saturating my pillow,
"Where have you gone?!" I'd cry out, as my heartbeat drummed in my ears,
My broken words falling on deaf ears, overshadowed by the silence succumbing to the darkness,
My cries were gentle, yet sharp, as haunting shadows cast over me foreshadowing lonely nights to come,
If only I could touch your elegant frame, kiss your lovely presence, and bask in your fragrance of eternity,
That beautiful thought crossed my mind many nights, agony ripping through my bleeding heart,
Was it too much to hope for one night with you? Your beautiful, gentle presence possessing my aching heart,
The mere idea of you erasing my sorrows, burning away my doubts of your very existence gave me chills,
But yet, as much as I yearned for you, your presence remained unknown, hidden behind walls of doubt, distrust, and pain,
One day we shall meet, as long as my soul exist in my body, I will wait for you. Wherever you are, I hope you are longing for me, as I am longing for you.

Laying on the table with tear-stained eyes,
My heart beating rapidly, mind full of why's,
I never meant to hurt you, that's what I want to say,
No matter how much I loved you, I knew you couldn't stay,
The choices I have made, led me to this moment,
No one's fault but mine, so this decision I will own it,
Counting back the days, I first knew of your existence,
Fear clouded my mind, this decision I couldn't resist it,
The last moments of your life, now snatched away,
Tears rolling down my eyes, no words are left to say,
In to thin air you vanish, a vapor yet a life,
My mind full of regret, heart beating with strife,
Now the deed is done, hands of time can't be reversed,
Empty womb full of sorrow, crying lips slightly pursed,
I hope to see you one day, so I can let you know,
If I had enough courage, I would have never let you go!

Let love kiss you oh so gently on your bitter lips,
And let it spark a fire that will reach your fingertips.
Let love take possession of your oh so bitter heart,
And leave it's footprints as a path to find when we're apart.

A touch from your finger on the nape of my neck
Sends a spark throughout my body,
My soul lights up in desire, as you whisper sweet melodies in my ear,
My body melts like wax upon the couch in a puddle of lust, fire burns through my heart,
Your hands are hot, smooth to my perspiring body, your love pours all over me,
I faint as our bodies twirl in ecstasy, this is our moment, and nothing can make me go higher,
As I am intertwined with love, fire and desire

Your lovely presence has gone away,
Even though I reminisce,
Starting new days all over again,
Thoughts about you being missed,
Each day is different from you, I
Really can’t compare,
Dreaming of your beautiful essence,
And with the ones I got to share,
Yet, you went away forever never to return again
So farewell to yesterday my dear, beloved friend

Life is but a glimpse,
Of a moment placed in time,
The clock is ticking.