My life is a complete mess,
Born in a joint family ,
And now seeing it break,
What can be more worse than this,

People ask me why do I always laugh,
But its bcoz they never see me cry,
Sooo... let me tell you every night I cry,
My life is a complete mess.

Nowadays more than happiness and relations,
People give priority to money...
My life is a complete mess.

Hate,anger,frustration
How does one survive?
Confusion, distraught, depression,
Why even be alive.
      ~sabikun nahar

I woke in the morning,
Surrounded with my family,
Everyone together.

Mom and aunties gossiping,
Dad and uncle watching match,
We cousins playing,
Granddad and grandma sitting in the balcony,
Everyone together.

Wake up ,wake up mom screamed,
Ah.... it was just a dream,
I wish it be true,
I really miss those days when we were all together,
Everyone together.

I miss those days when mom would scold and I could go and complain grandma,
Those fridays exact 9 in the morning granddad would wake all the children's of the house and then make breakfast for us.. after that grandma's shouting bcoz granddad could mess the kitchen...
Everyone together....

Those days when I could really smile..
I'm just tired of this fake smiling always...
Will I get those days back?
             OR
It will be just a dream.....??
      ~sabikun nahar