To give love
Is too receive pain
So I look above
And feel rain
With clouds that gloom
I think I’m doomed
But I am one
Who isn’t fooled
For better days
Are soon to come

The presence of man is only temporary
As we are limited with our physical form
But our limits of our subconscious mind is
Beyond the comprehension of those who
Seek that what is not materialized
Seeking the true identity of our purpose
Enhanced with influences that only few
Dare take to seek that purpose for our own Personal experience to comprehend that
Purpose and to influence others to willingly
Follow and find their own purpose of this
simulation we call Life.

I take a look around me now, as I speak
And I imagine a disinterested crowd
Talking aloud
And I think of what I want most
And the crowd disappears
And a fixated gaze envelopes my wondering mind
And then she recruits and takes me to this place
I've been there before and that's where I saw her face

Alone again with my thoughts at hand
Ready to be heard
But with no one that comprehends
My soul dyed with color of my thoughts
Am I not worth while?
I believe so
As these thoughts
Gives purpose & worth to my soul

Appreciation is everything too me
No gifts or words
Can make me feel
Overwhelmed with joy than
The actions of your appreciation
Towards me

The thought of it unreal
Didn’t think it was possible
Destined from the start
We didn’t know we’d grow apart
Endless days of you
Didn’t seem to end
We were happy
But never thought ahead

It was going well
Things seemed at ease
However, We were never pleased
Days were cut
By the distance between us
Our lives changed
As our choices were made
Full of love & never of hate
We grew apart as it was fate.