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Larry Berger Dec 2024
I sat up all night
by the pool of sleep
stirring the water
with my toes,
but didn’t slip in;
you floated easily
beside me,
a couple
singing harmonies
behind an open door,
inspiring the curiosity
of children.
Larry Berger Mar 20
I have been to the reef,
I saw the fish,
I have been to the bridge,
I saw the manta ray
flying, I have been in the field,
and seen the people dying,
I’ve seen the clever
outsmart the hurting,
and politicians reverting
to unspecified claims,
hurling blames,
I’ve seen miners emerge,
their faces black,
the looks on their faces,
slack, witnessed the surge
of the incoming wave,
held a brave man, beaten,
overcome with surrender,
I remember it all, and yet,
I hold out to you a promise
I cannot keep, but keep
on hoping, that somehow
someday, all this will cease
and there will be a pause,
the promise of peace.
Larry Berger Jan 18
(for erin and Kalliope)

I'm swimming alone in the river of time
Do rondy rondy rondy, do rondy rhyme,
Remember me as the one who swims here,
It's par, silly sage, nose buryin' time.

I must keep swimming to keep my nose even
With a point on the shore that I think must be mine,
I swim and I swim, and I never stop swimming,
Staying abreast of that arbitrary line.

When I swim over towards it, I start drifting back,
It never gets closer when I swim the oblique,
I turn back and swim harder against the strong current
No closer but even with the shoreline I seek.

I want to turn over and float on my back
And drift idly down, feet first in the stream
With my hands intertwined 'neath my head as I aimlessly
Seek circumstances that are more serene.

With my toes I could point and turn this way and that
Watching cloud pictures pass in the heavenly blue.
But wait! There is something I remember from stories
Of a waterfall somewhere. I think that it's true.

The waterfall stories are full of destruction,
Mangled bodies all broken on sharp rocks below,
So, I swim and I swim and I just keep on swimming,
There is nothing else. I have nowhere to go.

I pull at the water, do breaststroke and crawl and
Dog paddle when I'm tired. How I wish I could fly!
I seldom look over at the shore anymore,
It discourages me so much I just want to cry.

I used to swim as fast as I could
But then I would falter, lose all that I gained,
I now take it easy, I know my own limits,
I don't swim with my body, I swim with my brain!

A friend of mine used to swim with me and tell me
She loved me and wanted to always be there,
To challenge, encourage me, touch me and feel me
Splashing ahead with the burdens we'd bear.

But now she's veered off and she swims at a distance;
I can see her struggling like me, even more.
I'm trying to help but I know I can't reach her
Any more than I can reach that far away shore.

Look around! There are so many boats in the water,
I've been in a few but I've always leapt free
When with sad revelation I've found that their heading
Wasn't anywhere near to the port of "point me"

Ah, who's afraid of those waterfalls anyway,
Maybe, like rollercoasters, they're thrilling I'll bet.
We just fear them, avoid them and make up the stories
Because we have never been over one yet.

It's not easy to keep this stuff dry while I'm swimming,
I can't record anymore in the water, as such.
Would somebody please just hand me some goggles,
My eyes hurt from laughing and crying so much.
Larry Berger Dec 2024
I am at the side door;
I tried the latch,
but it is locked.
Around in front
others are coming
and going;
I can hear the commotion
of their greetings
and partings,
and I am thinking of
walking around
and participating;
but it is peaceful at
the side door,
and I know if I wait,
that eventually
you will come around
and let me in
and we will be
alone,
together.
Larry Berger Mar 24
“Foxgloves were never meant
to keep them warm,”
said Sharkboot,
from the investigative branch;
"It eats the far face
of the wind," said Bones,
tugging
at the curling slunt;
shackles groaned
as another pen fell
into the pile
which had grown
beside the ream.

"It'll be three
before we're over."
It was Jimmy Cascade
making what little grants
he could;
amounts mattered to him,
the rest of the team
had long stopped
counting.

"After's better'n before,"
said Sharkboot.
Jimmy didn't care.
Moons were a thing
of the past,
a lost shimmering
on a lake hardened
to crystal
by Thumbnose.

The slightest give
on the surface
would have seemed
like falling;
rigid, hard and
unforgiving
were colors now;
tones, too,
and the brindle
men no longer
remembered.

"To sway,"
had said the poet.
But the command
came swiftly, "To sway
will dearly destroy."
Rigid the command.
Sway was brought
before the law,
the poet
was put to sleep.

Deep below the ream,
too deep to wander,
the mistling miner
found traces
of Carlisle so brilliant
it turned all grief
to brood;
down there
below reminiscence
with no room
to turn
or return,
hope was reborn;
Carlisle was the only thing
that could save them.



Squeakdoor turned to Thumbnose.
"There is a lot
of intimation left,"
he chided.
"What you have done
will not last."
Scientifically, Carlisle
initiated the brindle
and left freedom for sway,
and Jimmy knew it,
but he had been constricted
with direction,
afraid to sway,
to float free, and now
he only grew deeper.





"You can't figure it,"
cried his teammates.
Beside the ream, squints
grew into grimace,
not gradually, but
suddenly, tearing
at the fabric of the brindle;
Jimmy was left to
ponder his dilemma
alone; the odds
were too great:
Carlisle had been forgotten.
Jimmy was afraid he
would be forgotten, too.



One after another
the miners
walked to the edge
of the ream
and tore small corners,
hurling them away.
Jimmy heard the rustling
above him; before
the confetti would have
fallen like makeshift snow,
caught with the
hand, but now
corners disappeared
around thoughts
and words
were in jeopardy.

Jimmy felt helpless.
Choices grew fewer
and fewer, until
there was only the
words below him
in the Carlisle
which he placed above,
one at a time,
the next appearing then,
lower, matchless,
it might have felt
like falling,
but he had never fallen, and
everything was
rigid and fixed
and the displacement
was slow.


Offered the perspective
of time, Jimmy
would have seen the dip,
the softness, the shimmering:
the movement like dancing
or waves, his brave act
of placing Carlisle
above him,
between himself
and an insensitive world,
one small beam
at a time,
worthwhile.



Thumbnose begat crystal,
and crystal begat the hardness,
the hardness determined,
erective, budgless;
but Squeakdoor
intimated sway,
and slowly
dip broke into the
rigid, and straight
sagged, and ripple
was born.
Ripple begat shimmer
and shimmer reminded
men of the Carlisle;
but boundaries
were never given
to Carlisle,
for in the land
of the Slunt,
Carlisle is not discernible.
Larry Berger Mar 4
You may ask yourself, ‘why is there carpet in the bathroom,’ but it will only be a detail in the description of where you are. The bigger question is why? Did you come here for solace and not find it? Were you anticipating a differentiation from your drab routine? Well, you got that, but there are things you weren’t counting on, aren’t there?
Larry Berger Mar 4
there are things you were counting on,
out there, weren't there,
things you thought that you knew,
things that were not there,
are not there, never were there,
things that just would not do,
so you turn up the volume,
invent you some things,
things that you'd like to be true
and you conjure, and pause,
and give cause to the clause
that says anything goes; it is true
Larry Berger Mar 24
I want to share
my favorite poem,
but I cannot find it,
I have forgotten its name
and I am hoping
that saying all this
will bring it back
to me, but I am having
a preview of dementia,
and it is making me laugh
Larry Berger Dec 2024
if I wanted you to see
what I saw, wouldn't it
be better to just point,
rather than conjure a
bunch of flowery language
gibberish that leaves you
wondering who the hell I am
Larry Berger Mar 23
my mind, my mind
is afire with artful
creations of words
and my heart is aflutter
with the anticipation
of usefullness,
the idea of mutual perception,
the hope of any modicum
of reminiscence,
the wish of forgiveness,
the happy distrust of memory
Larry Berger Jan 12
I think of you every day,
  and my thoughts fail
    because you are
    so far away;

my thoughts are not words
  that tell you I miss you;
    they are not pictures
    that conjure your beauty;

there is no color, no line
  no meter, or rhyme
    no past and no future
    no increment of time;

my thoughts are feelings:
  needs, pure wanting
    sometimes,
    expressions of longing

that words would fail at,
  and pictures distract from;
    only touches
    would do them justice;

I think of you every day,
  and my thoughts fail
    because you are
    so far away.
Larry Berger Dec 2024
These books of mine,
their titles bold,
which lie in wait
upon the shelves
just to be read
and never sold,
wait patiently
as I regard
their spine,
but never have
the urge to bring
them to my bed,
my eros dwindled
after years of
grand disapproval,
from them and others;
if they could speak
with pages unturned
they’d be a chorus
of reproving languor;
“you’ve done nothing
for us. Why don’t you
throw us on the burn pile?
you smile and spurn
our words and all the while
work at your poetry,
as if you have
at your command
the ages, but
cannot see the simple
things at hand;
you’ll never learn!”
So I, with dampened eyes
turn aside nocturnal
nonsense, and take one
down, and dust it off
and open up its pages
and realize its words
are eternally young,
while I’ve grown old
and spun my lifelong
web of lies, and missed
my opportunity,
languishing
in my impunity.
Larry Berger Dec 2024
We’ve all felt it,
been thwarted by the
thwarting forces of Thwart,
left to wonder
what we’ve done,
what was our part, well
come inside and ponder
until the forces depart.
You would think it simple
to just get up and go,
do the things that
you want to, but
oh, no, oh no,
the first tool rule is
always applied, that
the first thing you need
has found somewhere to hide;
you hunt and you search,
it’s nowhere to be found,
and you thought your organizing
skills were so sound; here
have some tea, sit for awhile
and talk to me. It’s the gremlins
I say, they are always trying
to mess up my day. Oh, you don’t
believe in fairies and such,
then, what do you think
has been hindering so much?
Larry Berger Dec 2024
Honestly, I have no
feeling about now
just now, because
I am hiding, I am
not really here,
and time is behind me;
I can be here, silent
forever; but time
likes to creep up,
and when it does,
I kick it back
with my left foot,
and when I'm standing
that takes some practice;
divided right down
the ******* middle
is my mind,
and my balance
eventually always lands
on the gravity
Larry Berger Mar 24
I hope this isn't too brazen,

Wanted: girl, not so lame that she can't keep up, attitude above the clouds, willingness preferred -- destination: shared,
Larry Berger Jan 15
I have met so many
beautiful devils,
one tried to stab me,
one tried to shoot me,
on stole my heart, and
when I wanted it back,
she took my car; ******
Larry Berger Dec 2024
a triscuit, a triscuit
a green and yellow biscuit
I went to town
to see my shrink
and on the way
I lost it.
Larry Berger Dec 2024
I saw him there alone at his task
upon his pedestal.
It was large enough
for him to turn
in short little steps
and still keep his balance
but no more than that,
as he turned and he turned,
and always kept turning.


Just a hand
on the pedestal
would have been trampled
by his continual turning,
in short little steps
around and around,
alone at his task
as he turned and he turned,
and he turned, always turning.


His clothing a veil
that couldn't conceal
the glow on his face.
And the strength
so apparent
in the task he performed
as he turned and he turned
and he turned and he turned,
and he turned and he turned,
always turning.


With his strong arms
bent slightly,  
he held a rope firmly
in sinewy hands
with thick fingers gripping,
he turned and he pulled,
and he turned and he pulled,
and he turned and he pulled,
always turning.






A strong muscled back
and large and sure legs
bent and locked at the knees;
he leaned back with the load
his arms stretched taut,
he turned and he pulled,
and he turned and he pulled,
he turned and he pulled,
always turning.


And as the rope
came by where I stood
I saw why he turned,
for licking around him
was a lake of fire burning
that lit up his face
as he turned and he pulled,
and he turned and he pulled,
he turned and he pulled
always turning.


At the end of the rope
was a large basket full,
of children all weeping
with nowhere to go,
too heavy to pull in
with arms stretched taut
as he turned and he turned,
and he pulled and he pulled,
and he turned and he pulled,
always turning.


They looked at the fire,
then earnestly to him
with eyes full of fear
as he held them perpetually,
above the flames;
In the glow of his face
I now recognized him
as he turned and kept turning
and turned,
always turning.





It was the father
who held them
and called them and told them
and pulled them and told them
that he couldn't pull them in,
there just wasn't room
on the pedestal for them,
but he would keep turning
and turning and turning,
and never stop turning,
no, never stop turning.




And he sang them a song
as they turned
and they turned;
he sang, "little children,
go around and around
and around and around
and around and around
and never stop turning."
Larry Berger Dec 2024
fie upon you
my subjects,
you have no idea
what I have done
for you, to bring you
to the brink of wonder.
you are all conclusionless,
while I only, reign in
alcoholic confusion
helpless while spouting
these illusions
Larry Berger Mar 4
It really does feel good
to get all that dam-
ned laundry folded,
here is satisfaction;
nice, clean, almost fluffy
piles of things to wear.
Into the Mystic in the background by Van;
Larry Berger Jan 18
I believe that a haiku
is not just seventeen syllables
written in three lines, but
a poem, with three lines
that present distinct ideas
tied together, and brought together
by the poet artist,
who can constrain him or herself
and preferably there would be
one idea on the first line, 5,
enhanced on the second, 7,
and then both tied together
in the third, 5, totaling 17
so,
let us try harder
make sure that we are writing
interesting stuff

(or whatever, I don't know)
https://www.writebetterpoems.com/articles/how-to-write-haiku
Larry Berger Dec 2024
I went looking
for my mother's grave;
it took me two weeks to find it,
and when I did, I was standing
on it; I actually looked around
to see if anyone else saw
what I had just done
Larry Berger Dec 2024
what the heck is wrong with me,
ain't I got no sense?
I've spent my time with
frivolity, and lacked for
recompense; I never counted
anything before, but now
I'm feeling spent, maybe
I should have
played the game
Larry Berger Jan 4
we don’t waste nuthin’
around these parts,
we boil down the bones
and make slaw of the stalks,
we compost the peels,
and crush up the cans,
eat all the leftovers,
chew roots for our hearts;
we do the same with
memories around here,
we forget all the sad times
and concentrate on cheer,
chew bark when we’re aching
and for sadness drink beer,
you may do as you like,
but be sure, if your wasteful,
better not come around here.
in my kitchen I have a magic concoction
Larry Berger Feb 6
I got my new hearing aids
today. What? You didn't know
that I was just nodding
to be nice, but I really didn't hear
anything you said. Everything
will be different now. You won't
get away with all that **** anymore!
What?
Larry Berger Dec 2024
is my dislike for the exceptional
regional or conventional,
am I paranoid or schizophrenic,
am I a raging peripatetic
or a reasonably ignorant human,
these questions all remain
as I wipe my hands off
and digress from communication
and work my way back
down into my wormhole
until the holidays are over
Larry Berger Dec 2024
I keep Hello Poetry
at the bottom of my page
so that when I need to
descend into language
I stop gesticulating
in such awkward
maneuvers, and
start to think
Larry Berger Dec 2024
Alexander the Great
had a wart on his ****,
it bothered him
so much he cried;
he was stuck with the thing,
it wouldn’t go away,
no matter how hard
he tried; he tried doctors,
magicians, incantations
and chants, formulas
to help him in bed,
but it wouldn’t go away,
he was stuck with the thing,
so he conquered the world instead.
Larry Berger Dec 2024
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Larry Berger Dec 2024
The whippoorwills
are a portent of dawn;
long before sun’s rising
they awaken the
alert ones who
welcome the light,
encourage the morning
with its singing birds
and countless bugs,
enthusiastic for life;
whirlpoolS spin endlessly,
grabbing whatever they can
and swirling it
down into darkness;
whippoorwills are for
the listening ones;
the hum of the freeway
and the buzz of mowers
and trimmers
and blowers and
planes and gulls
is for the others
who swat at ambience,
caught in life’s vortex.

Still ones,
listening ones,
stop the wheel!
Everyone grab a spoke.
Let’s turn the spiral
in the other
direction, let it come
from the center out.
why
Larry Berger Dec 2024
why
long lost lovers
of humanity, why
do you persist, it
has to be painful
Larry Berger Feb 12
trudging through the snow
I find a place where I can
see the moon, how it relates
to this cold, and alternately
bleak and beautiful landscape
I don’t remember you, I don’t
even know your name anymore,
why should I?
Larry Berger Dec 2024
with them I used to see,
now mere images come
to me, in abstract sometimes,
more substantial when I
am staring you right in the face
here I can only suppose
Larry Berger Dec 2024
methinks, the would-be poets
have all lost their sense of humor
and are engaged in a tragic struggle
to retain their personal identity,
to keep from falling off some edge,
to decry a most miserable love affair,
to keen coyote-like at a disappearing moon,
to obtain sympathies only available
from other well-meaning sycophants,
and have also lost a certain dignity
that goes with the creative urge, the
willingness to throw off convention, to
explore, to invent situations unreal,
where they are the victors, the
heroes and heroines of a dying literature,
and to laugh out loud at all the circumstances
that have brought them to expose themselves
in such an unseemly manner
I raise a New Year's glass to you all
may you find peace, dignity, purpose
and regard in the coming year, and
overcome the forces of doom

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