They are telling me to fight
Just to hold on
My my dreams aren't reality
I just want to be done
They say hope for the best
In a world where if you aren't the best
You must continue to live under the rest
I want to be gone
I am all alone
No one will accept me
Needing
               To
                   Say
                         Goodbye
                                         Before
                                                    I
                                                      Slip
                                                             Up
                                                                  In
                                                                      A
                                                                         Slip knot

Slipping, fading
Drowning into me
Can't swim to the surface
Cutting releases it
But only temporarily
Living ten minutes at a time
For the rest of eternity
Might be longer tomorrow
Feeling so worthless
Feeling so hopeless
Need someone
Anyone to just trust
But I can't
My worth disappeared
And tonight as do I