Here I am with my pillow Caressed
With thoughts of my bleeding heart
Hot tears rolling just like an endless sea
Through hills and valleys
Locked up in a prison of pain
I am imprisoned by my own tumultuous thoughts of anxiety and contrition
Bound by chains of pains
Every time i try to move, i realize my arms and legs have been tied down
My soul is in *******
Like a wound with bandage
No one can hear my voice
Even with a vice
I'm broken like a criminal sentenced to life imprisonment
The smile I wear during the day is empty
Coz it's just to show
None thought of what happens in my corner
The emptiness I feel all night and more of being broken.
I wander in the night..in the wilderness of unknown
Hearing different sounds of creatures
Seeing the trees standing tall
Hearing unknown footsteps
Then I become to shiver
Shivering at the sounds my ear hear
Lost and confused
I feel like I'm choking.
A lot of things I can't say
Now I can't find my way.
Feeling the doors of heaven are closed and the God of creation has turned His back
Then I wonder
Why?...why do I feel so much pain
And whenever I'm asked I don't know what to say
Hey! Just wipe my tears
Take me by the hand
Lead me to garden of peace
Take me to the depth of the ocean
Get the key and release me from this *******

Yeah... Get the keys


© Idara2019
08/05/19