You say that you’re alone
Yet I’m over here screaming that you aren’t
You say that I’ve left you.
Yet I’ve been through thick and thin with you.
You say that I’ve done something wrong.
Yet all I do is try and explain myself.
Every. Single. One. Of your bumps in the road, i have tried to help with.
And what do I get in return?
Lies and games.
That all lead to me apologizing at the end.
Why have I done this to myself?
Because at the beginning
You were worth it.
I just haven’t realized that you aren’t anymore.
I had given you my heart and my mind
And all you did was destroy them.

Can you look at me like you did before?
Before the fighting.
Before the kissing.
Before the heartaches
With love and warmth.
And with eyes that I got lost in.
Can you make me want you like I did before?
How I wanted to just melt into you with every hug and kiss.
Can you make our kisses less desperate and filled with sorrow?
Can you wash away my sadness?
Instead of causing it this time.
Can you make me smile and laugh until my stomach starts to hurt?
Can you be the person I fell in love with at the beginning?
Can you?
Please?

“Leave me alone”
She says, with tears streaming down her face.
What she really means is that she wants you  
To understand her feelings.
To understand her heart.
To understand her.
But both of you know that you can’t do that so she just says
“Leave me alone”

I know you aren't sorry.
But I forgive you.

They all said “what a dingus”
But the only thing I thought was
“But he was my dingus”