I want to travel to your heart 
And leave footprints in your brain.
I know it's sounds quite bizarre 
But without you I'm going insane.

I want to look into your eyes
And see everything they've seen
Cause you've been everywhere in your life
And mine is boring and clean.

I want to wake up every morning 
To your arms around my waist 
Just listen to your snoring 
While I am feeling dazed.

I have always been confused
About everything in my life 
But when I met you by chance that day 
I wanted to take the dive. 

You voice is safe and feels 
Like music to my soul
Your body is home and when you smile
I feel like I'm finally in control.

First you take a dash of pain
And put in a little trauma
Then you take a huge weight gain
And the disappointment from your mama

Then a pound self-loathing
And two pounds of hate
Pour in some sheep's clothing
And the loss of your faith

Mix it all together
And bake it for a year
Then you'll see that forever
You will wish death was near

When we first met, he was caring and sweet.
I thought he was the best, a woman could ever meet.

The first years were great, and I feelt so loved.
But his love turned to hate, and my mind wandred of.

I blamed myself for it all, but he blamed me more.
And in the nights he would prowl, with the weapons he bore.

He tore me apart, and he branded my skin.
But when he broke my heart, my hatred would set in.

I hated him so much, but he hated me more.
And the thought of his touch, made my brain feel sore.

The really bad touching, felt so normal so fast.
So in my mind i was clutching, onto things from the past.

He made a big mistake, by never hidding his gun.
He thought I'd easilly break, and then he would've won.

But one can only live years, before comming to a point.
Where you ignore all your fears, and just get the job done.

So I picked up his knife, the rusty one from the sheed.
And I ended his life, and laughed while he bleed.

And when it was over, and I was satisfied,
I picked up his revolver, and ended my own life.

I can't do this anymore
My eyes are bleeding and my heart is sore.
I've been dying for so long
And when I change, it turns out wrong.

Strangle me with satin sheets.
And rip out my lungs,
Make me incomplete.

I see your perfect imperfection
As you get lost in your own reflection.

You only have space for you
No place in your heart for two....