I loved you and in return
You gave me pain
And still do and will continue to
do so
I gave you this power over me
I silently endured the pain
Using it for my writings
Because for people in this world
pain is better than contentment.
I used this pain as my inspiration
Went through hell alone
But this had to end one day.
As all the things created will perish
one day.
I am the only one who has control over me,
I am going to be my own inspiration
Because darling I am not a cigarette,
which you can just puff and throw.
I am the creator who can melt
your glow.