Moving on isn't easy an thought, but you made it look easy before it had even ended. She stayed up all night thinking you would realise the mistake you made and rescue her from her own misery. But you were never coming back.

She didn't ask for much just the love and affection from you. She wanted to be living with your presence around her. She didn't care what others thought about your connection. She would have gave you everything. But you wanted somebody new. Another living person in your open arms meant for her. She still had hope that you would stay and love her like she loved you. But you were blinded not by love but by wanting something you didn't have. Now as time passes by you miss that old love. You miss the whole hearted love she gave you, but she is now gone. And you can never have her back.

"I wish you could see me and notice that I can do good" she says starring at a figure from the distance. " that I am good enough" as she starts moving closer to this familiar figure, she looks deep in its continuous eyes, she says " if you can't be here, neither can I" a tear rolls down her soft cheek with a faint smile as she was looking into a mirror at her own sad reflection.

Grief can be a difficult time in everybody's lives.
Losing a loved one can do all sorts of things to a person's mind.
But what if the person you lose is yourself.
How do you cope?
Do you remain as a simple shadow of the old you?
Or do you start new?