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113 · Nov 2021
frightened by thought!
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2021
They both saw what they wanted
And their minds agreed to the sight
But by those thoughts, they were daily haunted
And weren’t sure to call it 'delight'
The fire was kindled, so was the hope
And the racing of their hearts could not stop
They were afraid of the outcome
The ‘if’, the ‘how’, the ‘what had to be undone’
They battled twixt themselves but to no avail
And in the end, a pure friendship was to prevail.
113 · Aug 2021
Ripples of love
Emmanuel S Aporu Aug 2021
It dropped like a mass into the ocean
Giving off waves that danced in synchronous motion
It then spread out cancer-like to touch every water
Imbuing every particle with an eternal sparkle
It was uplifting - made the whole place brighter
It was her love; so deep and yet subtle
112 · Mar 2024
Steve Bantu Biko
Emmanuel S Aporu Mar 2024
You were the Phoenix of that great nation
You died that it may rise
The idea of freedom was your creation
And thus it lives e'en after your demise!
In memoriam!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2023
Our fears have turned into our dreams,
And our actions do naught but enfeeble.
Our blood - thick and red - now flows in our streams,
And we are guilty of ******, for our own hopes we stifle.
109 · May 2023
You and me!
Emmanuel S Aporu May 2023
None can understand my pain like you do
None can understand the things I deeply rue
I wish we'd love and forever stick like glue
For, "behold, you make all things new!"
107 · Dec 2021
Frozen
Emmanuel S Aporu Dec 2021
The chills have engulfed me,
For I watched the flames die.
It is awful what I see,
And the sight has made me cry!
107 · Oct 2024
lights in this mind!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
The image of your smile has been forever imprinted in my heart
And every moment lived with you comes readily to my mind
Your departure leaves me wondering where I'll start
For it's clear that no other man like you will I ever find!
105 · Feb 2024
heart on leash!
Emmanuel S Aporu Feb 2024
Her heart drowned in the river of her tears
Her bones were broken by the weight of her fears
Forlorn she is by all her peers
And her fate is the type that's dreaded by seers
104 · Mar 2024
the last demise
Emmanuel S Aporu Mar 2024
The echoes of the funeral song was a constant pain in his ears
The last reminder of the wealth of his fears
And even as his remains lay in state
Nothing would his sorrows calmly abate
101 · Dec 2020
Towards Immortality
Emmanuel S Aporu Dec 2020
. . . but am I mad or lost in a dream
Is ecstasy the feeling or does it only seem
Is this a thing that mortals do
Do they love and stick like glue
Is everyday but a symphony
Do we cry thinking of looming agony
Can we depart and yet stay,
forever in those hearts that love us as they say
Where together can we go
And of the end, how clearly can we know
Are we immersed in a passing frenzy
Or are we simply trying to be friendly
Let us thence vow ne'er to let go
And no more pains to mortal hearts bestow!
In honor of a friendship that I never had, and that left me wondering if another as this I will ever find!
Emmanuel S Aporu Dec 2020
Let my heart be glad
For no friendship as this have I had
Let these memories ne'er fade
And no farewells ever be bade
Let me take thy palm in honor
Of a thing most sublime and dear
Where shall that exchange be made
If not in a hearth where love was bred?
What shall my mind conceive
If not this symbol that I receive?
Alas! I have known it all in its verity
And shed tears at such brevity
Only the hope of heaven can console
Eternal love there'll be for us all
In honor of a friendship that I never had and that left me wondering if another as this I will find!
100 · Jan 2024
Goodbye!
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
Goodbye
Goodbye, I say again
Tell me when (if) you'll come back
And the rain? tell me of that rain
Is it the reason you smile
or rather do you hide some guile
Do you still smoke in the cold
Do you even think of me as you told
Will you take my heart, too
And sell it for a penny or two!
Will you love as lovers do
or will you say we ain't meant to
I'm freezing and you are the ice
Keep me frozen, how sweet and nice!
100 · Jan 2024
reign!
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
Those men were filled with marvel
When from the East, they didst travel
All routes led to one place
Just to see one face
And when it was dawn
They saw Jesus, the king newly born!

When I recall his agony
In the garden by Petr's company
For the sake of my sin
He took up the cross
He cared for me to win
And dared his life's loss
As this sorrowful song I sing
I think of Jesus, the suffering king

Alas! It is written in the books
About the trumpets, sickles, and hooks
The day the Lord will return
Titled as the son of Man
And when it says, 'judgment I will bring'
I think of Jesus, the judging king

Now I stand here alone
All my friends are gone
I'm lost for comfort
And all good feelings depart
But it's like the return of spring
When I remember Jesus, the loving king.
99 · Mar 2024
a time to die!
Emmanuel S Aporu Mar 2024
dark nights have totally surrounded us
and deeper wounds we constantly nurse
daily living is now more than a burden
for our shoulders are unnecessarily ladden
98 · Mar 2024
the weeping rehearsal
Emmanuel S Aporu Mar 2024
Every night was, but a weeping rehearsal
A preparation for the wailing of doomsday
The deepest tears heard the call of his soul
And every stream flowed as if only to obey
95 · Jan 2024
Fwain!
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
To Fwain, we are coming
Before tomorrow's dawning
By road or by train
Whether in sunshine or rain.

To you Fwain our love
We come with all this joy
We give you all we have
She and her little boy.

So Fwain when we are gone
Deign to invite us again
And then we'll tell you like you've never known
How much we love Fwain
95 · Oct 2024
when mummy cried!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
A woman unable to grieve her love
Her tears form an endless stream
They say, 'It's orders from above.'
'And Oh, how deeply we loved him.'

A son unable to see his mother
Lost he is in unfathomable thought
Strength for every new day he must gather
A divine light - this he has already sought.

A daughter unable to be consoled
Endless tears daily she weeps
Her emotions heretofore ne'er controlled
And deep inside, all the pain she keeps!
94 · Jan 2020
Mauve
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2020
The picture, melancholy
The paint, my miseries
No song, no symphony
A hymn but sad stories

New day, new funeral
No fireworks at noon
We weep before arrival
The tear - my boon

A halo of grey
Moon, no rain
Sorrows but nay
My heart they stain
93 · Mar 2024
presage of death
Emmanuel S Aporu Mar 2024
I wander when I sleep
And because this world of mine is so deep
I dream of strange things when I sleep
Numerous cliffs where slopes are so steep
92 · Nov 2024
thou didst engender me!
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2024
A gentle spirit: my man
Your boy: I saw the sun
Into your hands I'd run
You and I: one!

The laughter: the fun
The things you made me learn
Love: never to be undone
Man: proud to be your son!
90 · Jan 2024
Untitled
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
When you feel betrayed
By life's every moment
When the dominant emotion is hatred
And all appointments are marked with torment
When smiles never come your way
And you suffer a heart's cancer
When your life starts to decay
Love is the answer!
87 · Sep 2024
Oz in white!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2024
A simple life we lived till that day
We'd walk, smile, and 'be' as we would
Those barriers were broken by a mysterious fray
Our life's now out there e'en though we daily nurse the wound!
86 · Aug 2024
tragedy in Oz!
Emmanuel S Aporu Aug 2024
A home was built, tended, but is now forsaken.
A man was born, loved, but was swiftly taken.
Our hearts were calm, bruised, but are now broken.
Our hopes were frail, lost, but the eternal word was spoken!
85 · Jan 2024
David
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
If I could make your name short,
And possibly call you Dave.
If I could rest you in a cot,
And watch you grow into a cove.
Then you'd be as peaceful as a dove
Then you'd live to see many years
God would fill you with his love
And always wipe away your tears
So, may the Lord make you wise and clever
May He bless you forever
85 · Jul 2024
dark tongues
Emmanuel S Aporu Jul 2024
The poison in their lips made them run mad
Then one by one, they all dropped to the ground
Their brains like slime oozed out of their heads
But their sorrow was better than the words they'd said!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
When I held your hand as a young boy
When we trod about with so much joy
When I looked outta the window in your car
When we both looked at a shinning star

When we spoke on the phone from afar
When I sent you a song on WhatsApp
When we laughed and joked thereafter
When you found out I could rap

When you left us without warning
When we couldn't stop mourning
When we imagined you'd suddenly appear
When we really wanted you near!
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2024
Those gentle evenings when the cool breeze embraced us
When jokes, dreams, and old stories were told en masse
When our laughter penetrated the darkness of night
When every moment was nothing but delight!

To sitting alone and wondering where you are
To the coldness of my blood despite my heart's fever
To your seat empty, and yet you ruled with might
To a dark sky: where the stars no longer come out at night!
81 · Feb 2024
Wola Sonke
Emmanuel S Aporu Feb 2024
the desert sands must first grow cold
all the tales of ancient man must be told
the sun's rays must return to their source
and tears from all men's eyes must course
80 · Jan 2024
Untitled
Emmanuel S Aporu Jan 2024
Lost between dusk and dawn
Torn amidst smiles and frowns,
Sadness clothed in happiness' gown
Is how I am with tears down!

You can see it in my eyes
All my hope is lost
I need a glimpse of paradise
Even if it be a ghost!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
Every letter I write stems from the depths of my heart
Your love infected me; so did your art
In life, no better friend have I had
But what's more, you were both friend and father, Dad!
77 · Oct 2024
Without a last embrace!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
You left without a last embrace
Before I could see a last smile on your face
My heart bleeds; my eyes tear
Every moment, I long for you to be near.
73 · Oct 2024
one last smile!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
The image of your smile will forever grace my mind
For no other love as yours will I ever find
In my heart, you'll always have first place
And in heaven, my greatest joy will be to see your face!
70 · Sep 2024
painful days in Oz!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2024
Before such pain, we are numb
Every single imagination leaves us dumb
We are shorn of emotion even if we try
For the tears dry before we begin to cry
69 · Oct 2024
A cry to a beloved!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
Your smooth hands nursed me
Your kind heart loved me
Your strong arms guarded me
Your bright mind thought of me

My heart deeply longs for you
My mind can't stop thinking of you
My eyes are dying to behold you
My arms can't wait to embrace you

You were taken away so swiftly
No last words, no last embrace
Why was the end wrought hastily?
Why didn't I atleast see your face?
68 · Sep 2024
Heaven until!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2024
This heart is restless till it rests in you
Till the day you make all things new
Till I see you face in divine light
Till I hold Dad so tight!

You seat at the right of the Father
I want your love and no other
Lead me kindly, supply thy grace
Till I join you in that heavenly place.
68 · Sep 2024
Cry beloved heart!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2024
Dark and dull is her every day,
For fear and disorder crown her daily fray.
She dreads the approach of every night,
When her closed eyes shut out all the light.
In her mind, the horrific scenes are replayed,
And the memories of that night leave her utterly dismayed.

An excess of rage penetrates her every part,
And the agony in her soul is as deep as the wound in her heart.
The fury within her seeks a more becoming outlet,
But all art and nature's provisions are shy before the debt,
The green fields beckon her with a promise of hope.
But even these in their emptiness tempt her to stop.

The anguish of her soul has not yet found an external manifestation
For every vapour in her eyes swears to forego its condensation
The heaviness in her chest is more than the weight of many a lost love
And her pain is like that of a heart cut in to half.

Where shall this broken heart go, to whom shall it weep?
Who shall all these sorrows treasure and keep?
Only cry beloved heart, cry till every loved one hears
Cry beloved heart: even though you cry without tears!
This is the improved Maria version.
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2024
Each man took the road that led to his home
Each man carried the things he called his own
Her heart broke when she recalled his name
But in her agony, none of her 'loved ones' came!
64 · Nov 2024
Where can I find you?
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2024
Where you at, Dad? Where you at?
All I have is a tear in my eye
And a deep hole in my heart
I miss you. I can't wait to die.

Disfigured, consumed, denied
In which man can I this pain confide?
Your legacy is my pride
You were mighty when you died!
60 · Oct 2024
it's only pictures left!
Emmanuel S Aporu Oct 2024
Every picture deeply reminds me of you
My love for you has become as fresh as dew
Your demise gave my life an empty hue
But I long for the day He'll make all things new!
59 · Nov 2024
darling still!
Emmanuel S Aporu Nov 2024
The grass's overgrown where we used to meet
Dust-filled are those chairs on which we'd sit
No better voyage will ever be taken by my feet
Than when we meet again on a heavenly street!
Emmanuel S Aporu Sep 2024
Suffer me not, Lord, the loss of thee.
For on thy promise I firmly stand.
All men are sure to depart from me.
But in your heart, is my solace found!

— The End —