Gary burns

Gary burns Feb 2022

I can barely bring myself to listen to the music I love so much , the pain it brings , thoughts of distance things , open air scent memories, a crippling unease of wasted dreams

Another person in the soil no face no name to speak of
Just a heap of digging and planted no saving grace, the wilted flowers now all but gone ,
It's cold and wet now , the dark sky's turned grey to black , I lay beside them , on the fresh mound I mourn,

Gary burns Jan 2022

Struggling

when alcohol gave me a sence of belonging,
The warm glow, the ever present flow of indestructible self belief.
The promised land was the 10 o'clock tram to a place of self destruction.
No blame layed at her door although it was mostly open . I tred on open sores , head telling me more, knowing they've drawn my final curtain.
I promise once again to the voice inside my head, this poison can't be the solution

Gary burns Jan 2022

Aging

I remember being able to fly like a bird directly to the sun with no thought that it would burn me , being the dew on the lawn with no thought of evaporation, the grain of the corn with no fear of harvest, I've grown older now , no longer without fear , the fear I fear most now is daily in here ..

Gary burns Dec 2021

Untitled

Insanity profanity, anxiety unstable , mind unable , can't walk no time to talk, knee **** reaction to a basterdised can't work out fraction, a faint glimour of glamour , life brung to an abrupt end , Peter Sutcliffe, ball "pain" hammer

Gary burns Oct 2021

Pain

When your faced with no light at the end of the ongoing tunnel of emptiness and the air you breath feels like it's not worth even taking in anymore I understand, the darkness falls more than the slight glimpses of sun shine , I understand. Your business is finished on this mortal coil . Ifs and buts can never now be explained , we shall just have to be content with the beautiful memories to cherish x

Gary burns Sep 2021

The last stop

Rain rain , sun burns , wind , the train that might stop at the stop that stops me .
Fun in the heat
Drags , smoking cheap ***** like baccy was just fine , clouds over am nearly smiling again .
Bus to shitsville I don't care , the stops look mostly the same , the shops sell mostly  the same , I never got off the bus , i was going no where and probably back to my illness anyway.
Sunshine again , the humans got of and took in the the same middle town sights, I took more of myself prescriptions  , went to the  toilet on the coach, not  a lot happened  , a slight passing of *****
There now all back on now and the next stop is  definitely get off place , tall trees green grass  high bridges and another small cafe , with lost people just like me x

Gary burns Aug 2021

Escape

I just don't know what to do with myself, so I've taken to living in a shell.
The stench is putred
But it's my new crustaion, away from the nation and people who give me unease , I'll stay here alone in this new home, survive on the slime on the walls just fine, The previous resident left me