Wake up
Full of dred
Head to the sink
Which is then fed

Bile mostly
Tap runs
*****
Dispersed
Last nights
***


I
Reach
To my saviour
The
One i know
Best ,
My 9%
Godsend
I love him
The best


An hour passes
I start
Feeling
Ill
The cramps in my stomach
The fever is real

No money
To fix this
My head
Full of dred
The perfume
I bought her
Is drunk
With intent

I just took a ****
It had a stench
Of scarred
Liver.
I opened
Another
Turned
The
Mirror...

I
Slipped
And clawed
My
*****
Is
Brown.
My fecall
Matter
Matters
Not
Now...

The
Yellow
Of skin
Is
Oh
So
Clear.
Ive
Gone
To
Far
Now
My
Wish
Is
Here .

Its hard
Indulged
Abused
Used
Self
Pity
Broken
Dreams
Overdose
Addiction
Wars
****
Stained
Jeans
Razor
Blades
Open
Vain
What
Have
I become

I cut the cut again
The blood ,i bled
Noise in my head .
Gasping for air
My cutting chair
Iron scented liquid
Encroaching the floor
My life was mine
I ask for no more

Rebel into a life so free

Pic
Out
The
Bits
Of
Pleasantry.

Indulge
In
Nothing
Much
Its
All
Hypocrisy

Ive drunk from the bottom,  it made me undress,  ive drunk from the top and wore a nice dress, ive drunk with them all , and mostly the best , my name is gary and  slowly confess...
.
**

Its usually the same
Our dreams never came to much , but just enough.

Your dead end job its always killing you
You get up and dress
and let it take a bit more.
From you

I do go through the endless graft to make the coin again  the humdrum ruler takes most whats his slice  .

Go try life your dream even the one time you escaped.
Go breath it once dont be a afraid to fail

Got try that life .i no people  that just die