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May 2019 · 57
Butterflies and Galaxies
Paul May 2019
The first time we met was in public...
We didn't talk much,
We went inside and made coffee
You said you didn't drink coffee.

We went outside again and stood with your father
After drinking coffee we went back inside and cleaned the cups,
I asked you your number....you gave it to me

I called you and you invited me over
When i knocked on your door
You opened up standing in the door with a smile on your face
With that smile and your eyes sparkling...
         You let me in

You led me to the living room
Took my hand and said : " close your eyes"
I followed you as far as you led me the you tole me to open mu eyes

I saw a table set for two...
With a few lid candles on it
Whilst you went to get the food...
             I sat down

You come back with the food...
We started eating , I lift my head up...
I met you by the eye's
You smile again....
I said : " I love it when i can see galaxies in your eyes"
You blushed and looked away and said : " You give me butterflies only thinking of you".

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Feb 2019 · 49
Emptyness
Paul Feb 2019
You know that feeling you get when your at work or where ever

You feel like empty
You dont want to deal with anyone
Yeah that feeling you get that you are despite to get the hell away from everything and everyone

That feeling you get just to hide away for a while
Yeah that feeling you get not to face anyone or anything
The one that makes you feel worthless and not gfod enough
That feeling you get that you can't stand up and fight anymore

All of those mixed emotion feelings like your better of dead instead.
That day's you feel like **** do i really have the power to go on with all of this
That voice in your mind thats telling you
You better stay down and end it before i end it

Yes those depression and self worthless feelings that tells you that you will never be able to be good enough for any one

Those feelings that breaks you down and makes you feel like you have already give up without noticing it
That emptyness that makes you feel like breaking apart and never stand up again
Don't your try to go another day and try to make something happens

That voice in your head telling you that your better off alone and that you do not deserve being happy those bad feelings you get once or twice in an weak
Yeah those that make you feel like you must stand down and bereak down.
Jan 2019 · 80
To my Mother
Paul Jan 2019
Mother you are a great and strong person
You brought me into life
You gave me everything you can
You always understand when I talk to you about something I had on the heart
You where always there when I needed you

You are a strong woman you fight for us when you needed
I always took you for granted when you say something
I never saw what you have saw
I am only a child that never listened to you
I was not really their when you needed someone to talk to

You where always the one that helped where you could
Mother I just want to thank you for
That you my mother where always their
You where there when we needed someone to talk to
You where always the one who come up for me
You where the one who never stayed back when it come to your children

Mother I just want to thank you for being the one who truly loved us from the first day till the last

I love you mother
Jan 2019 · 149
I've become
Paul Jan 2019
I've become

I have become more powerful
Because of people like you
People that drains me down

You have made me become
Some one that no one ever knew
You have made me becom
A stronger person because of
All the painful and suffering you have put me through

Because of you I am
What I have become
A better and stronger man

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