Why is that they can never seem to stay? Why is it always something wrong with me? Why is the feelings that I feel always go wrong when they're supposed to be real? Why is love so hard for me? They leave they come and gone in a week. Is this normal tell me please because I just cant put my heart at ease.
You know catching feelings are easy. Me Loving someone it comes easy. They don't have to do much but see me. So Why can't it work out for me? You know I just cannot take it. The fake ****. The lies it's all breaking. They come and go every weekend so please tell me why won't someone come see about me. Come see about me.
Alan was my first love above it all. He had me there with him through it all. Knew if he ever needed anything I would be there but the love between us just kind of went bare.Fcked up and got pregnant and I wanted to keep it. Wanted to see the three of us just living in secret. You had other plans and they didn't include me. So why keep a baby if you didn't even love me?
You know catching feelings are easy. Me Loving someone it comes easy. They don't have to do much but see me. So Why can't it work out for me? You know I just cannot take it. The fake ****. The lies it's all breaking. They come and go every weekend so please tell me why won't someone come see about me. Come see about me.
Daylan was my next met him at a party. He called me cute and that's how it got started. We hooked up the first night and it was all great. Until he slowly started realizing I was a mistake. I started calling his phone He quit hitting me up. Had things to do...so I can shut up. Nowadays he just texts me because he just wants to fck. I know it's wrong and i know I shouldn't do it but there's something so comforting about another human.
Sean was my last and let me tell you girl. Fell head over heels I swear he was my world. Drove in his truck and he held my hand. Asked for nudes and i sent them even though I shouldn't have. I started to believe he was different because of the way that he acted. Made me feel like we could have some sort of attachment. The second we fcked is when it all went down because I can tell he just didn't want me around. Stopped answering texts don't reply to phone calls. I don't exist to you. Nope not at all.
Out of all the **** here I guess you could say I've learned three valuable lessons. 1- Don't force anyone to stay in you're life. If they wanna leave let them. It could possibly save your life. 2- Take time for yourself. Don't move on too quickly. Don't open your legs for someone that just calls you pretty. 3-Speak your mind and don't be a fool. Don't let them make excuses and let you be the fool. Whatever heartache is their you'll get through it eventually. Find someone who loves you and really fcking needs you. You'll get happiness eventually.