Im sorry for when you ignore me
Im sorry for not being good enough for you
Im sorry for when you block me

Im sorry for crying myself to sleep over you
Im sorry for when you dont make time for me
Im sorry for loving you too much

Im sorry for being the worst boyfriend around
Im sorry for hurting you
Im sorry that i love you a lil bit too much

Im sorry that i miss you
Im sorry that i care alot
Im sorry that you cant see through my fake smile

Im sorry that i blame God for all this pain that im feeling
Im sorry i cant see that i am losing you in the process of loving you....

I love you
And lastly
Im sorry for loving you.....

I Cheated got another
One that i thought was in my league
One that was less Beautiful than you
My mind and friends told me this was
The best way to protect my heart

In the process of protecting my heart
I forgot that it is yours that
I actually truly wanted to protect
Instead i Hurt it

I became waht i despise most
I decided to let go of you
For the sake of protecting your heart
But i was only fooling myself

For you are the only Woman whom
I can proudly say i love...

I took care of you.
I loved you, I kissed you.
I hugged you, i spent on you.
What happened to you?

Who are you? Is this you?
I hear scary things about you!
The things you do recently.. Thats not you!
What happened to you?

Remember, I know you!
What in the world changed you?
I guess another change would be best for you.
What happened to you?

It was always me and you!
You selfish now, its always you you you!
You've found someone else, good for you!
And i wish nothing but the best for you.

I once said "I love you"
And I still do, its just not clear for you!
But I'm also leaving you!
I'll search until I find a better you

What happened to you?
Whatever hurts and breaks you.
It's no longer on me but you.
Cause all the decisions were made by you!

no movement between us, stationary!
its congested... Is this temporary?
the road's being fixed ahead; theirs a stop & go?
but without your time, nothing will flow

Hits go, its green, everything's moving
noises confuses you...can't hear me talking?
focus, your driving is important!!
cause my heart is now your dependant

At roadsides theirs road signs
I hope you see them just fine
Cause I don't, I'm blind
So show me that you mine

Everyone has emotions
They help keep our hearts in motion
Bad emotions can lead to anxiety & depression
Letting your heart pump with confussion

Overshadow bad emotions with good emotions
To destroy depression with with a massive explosion
Fear, shame, hate, sadness can all be countered by happiness

I used to laugh cheerfully with you.....
Buh inside i slowly die....
Yet you who i talk to cant tell
Yet you do not ask
Yet you leave me be 
As i drown in sorrow
Seeking Help from you
The one i lay my hope in
The one i scream out to
The one i seek help from
And yet You dont seem
To notice this voice 
Coming from deep within me
Asking....Begging.....screaming
For you to help me...
But you do not notice it
And sometimes i wonder if 
I should just give up on this life....

And join those who have passed......

Before i go just wanna say
Im sorry that i love you
A lil bit too much
Im sorry that i miss you
Im sorry that i care alot
Im sorry that you couldn't see through my fake smile
Im sorry im the worst boyfriend around these parts
Im sorry that i cry to sleep
when i think about how much i care
Im sorry that i blame God for all this pain that im feeling
Im sorry i couldnt see that i was losing you in the process of loving you....
I love you
And lastly
Im sorry for loving you.....