Unlucky are those
Who died without the chance to
Succumb to the happiness you bring
They never fell deep..

I wonder why
We humans have the habit
Of playing hide and  seek
From our own guilt

The beautiful boy
Perfectly wrong for me
I watched lust
Quickly name itself love
Take a permanent seat in my heart
Movie dates.. Cheesy names
The beautiful boy
Perfectly wrong for me

Once passion holds you prisoner
You can't escape

Been awkwardly deep lately
Been crying lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?
Been hella insecure lately
Been trying to be better lately
Been trying so hard lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?
Been missing dad lately
Been wondering if I made him proud lately
Been over thinking lately
Been over thinking lately
Been over thinking lately
Been checking out my eyes lately
Why are they always red lately?

I've wasted my life:
Telling folk tales
Defeating blinding worries
Putting asunder the wars
My heart wages
with my mind
Calming the storms that rage
on in my soul
Staring at the blinking stars
They don't seem to shut their eyes
I think that's why they are so wise
They get to see past the unreal smiles
of a woman and the
"how are you fairing? "on a Friday night
I've wasted my life:
Talking about the future
Forsaken past
Listening to my heartbeat
Beat to the beat of the beating drums
Wondering why my lips won't make music
But my hands can make words
Why my waist won't twist and turn
Twist and turn
Lately I've been twisting and turning
Having the same **** nightmare. Call me delusional
I think I'm a professional
At faking a smile unintended
Letting go when I'm still holding on
Saying it's okay
Always having my way
around...... (sigh)
I've wasted my life!

My tears to the almighty
Are
         Only white
Not colourless
         Only heavy
Not salty
        They don't flow
They freeze
         They cannot be seen
Only heard
My tears to the almighty
Are
        The songs
My heart sings for purity
         The words
My pain writes for attention

I wish I could tell you
I wish I could put to words
I wish I could explain
The magnitude of the things
You make me feel

Twenty hours
On the backlog
Overtime
Just twenty hours
And you wont be ours
to hold but...
Just twenty hours
And your waves
Forever lost in my ocean
We'll never be voiceless
Just twenty hours
Till you won't smoke air
Just twenty hours
Till you won't smoke air
Just twenty hours
Till you won't smoke air
We'll never be voiceless
We'll never recover
You are a mind travelled
You are your eyes shut
Forever lost in my ocean
And you wont be ours
to hold but...
We'll never recover
And your waves
Will never be voiceless
Just twenty hours
Just twenty hours
Just twenty hours
On the backlog
Overtime?

Be careful
These devils wear fake smiles

Hey there
I have  a game
It is  called victim
Let's play the victim game
Shall we?
I hope I win

She had a permanent mark
Around her wrist
And a beautiful home
In oblivion

Our love was made for movie screens!
     - kodaline

I'm feeling poetic
So I sit down in the brown stairs
To scribble a few words
But alas my brain loses control
My heart takes over
And I run to him
And my poem ends there

Today I'm wearing a short dress
So that you could pay more attention to my thighs and not my flaws

I ****** up
I ****** up


Dont tell them how you feel
They should not know how you feel



I ****** up
I ****** up

Don't get angry
It doesn't make sense


I ****** up
I ****** up


Don't cry
Poor volatile child



I ****** up
I ****** up


Go to sleep
It'll be better in the morning

Lonely
I am so lonely
I push everyone away
But I surely want you to stay

After flirting with all them other fools
I searched
Madly and wildly
Like I'd lost my only daughter
Madly and wildly
Like I'd lost my only lover
For the only one
I called mine

Listen!
Listen!
Listen to how loud
The silence speaks

Death is mercy
Mercy we all hate having!

When I die
I want to be buried
By the river
Maybe then
My pain will be washed away

I hate you
But these kisses
They tell a different story