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teeeyah Jan 2019
Wow
you did it
you moved on
really quick
nine months to be exact
change is inevitable
I need to be where you are in life
I'll catch up
Don't wait for me
I'm a kernel waiting for my moment
to
POP
My ex gave a ring to a girl, they're happiness is the beginning for me
teeeyah Dec 2018
It's early and late all in one
My mind wanders back to you
The dew on the ground is perfect today
The hours I get of sleep are few
Your image in my head gives me this feeling
It's like excitement and sadness in one
It makes me want to hit the ceiling
You're so handsome
Almost so that it's on the brink of danger
I love it, but
It scares me
You haven't left, even though I've pretty much shown my past
I don't mean to, you seem to comforting
So much so, I want to tell you everything
I dont want to scare you off though
I'll lay here while my mind wanders
Wanders to the endless possibilities of you
Wanders to the possibility of
Us
It's to the point where I miss him I'm dreaming of him and not being able to sleep.
teeeyah Dec 2018
I'm happy
I'm finally happy
I'm rid of the negative people in my life
I'm planning big things for myself
I'm finally grasping what life is
I want to share everything with you
I want you to be able to tell me to wait
I would wait for you if you'd ask
I'd do what I need to while I wait for you
I don't want anyone but you
I dont need anyone but you
All I need you to do is ask
I have my life figured out for the most part
All I need to complete it, is
You
It's just a far off wish.
teeeyah Dec 2018
Recieve
Read
Smile
Think
Reply
Send
Repeat
Wait..
Where'd you go?
Still waiting..
10 minutes
30 minutes
2 hours
Alright, I get it.
Have a good day
I'll be waiting for you.
I'm overly obsessed on the idea of you
teeeyah Dec 2018
I'm a loser
I'm a ******
I'm a lover
I'm imperfect
To you, none of that matters
How are you so down to earth?
People like you make me want to trust again
Please don't take it from me
Please don't lead me on for nothing
If it is nothing, let me know
I can pretend for the time being
It'll hurt if you dont want me
But at least I'll know its temporary
You're all I want
I would wait forever for you
But I don't want to wait for nothing
Everything is on hold in that area for you
But,
No pressure
Overthinking *****
teeeyah Dec 2018
Remember me like when you first saw me
You saw something you loved, maybe
I definitely did
You made my heart drop
My life isn't perfect
But with you I thought it would be
I ask of too much from everyone apparently
Why don't they like me
I'll never know
But the lies about me
They'll start to show
You'll change your feelings
But when all is done
Please remember I could never be that dumb
Maybe this once I was
Because you have to remember me as I once was
teeeyah Dec 2018
I thought you were a no show
I'm sorry
I took to my best friend
I'm sorry
I got drunk
I'm so sorry
I spilled everything on you
I think I blew it
You're my favorite person
I'm so sorry
I'm really going to miss you
I'm sorry I blew it
I'm sorry I'm emotional
I'm sorry I told you everything
I hope someday it'll all be okay
All I have to say is I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I blew it. All I have to say to him is
I'm sorry
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