Systematically the cause for the wrong ones inspired
Violence enacting innocent people in passionate fires

Emotional suffering is not a subject the public is equipped to feel
Others are addicted to inner pain, peeling off the layers they soon conceal

Were you a burden that was inside hurting?
Though, had heart for fruitful learning?
Likewise the moon changing phases as tables are turning

Some will not change, but...
A wide support range that is attempting to clean this place up

Communities are depending of the forming capital
While the hungry is an ugly picture, we need a miracle

Insensitive to share currency for the well-being
Instead I envision a clear division of what two sides are seeing
A suite for a desk and a supervisor depending and leaning
Reputation is now a source we enable room for breathing

What's the purpose of retaliation if the war keeps steaming
No altercation is solved, just evolves to a point where fate is all we are experiencing
Cashing spells is what we are demonstrating, until Hell invites the screaming

Seneca customs shape the finest blend
'Dysthymia' I take because pain is my greatest friend

Gianna is my definition of enduring as I get shoved in the mud
I no longer rank the beauty or my hope to her statue I've loved
Maybe an ordinary angel I saw from afar thus saw abundant
I shouldn't count my chances as I'm now emotionally struck

Flounder God's love account and take out loans
Amount is lower than a world colder, I need a vest bold
Smoke coats my physical and metal form, lungs choke
Broker than the souls drinking the Pacific Ocean
They seem to believe all the fuzzy convoys croaking

Prepare to shelter yourself with the warm grass
War erupts in your mind so time to ask for mercy fast
Stacking a pile of paper when you are strapping words for asking
"God please raise me from the rapture until these people trap me"

A supplement of scriptures to finalize a pure soul
Society is shaky and crazy for lacking remorse for a home torn
Sticks and bricks dancing in the wavy flames
A deceased family was shot up through ISIS ways

I don't mean to go off topic
But a tear can be tasty to embrace the heavy logic

If I had a penny to drop in a well
I would undergo friction of sharp edges
Close to fate like a magnet because the cure is not helping
A man in the mist of change is erasing his memory of yelping

Low key citizen inhibiting a strong desire
Why buy a match and toss him in the fire like burning trash?
My window tinted as blood marks are printed, grief I admire
I came from a background flare of those devilishly laughing

Quick and snap a picture of a young clan member I once was
Bear tribe is my essence and nobody understands deep loss
13 siblings spread over cultured land, sheltered with cream frost
Our own gang we created due to cops and their weapons drawn

However, my mental state altered and I bow down
Village of Camden I reside while little Amanda in memory was abandoned
Sis I will always stick by your side but I'm glued to this town
Adoption day was not your fault, I love you, no longer stranded

Lord willing if I meet her
A grey ****** protecting a home sought to wither
But I will not let that happen, Aspen is the notion to shiver
No clue where you currency live, 18 going on 30
The situations you were among is the heart of earning

Until then, I send this whole poem from a diamond heart
Rare to find but wishing to parish, will I learn through the dark

I Stand Beside Him as if he never turned to ash
Andrew was a true friend
Car accident had your seat belt strapping
I grieve when thinking of you
Asking God if there is a special ticket to come see you
The belief that a connection never dies after your last gasping
Every opening I'm falling through, every crease
Traffic passing as if what happened was not tragic
I say please and thank you more often because of the sadness
Tears overlapping into the bucket, while pieces of window glass are shattered

I capture the memories that will forever be
A fellowship as a received gift, abundant like piling leaves
Even winter can't compare to the inner cold you breath
Shadow of His presence beside me

A friend who is a brother
A member who became family
Within the shadowy depths of delusion
To still picture a person not here, thus, inhibit misery
Physically you're numb but emotionally you're forever bruising

Falling to the floor, hands touching your own filthy guilt
Too much attention is a lesson I learned, a building no longer standing still
The weight of pressure and understanding is the scale I failed to balance, like the blinded part to my free will

Not greedy for money but communication
Is similar to a poor man eating half of a meal, and means to waste it
Might as well spark the flame and resume your mentality blazing
I usually don't pin-point other's mistakes but at times I'm illustrating
A photograph meant to be left alone as I still manage to recreate it

Accepting and moving on is the key I could not find
Envision me with this effort to keep trying
Painting an image of what I desire most
Hope for all and my conscience to stand tall, self-fighting

A battle zone in your mind dome
Too many feelings weakened, carry me home

My acts of annoying the boring people who don't want to talk
Seems to trigger me strongly, I continue on flossing
Make perfect out of nothing, read this message in white chalk
Every lie is bought and every dawn is another moment
It's about time I walk

Away...

I attempt to send you a text message
Quick start up conversation but it's the new beginning
For now at least I value a strong connection
However, I'm far from clever when the subject is love
Want to call you and spare some opportunity, but I'm stressing

Affection that's shared with you is breath-taking
But objection is a ligament of mine, lacking confidence has me shaking
Anxious to initiate dialogue with a woman, under conditions relating
Too much difference is what I usually find
Aching and feeling stiffened by the direct blow to my face this time
All I was aiming for was to meet a woman I saw divine

Speaking to you brings me in a loop
One minute I'm approved, there are several other dudes
Searching like I am, reviewing
A fall out I knew would enthuse the fact I first noticed you

Watch me crumble too..

My feeler of tides, the flux of ocean life
Are withering and teetering the sunlight

Waters roar and I'm standing on the coast
Tension all around is from the misty smoke

Movement of rocks befriend the thunder
Even the sound of lover, reaches under

Puddle in my eyes, don't drown
Near a woman lying down

Protect her from harm
Arms wrapping her until the dawn alarm

Her heart is tender
I promise I will remember
When bereavement is the subject,
Flip the lever and let her
Walk on flowers
The tip of her toes dipping into water
I bring her to this place and watch her grow stronger
The house on the hill I built, I love her

A gift given to me was me knowing her identity
Blessing to have stepped on her feet
Noticing the mark she imprinted, she is the air for breathing

Hope you are well miss!