Here I am by the forest..
The air is clean and crisp...
The sun is bathing the trees and the leaves...
The wind seems  playful this morning...
Caressing everything on its path...
A few of the leaves can not hold on to the branches...
And they just rejoin the land...
The same land where they were born...
Some are taken by the creek...
And they start a journey to a new destination...
They rotate on the creek...
As if waving goodbye...
What a beautiful display...
I don't want to leave...
The wind picks up speed...
And a flock of leaves falls over me...
As if nature wants to give me a shower...
Two little birdies start chirping...
I don't know if they are making fun of me...
Or just want to be part of the beautiful play nature is putting for me this morning...
One way or the other...
It does not matter..
For I love this forest...
All its sounds and sights...
And I am now thinking each leaf falling over me carries a good wish...
I hope the creek and the wind bring all those good wishes to you...
Perhaps the first wish they have is for you to come to visit one day and say hi...
Their second wish is for you to have a good night...
I wish I could continue to write...
But the sound of the creek is like a lullaby for my soul and senses...
So off I go...
To carry on with my day...
For I am a dreamer...
A small chipmunk is here now...
Seems she came to wish a good day also...
She just left...
Time for this dreamer to keep going also...

I saw your eyes today...
I melted at your smile...
I marveled at the magic of your hair being caressed by the wind...
My heart wanted to explode...
Like a volcano...
And let all the lava of my love flow...
But I had to restrain myself...
So I behaved like a flooded valley...
Where my feelings are submerged under the wet land...
Maybe I felt like a volcano...
But I sure didn't behave like one...
Perhaps I imagined the cold of your eyes would cool down the lava of my love...
Or maybe my own tears will do the job...
One way or the other the lava of my volcano is bound to disappear...
What an irony...
You sparked fire in my heart...
And you are also taking care of extinguishing that flame...

Who am I kidding...
I still miss your kisses...
Your eyes...
Your smile...
All of you...
There is no point in denying it...
I melt at the sound of your voice...
I will always need you...
You will always be a special part of me...
I can't hide it anymore...
I need to tell the wind and the stars...
I will always love you...

I never liked anyone so much...
Like I like you...
But I never felt so ignored by anyone...
Like you ignore me...
But I can't blame you...
We can't go back in time...
And I can't change what happened between us...
But I wish I could get my mind and heart to ignore you...
The same way you do ignore me...
I just can't...
And it is so painful...

Not much of a poem today I suppose...
Not all words can be poems...
I wish they were...
But I do think any words can become the sweetest poem, when your eyes read them...
For your eyes are magical and have the meaning of forever...
And any word would like to be reflected on those eyes for an eternity...
I know I would...
Let your eyes make all of us a poem...
When you look at me...
My heart melts and becomes a sonnet...
Such is the power of your eyes...

Today I shed my last tear for you...
Maybe my eyes are dry...
After all that I cried for you...
Maybe I just realized it is not worth it...
Whatever the reason...
Today is the day...
Where I finally closed the chapter on you...
Life is a book with many chapters...
And the chapter about you is closed...
And it will never reopen...
Today I start a new chapter in my life...
A life where all memories of you are gone...
For good...

They say actions speaks louder than words...
So by now, because of my actions, you probably realized I  love you...
And by now, because of your actions, I finally  realized you don't love me...
Quite the opposite...
Your actions seem to indicate you despise me...
Such is life...
I need to take action and move forward with my life...
You are not worth it...
Perhaps you never were...