Unhappy I am.
I simply don’t get mad from the mistakes that should upset someone.
I feel... NOTHING
I’m not sure how to act, because I ****** up... Yet I think there’s a way out of all this sadness, but I can’t fathom when it’ll all be better.
I’m blind to what’s in front of me even if it hits me.....yet I see so clearly.
I’m unhappy, because I’m trying to make someone else happy
I trust when you can’t even trust yourself
I love when you can’t love yourself, But what does that make me?
Who am I ?
I lost myself trying to help people find themselves... YET I’m the one left
Picking up my own pieces.

Unhappy I am.
I simply don’t get mad from the mistakes that should upset someone.
I feel... NOTHING
I’m not sure how to act, because I ****** up... Yet I think there’s a way out of all this sadness, but I can’t fathom when it’ll all be better.
I’m blind to what’s in front of me even if it hits me.....yet I see so clearly.
I’m unhappy, because I’m trying to make someone else happy
I trust when you can’t even trust yourself
I love when you can’t love yourself, But what does that make me?
Who am I ?
I lost myself trying to help people find themselves... YET I’m the one left
Picking up my pieces...

Am I too much of a stranger ?
I know.
I know,
Your mom told you not to talk to strangers
But do I feel strange.
Do I look strange?
Shame on you
Haven’t you felt nothing
Haven’t you felt much
That’s okay.
I thought I’d never get over you
But I’m happy now, with you out of my site
Where I can be happy without your presence.
You haunted my dreams,
You become the host when I closed my eyes,
But not anymore.
You can’t see me move
Cuz ***** there’s no eyes in it.

Naked.
Get up
Come here.
Window open.
Gust of wind;
Breezed by him and her.
Love—They asked “love why are you doing this”. The fake love that people happily walk into blindfolded like hoping for a surprise. Love has been avoid of loneliness, to fill that gab of emptiness.
I am doing this, because you’re tearing me apart trying to fill something that only you can fill.
I’m here to love and bring you happiness,
Not to fill your void of loneliness.
Wind blow out.
And running they kept.

I’m standing in the dark
Shot in the eye
Shot in the brain
Feeling numb
But my heart won’t stop racing
Who, I, to decide weather you should
Let go
Who,I, to decide the outcome of this
ambivalence.
Stuck where I stand,
Standing where I’m stuck.
All I ask if you can open your mind
And not be tunnel minded.

Life goes on
I sit and sip on my tea
Not knowing what tomorrow might give me.
Why am I like this.
What happened?
Where’d you go.
I Put the cup down
And a voice reply’s
“ you happened, you fell, and you’re still trying to get up, WHATS HOLDING YOU BACK GET UP TIME IS RUNNING OUT”
I shed a tear
Knowing clearly what I’m doing
My shadow consumed all that light
And left me nothing but darkness.
Dark I see,
Dark I feel,
In darkness I drown in fear.

Why do you make this hard ?
Sing it to me if you have to
Spill it out if u need to
Write it out if you want to
Scream it out if you have no other choice.
Let me know how you feel
Don’t sugar coat it
Tell me how it is.
Don’t keep me in a cryptic world
Where mystery is my friend
And decoding is my enemy.