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Whisper Oct 2018
She was beautiful, and soft,
The person I went to when things go tough.
Everyday after school,
I'd be so excited to tell her about my day,
I'd go on and on,
And eventually run out of things to say.
We were happy,
Until she started living the wrong way,
And it got harder for her to stay.
Everyday,
She'd get more and more distant,
Eventually she just went away,
And never came back.
To this day I am not okay,
The fact I was never enough for my mother to stay.
I ask myself everyday,
If it were who I am that drove her away.
It hurts to know my mother is now a sad memory,
Just a sad memory to stay.
Whisper Oct 2018
Its the pain you feel,
When all that's left to do is die,
It's the pain you feel,
When you realize a part of your life
You envy is now gone.
The pain so intense,
Is called heartbreak,
The feeling my mother handed to me
As she left me on my grandfather's door step, and told me I didn't fit her life style.
The pain I received,
After "not being good enough"
From the boy I loved,
More than I loved myself.
The pain I felt,
As I watched my own father,
get pulled away from me,
And put in a prison cell.
I'm fifteen,
And have felt more heartbreak
Than a person twice my age has felt.
Yet I still wake up and smile.
Whisper Oct 2018
She was hurting,
She was drowning in her pain,
  she couldn't escape and I saved her.  
She just wanted love,
  and in return she got hurt.
Physically and emotionally,
  she was done.
It wasn't easy helping her.  
Days grew long with pain,
  she never thought could go away,
  she still doesn't,  
  but that's why I'm here to stay.
Everyday I tell her these things bad things
  will go away,
it just takes time for everything to go back
  and start to feel okay.
Whisper Oct 2018
I chased you
Until I was exhausted
So you choose to lift me
And carry me as your own
Believing you were someone
Who would finally love me
As I wished to be loved.
Time went on
My days grew greatly
And all was more than enough
Until the day came
The day awaited for all but me
The day I realized you chose me only
To stitch your cuts
And numb your pain...

I guess they were right.
Whisper Oct 2018
You've kissed girls before me,
You've stained their satin interest
With your sinful ways but still,
I love you,
You've shamed girls like me,
Humiliated girls just like me,
But some how,
I still love you.
I understand there's no god,
No higher power,
But I pray,
Your hands are the ones I hold tomorrow.
You are my sweet dreams,
My good night kisses,
My golden hour that lasts forever.
You may destroy everything I give you,
Or take my love and run,
But just know,
I'll sit here and wait for your return,
Because I love you.

— The End —