Its the pain you feel,
When all that's left to do is die,
It's the pain you feel,
When you realize a part of your life
You envy is now gone.
The pain so intense,
Is called heartbreak,
The feeling my mother handed to me
As she left me on my grandfather's door step, and told me I didn't fit her life style.
The pain I received,
After "not being good enough"
From the boy I loved,
More than I loved myself.
The pain I felt,
As I watched my own father,
get pulled away from me,
And put in a prison cell.
I'm fifteen,
And have felt more heartbreak
Than a person twice my age has felt.
Yet I still wake up and smile.

She was hurting,
She was drowning in her pain,
  she couldn't escape and I saved her.  
She just wanted love,
  and in return she got hurt.
Physically and emotionally,
  she was done.
It wasn't easy helping her.  
Days grew long with pain,
  she never thought could go away,
  she still doesn't,  
  but that's why I'm here to stay.
Everyday I tell her these things bad things
  will go away,
it just takes time for everything to go back
  and start to feel okay.

You've kissed girls before me,
You've stained their satin interest
With your sinful ways but still,
I love you,
You've shamed girls like me,
Humiliated girls just like me,
But some how,
I still love you.
I understand there's no god,
No higher power,
But I pray,
Your hands are the ones I hold tomorrow.
You are my sweet dreams,
My good night kisses,
My golden hour that lasts forever.
You may destroy everything I give you,
Or take my love and run,
But just know,
I'll sit here and wait for your return,
Because I love you.