It is a matter of time
Am i really fine ?
Losing my time
Over someone who isn’t even mine
I should have put this in my mind
Way back when i got left behind

I pour down a glass of wine
Reminiscing bout all the time
That you could’ve been mine
But it was you who declined
To give it a try, to redefine
Our unfinished love story in my mind!

How do i tell you how much i miss you?
It’s been a while
We haven’t talked
You keep on forgetting
I keep on reminiscing
Daydreams became nightmares
You once were mine
We once were one
Feels like even the words in my head are also making echoes

Such clouds will come again
But such rain, will never fall again

If only i could’ve done this or could’ve done that
Perhaps we would’ve been together till now!

If only i could’ve told you this or could’ve told you that
Our hearts, wouldn’t be torn apart till now!

So many ifs, yet so many regrets!
By the time you realize, it might be too late.

I never loved you.
I adored you!

I may talk, joke around or laugh with you. But you don’t know the number of pain i hide deep inside!
My eyes, they shine so bright but you never see my tears, rolling down my face, along with a torn heart.
So many things inside, looking for a soul to share my sorrow with. Yet nobody claim to hear!
That nobody is loneliness!
I feel like a perforated rose whose petals had withered and faded into a monochromatic dust.
Talking in vain, crying for help.
In the end, it’s me against myself!