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Jillian S Nov 2018
I was invisible
I was being tortured
By my self-emotion
Trapped in my own corner

One day, I felt an arm
Pulling me from
My dark corner
My emotions now numb

I open my eyes
I see a guardian angel
Standing in front of me
Realizing he isn’t a stranger

I tremble and fall
To the cold ground
Shivering from my memories
Of my darkness starts to surround

The angel bends down
His wings of light
Surround my wounded body
Covering me in a blanket of white

I feel a feeling unknown
To my mind
I feel a sense of protection
A sense of happiness I find

I feel overwhelmed
Full of love and devotion
As the angel gets down to his knees
And holds me as I am frozen

I begin to cry
The feeling of depression
Leaving my thoughts
The angel being my blessing

Still in an embrace,
The angel beings
To sooth me gently
His strong arms forgive

We pull apart
And I look at his eyes
Eyes like chocolate pools
Memorizing and wise

He takes my hand
Lifting me off my feet
And as I stand,
He smiles and I then feel complete

He slowly leads me away
From my heartless chasm
Holding my hand tenderly  
Us leaving behind my self-phantom

After that I was truly happy
I felt alive
I felt rejuvenated
I felt alright

This angel, the love of my life
Saved me from a fate
That would have murdered my soul
Thank you for taking me away from my self-hate
This is for the one I love the most in my life. I hope you have another loved one or lover in your life that you care for and cherish as much as I do mine! I hope you enjoy my poetry!
Jillian S Sep 2018
Why can’t they see me?
Am I a ghost?
A simple seam?
A grand of sand on the coast?

Am I just like everyone else?
Nothing to be seen?
Is there nothing special to me?
Generic as another screen?

Am I nothing?
Do I even exist?
Do I even matter?
Will I always be dismissed?

Will I ever be looked at?
Will anybody ever love me?
Will I ever beautiful?
Will I ever be free?

So please answer my questions
Anyone out there
Anyone at all
Answer them if you have a second to spare.
I made this poem also when I was in middle school and at that point, I was at my lowest. I hope everyone knows that they’re loved by so many.
Jillian S Sep 2018
Amidst the crowd
I am found
Alone and unseen
To darkness I bound

No one to love
No one to cherish
Alone I am
And there I will parish

Like black
I am passed by
No one to look at
Just to cry

With loneliness by my side
My life has no meaning
I will sob until
I stop bleeding

Negative thoughts
Inside my head
Turning and churning
That will never end

I stand alone
With not one friend
With blood pouring down
My life will now end
I wrote this when I was going through a really difficult time in middle school. I hope people who feel this way know that they are truly loved.
Jillian S Sep 2018
My love for you is extensive
It goes on for miles
And since you can’t see the end,
To reach it would take you a long while

My love for you is wild
It makes my heart race
Of how much I want to
Hold you in my embrace

My love for you is pure
You make me laugh so hard
But the way you make me feel
As if I’m free as a star

My love for you is a blessing
Before you came,
I was consumed by my terrible thoughts
Until you changed my life and broke apart my chain

My love for you is true
I was always turned down
Never to be looked at again
But you made me feel like a girl with a crown

My love for you is everything
I have a hundred things inside my head
But whenever I feel undone from them,
You stitch me up with your magical thread.

My love for you is all of these things
And many more
To you I am devoted
And to you I will be forever more
This is a poem I wrote for someone very special to me. I hope when you read this, it reminds you of someone dear to your heart.

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