Send help
I feel it settling in
Send help
I don't want to disappear again
Send help
Please I'm finally happy
Send help
It's going to consume me
Send help
I can't handle it again
Send help

Reserved
It's not allowed
To be with you
But I will wait
Ever so patiently
Reserved
For when the time comes
And we both get what we want
The starry late nights come to focus
And the drives we planned
Finally achieved
Reserved

I urge to be with you
To lay my head on your chest
To do nothing but sit with you
So close, yet so far
I urge to be with you
Even for just one night
So for once I could sleep sound
Knowing we had each other
I urge to be with you

It wasnt long ago
I could tell you everything
But now it seems different
I get scared to let you in
How could you love someone
Who doesnt love themselves

If it wasn't for society
I think you'd like me
Confident, smart, funny
All things once found easily
now are lost
for the anxiety of what was
still haunts me
scared, lost, broken
If it wasn't for our society

The dark sky creeps over, clouds getting darker
What happened to the sky that made it so angry?
who upset the beautiful sky?
No one knows what happened
except that there is beauty in the chaos
the rain hitting your face as you walk
the smell comes rushing in
the raindrops come down harder and harder
you don't get upset about getting wet
you relax in joy as someone gets it
you can let go of everything
something about the rain becomes relatable